All male gods are academic masters [boy group]

Chapter 75

A long, long time ago, Chu Hengwu and Shen Zian didn't have such a distant relationship like strangers.

They are friends, very good friends.

They will be fined to stand in a military posture together, endorse books together, and get up early to run laps on the playground together.

At that time, the two of them didn't have the same ice faces as they do now. To be exact, Shen Zian was just an ordinary cute young lady at that time.

But at that time, Chu Hengwu had already achieved the achievement of "facial paralysis" for a long time. If the two families were not too close, and Shen Zian always liked to pester Chu Hengwu, the two would never become good friends no matter what. .

What's more, the environment of the two families is not the same at all.

Chu Hengwu is the eldest son in the family, and there is also a baby sister who is three years younger than him.

In his family, up to his grandparents, down to his border collie, they all prefer that soft and cute younger sister to him.

Even when he was alone, his relatives loved him, but that time was too short.

short to...

Even though he has a photographic memory, he can only recall a few fragments.

When he was just born, no one in the family wanted to snub him.

Although the grandparents thought that "it would be better to have a granddaughter", they didn't think there was anything wrong with his grandson.

But later, they had Heng Huan.

Everyone seemed to be belatedly aware of a problem——

How can boys and girls be educated in exactly the same way?

A boy wants to be a man, so naturally he must have the courage to stand upright, how can he pamper him?

How can he be held in their hands like a younger sister?

In the beginning, everyone would just take more severe punishments.

For example, when he made a mistake, he was locked in the house to copy books.

For example, let him stand in a military posture for a longer period of time.

For example, reduce the time he goes out to play.

But later, the younger sister attracted more and more attention from everyone, and the feelings that were not invested in him naturally became thinner.

as little as...

There is no more persuasion and guidance, no more companionship and love, only punishment.

When Chu Hengwu was nine years old, because of a mistake, he was locked in the room to copy books.

For the task of copying books without a limited number of pages, according to the usual rules, he had to keep copying until the elders agreed for him to come out.

Then, he waited for a day and a night.

From the beginning of copying books seriously, until I was so hungry that I couldn't hold the pen, but I continued to copy books.

He has been waiting, waiting for someone to find out that he is not there, waiting for someone to find out... There is a missing person in this family.

He waited for a long, long time, watching the sky outside the window dimming little by little.

At that time, Chu Hengwu suddenly wanted to understand one thing.

It turned out that I...was already gone.

In the hearts of his family, perhaps from the moment his sister was born, he was already dead.

It wasn't until dinner time that the nanny said in surprise, "Why hasn't the young master come down yet", finally reminded Chu Hengwu's parents and reminded them of their son.

When they opened the door, Chu Hengwu was still writing at the desk.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, he turned his head and glanced at his parents casually.

It was like looking at two strangers.

It was from this time that he gradually became close friends with Shen Zian and Su Yuming.

Like most friends in the world, they talk about everything and rely on each other.

The other two were much happier than he—

Su Yuming is the only child. Although Shen Zian has an older sister, his family loves him even more.

Because of family reasons, and because Chu Heng is the youngest of the three, the other two also take care of him more.

During that time, although Chu Hengwu was unhappy in his family relationship, it was not considered as having nothing.

But this kind of life only lasted two years.

When Chu Hengwu was 11 years old, Shen Zian's sister died.

suicide.

She jumped from the twelve-story building without any regrets, leaving only one sentence in the suicide note.

"An'an, my sister is gone."

It wasn't until this time that Shen Zian's parents realized how much they owed their daughter.

But then, they made a second mistake.

They regretted the death of their daughter and gave all their love and attention to the person who left.

They counted their daughter's thoughtfulness and delicacy all day long, and stayed in her daughter's room all day and refused to come out.

They punished themselves, and even punished the culprit in their hearts that caused the estrangement between themselves and their daughter——

Shen Zian.

How good a family of three would be without this son!

At that time, my daughter was so happy every day.

It's my fault, it's me who neglected my daughter, but...

But if the son had never been born...

Overnight, Shen Zian, who was originally at the two extremes, became someone of the same kind as Chu Heng.

And no different from Chu Heng, Shen Zian had received a lot of warmth and love.

He was suddenly pushed off the cloud, so it was naturally more difficult to accept this reality.

Half a year later, Shen Zian's mother became ill from worry and died in the hospital.

Upon hearing the news of his wife's death, Shen Zian's father hurried to the hospital, but encountered a car accident on the way and followed him.

He has nothing left.

And according to the will, his parents will be buried in the same cemetery as his sister.

There will only be three of them in that cemetery.After his death, no entry is allowed.

The person who dies first always seems to have the upper hand.

Like his sister.Once she dies, people will suddenly think of her kindness, will suddenly plunge into endless regret, and will make people wake up and dream of her most beautiful appearance.

Also like Shen Zian's parents.Once he is dead, he will not even be able to ask a question, but can only hold back his anger in his heart.Because he knew they couldn't hear.

From that time on, Shen Zian, who was originally sunny and cheerful, died.

As if he was following Chu Hengwu's footsteps, he also fell into the darkness.

But the darkness he was in was different from that of Chu Hengwu.

At first, Shen Zian was only very hostile to the people around him. Although this kind of hostility made Chu Hengwu and Su Yuming feel a little uneasy, they couldn't say anything to criticize.

But later, Shen Zian's hostility turned to Su Yuming.

Among the three people, only one still has a "perfect family relationship", which is hard not to be the reason why Shen Zian attacked him.

From then on, Shen Zian seldom talked to Su Yuming, and the occasional meeting was mostly sarcasm.

It was also at this time that Chu Heng Wucai suddenly realized that although he and Shen Zian had similarities, they were also very different.

Because the hostility on Shen Zian's body was too heavy.

After Shen Zian's parents passed away, his uncle brought him back home.

At the beginning, the uncle's family treated him as well as his biological parents.

But the uncle's family has children after all, and there are two more.

So of course, the attention paid to Shen Zian became less and less, and later on, he seemed to become a transparent person again.

After school every day, there is non-stop study, study, and study.

Because he couldn't let himself hear the laughter and laughter that belonged to the family from outside the door.

Nobody hates him.

But no one loves him.

The warmth he once had, but it has been lost for a long time.

People who fall into hell may still have a chance to return to heaven, at least they can crawl back to the world.

But if a person falls into hell twice in a row, everything will be different.

At first, Chu Hengwu just felt that Shen Zian's aggressiveness was getting stronger and stronger, and his hostility towards Su Yuming was also getting heavier.

But he is his best friend after all, it is impossible for him to confront Shen Zian just because of this reason.

He was worried about Shen Zian's change, but he didn't know how to persuade him.

Because he himself is in the dark, he has never seen the light, and he doesn't know how to guide Shen Zian to the light.

But it doesn't matter if it's hostility or hostility.

Maybe time will kill everything.

It's like slowly smoothing your own edges and corners.

Chu Hengwu really thought that way at the time.

Until Shen Zian did something that Chu Heng would never forgive until he died.

Because Chu Henghuan likes dogs very much, the family bought a beautiful border collie for her.

This dog is very well behaved, smart and clingy.

But its relationship with Chu Hengwu is not very good.

A man who never feeds it or plays with it looks more like an outsider than a sitter.

But in fact, Chu Hengwu also likes small animals, but he dare not touch his sister's things.

Even a dog.

Su Yuming is the oldest among the three, and has the most delicate mind. Naturally, he is very clear about Chu Heng's carelessness.

So, on Chu Hengwu's 13th birthday, Su Yuming gave Chu Hengwu an extremely cute puppet cat.

This cat is obedient and gentle, and has blue eyes as deep and peaceful as the sea.

The most important thing is that this cat likes Chu Hengwu, and he likes him the most.

It will only stick to Chu Hengwu alone, will always be with him, will sleep obediently in his room and wait for him to come home from school, and will curl up on his lap when he is doing homework.

During that time, Chu Heng almost thought that this child was a gift specially given to him because God saw him as too pitiful.

For the first time, he felt the feeling that his life was illuminated.

He likes this cat very much.

But Shen Zian didn't like it.

When Shen Zian saw this cat for the first time, he showed a disgust that made Chu Heng uneasy.

At that time, Shen Zian looked at the limp cat in front of him, and threw it back into Chu Hengwu's arms without pity, and even said to Chu Hengwu with a bit of disgust, "Why do you like this kind of thing?"

thing?

Chu Heng could not accept such a title.

It's not a thing, it's not even a pet.

This is his family.

It's a pity...Shen Zian didn't understand.

Because I have a cat, I have to worry about whether it is eating well every day.Therefore, the time Chu Heng had to meet with Shen Zian became shorter and shorter, and he had to rush home every day after school.

Although Shen Zian looked dissatisfied, he didn't say anything.

Until one day, Chu Hengwu rushed home like usual.

When passing by the hall, the parents who were listening to his sister describe what happened at school today said to him lightly: "Zi An just came here and said he wanted to pick up books, so I asked him to go to your room to find it himself."

Although there was an ominous feeling in his heart, Chu Hengwu didn't say anything.

He went straight upstairs, as usual, to his room.

But that cute kitten no longer threw herself into her arms like usual, and acted softly to herself.

because......

It can no longer call him softly like usual, it can no longer jump into its arms to be cute like usual, it can no longer accompany him...

Not anymore.

On that day, he quietly buried the kitten's body in the beautiful garden in the backyard of his house.

The garden was right under his window, within easy reach.

As if, he could see it at a glance.

His parents naturally didn't care about such things, and Chu Heng dared not let them know.

If you let them know that their son is sad because of a cat, maybe it doesn't even have the right to rest in their own home.

Then, Chu Heng called Shen Zian out without hesitation, and beat him severely.

Although Shen Zian has also learned martial arts, but because he was very lazy when he was loved by his family before, and he has been neglecting to practice since then, he is naturally no match for Chu Hengwu.

This is a completely one-sided beating.

This was Chu Hengwu's first fight, and also the last.

The man he hit was once his best friend.

But it is also destined that there will be no more contact from now on.

Until a long time later, he went to a place alone for some reason and opened a fast food restaurant at will.

Through the thick glass window, he saw a person standing outside.

This person wore a pair of extremely rustic glasses and a thick mask, which was extremely weird.

But when he looked into the room, he suddenly reached out and took off the eye-catching glasses, revealing a pair of blue eyes as deep and peaceful as the sea.

Chu Heng turned his back to that person, heard him push the door in and walked to his side, he even heard the sound of hunger coming from the person's stomach.

He also heard his own voice.

It's like falling into the endless dust through time and space.

But it also seems to be the most distant warmth and softness coming one after another.

"This is my friend, my money, he pays."

"Thank you."

The author has something to say: Do not read the following content for the first kiss party...

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After a long time, Chu Hengwu met another person, who was like a fox, not gentle at all.

But in the early morning of a certain day, the man's beautiful red phoenix eyes slanted, and he smiled half-smile: "Do you know what the flower language of pink roses is?"

Of course he doesn't know, he doesn't even know what flower language is.

Fortunately, the years are still long, and this person still has a lot of time to teach him slowly.