I want to die every day [entertainment circle]

Chapter 58

The sky is blue as deep as the sea, and the place where it meets the ground is dark blue. The color becomes lighter as you go up, and there are more white clouds. They are in large groups, like a painter's thick and colorful oil paintings. The visual sense is infinitely extended.

On the carpet woven of green grass, the flocks of sheep spread out leisurely, eating grass for a while, chatting for a while, and gathering together for a while and staring into the distance in a daze.Their fur is not pure white as most people imagine, but closer to brown, and looks softer than the clouds in the sky.

Xiyan stood in the distance, looking at Fu Jiuyu's back running wildly, and couldn't help but pick up a little lamb and rub it.Listening to the vague bleating sound of the lamb, I feel very good.At this time, he finally realized the meaning of "the nature of water makes people pass, and the nature of mountains makes people blocked". If he has been living in such a free and sparsely populated place, he will probably never have the trouble of chasing fame and fortune. Bar.

Fu Zhichuan looked at the lamb he was picking up, and said with a smile: "When I brought Jiuyu here for the first time, he could only pronounce simple syllables. Baabaa is probably the second word he has learned."

"Then what's the first one?" Xiyan was curious.

Fu Zhichuan said: "Of course Daddy."

At that time, Fu Jiuyu was still stumbling when he walked. He insisted on running after the lamb. He almost fell after two steps. Fortunately, the turf was well maintained and thick, otherwise he would have suffered a terrible fall.A month later, Fu Zhichuan took him away. He held a handful of wool and refused to let go. He cried and wanted to catch a lamb and bring it back to Alexon Manor. , but a sheep is not a toy, not to mention that it was a bit difficult to transport live animals in the past. Can the Australian sheep adapt to the climate in Germany? What if they are raised to death?

At that time, Fu Jiuyu didn't understand anything, but if he wanted a lamb, he would cry if he was forced to carry him away, with tears and snot all over his face.There was no way, Fu Zhichuan told him that he had called back to ask old Uncle Hanbosi to catch the lamb for him, so he was willing to leave obediently.

Later, old Hambers really borrowed a lamb from a pasture in northern Germany to keep the little owner fresh for a while.

Xiyan couldn't straighten up laughing because of Fu Jiuyu's dark history. Fu Jiuyu seemed to sense Xiyan's abnormality. He stopped his cheerful steps and pulled his eyelids to make a grimace.

Xiyan was about to "laugh" at him when he suddenly heard the roar of the quad bike engine.

Fu Zhichuan said softly, "LaVine is here."

Xiyan asked Fu Zhichuan who Lavin was with his eyes. The man's motorcycle was very fast, and he was already in front of him, and he shouted Fu Jiuyu's name: "Jiu Yu! Haha, long time no see!"

"Uncle Lavin!" Fu Jiuyu abandoned the lamb when he saw the person coming, and rushed over to hug him.Lavin turned over quickly and got out of the car, picked up Fu Jiuyu and rubbed it into his arms, and laughed for a long time.

Xi Yan quietly looked at this man. He was a strong farmer with prominent muscles in his arms. His whole body was strong, heroic and very sunny, and his smile was more free and unrestrained than the silhouette of the sky.

Lavin hugged Fu Jiuyu and walked up to Fu Zhichuan, and greeted him warmly: "You seem to be a little late this year, and you have been busy looking after the wheat in the field, and you forgot to make an appointment with you."

"It doesn't matter, we will always come when the time is almost up." Although it took a few days to wait for Xiyan, but no matter what, we must come before Claudio's memorial day.

"Yeah." Thinking of Claudio, Lavin's eyes dimmed a little, and at this moment he saw Xiyan beside Fu Zhichuan, "Who is this?"

For the past four years, only Fu Zhichuan and Fu Jiuyu have come here, and even the butler Little Hambos, who is almost inseparable, will not follow Fu Zhichuan, but this time he brought a strange man, Lavin was really surprised.

Fu Zhichuan looked at Xiyan tenderly, wrapped his arms around his waist, and introduced to Lavin with a natural expression: "This is my partner."

Lavin looked at Xiyan in surprise, Xiyan didn't expect Fu Zhichuan to be so straightforward, he felt sweet and embarrassed at the same time, this person seemed to be familiar with Fu Zhichuan and Fu Jiuyu, what if he couldn't accept or even hated homosexuality?

Fortunately, Lavin didn't express his unwelcome attitude towards Xiyan. He just froze for a moment because he felt that Xiyan didn't seem to have any outstanding features other than delicate and handsome. He didn't quite understand why such an excellent person as Fu Zhichuan would Choose a partner like Xiyan.

"Hi, I'm Raven Egar, just call me Raven."

"Hi, I'm Xiyan." Seeing the unconcerned smile on Lavin's face, Xiyan secretly breathed a sigh of relief.He suddenly missed the future a little bit. There may be no good in other places in the future. At least everyone's tolerance for sexual orientation is much higher, and there is no need to worry about homosexuality being despised all the time.

Lavin put Fu Jiuyu down, walked to the side of the motorcycle and took out a large bunch of blue gold rush plums from the huge bucket, his smile slightly restrained, he looked at the gold rush plums and took a few breaths, and finally Turning his head to them, he said, "Let's go, let's go, Claudio can't wait to see you."

Fu Zhichuan drove behind Lavin's motorcycle, crossed the grassland, and bypassed a huge lake that was as clear as a mirror. They came to the village.From a distance, Xiyan could hear the laughter of children playing by the water, there were small villas in front of him, and the relaxed and carefree atmosphere of the countryside rushed over his face.

Some people say that buying a house in a sparsely populated country is worse than working hard for a few square meters in a big city. Maybe there is some truth to this statement.

"LaVine's guests are here again."

"Yeah, long time no see. The little baby has grown taller. His name is Jiu Yu."

"The flowers on LaVine's motorcycle are getting more and more beautiful. When will we be able to carry a more beautiful girl?"

It was in the evening, when many people came back from the wheat fields, they came up to say hello when they saw Lavin and his party. They didn't know about the relationship between Fu Jiuyu and Claudio, but simply cared about Lavin.Here, the relationship between people in a village is very harmonious, almost insulated from intrigue.

LaVine smiled and responded to the concerns of the neighbors one by one. The four of them went to LaVine's house and changed into black suits, then walked slowly to the cemetery.Lavin specially ordered a lot of small suits for Fu Jiuyu. The little guy really looked like a handsome guy when he wore them, and he kept asking Xiyan to praise him for being handsome.

The cemetery is small, quiet and tidy.Claudio's tomb is located in the comparison.When Claudio died unexpectedly, people all over the world were unprepared. She even disappeared for a long time before her death. Even her manager and her team were kept in the dark. Most people only knew that the memorial ceremony was It was held in an old church in Europe, but it is not known where she is buried.

Fu Jiuyu gently put down the golden plum blossoms, and the little blue flowers obediently leaned on the tombstone, trembling slightly in the wind.

The glow from the sky illuminated the faces of the people around him, Fu Zhichuan hooked Xiyan's fingers, and then held his whole hand.

Xi Yan understood what he meant, and smiled imperceptibly.From now on, Claudio should not have to worry that Fu Zhichuan is the only one taking care of Fu Jiuyu. He and Fu Zhichuan will carefully raise Fu Jiuyu up. There are few ordinary families.

During the month they stayed in Australia, their family lived in Lavin's house. Lavin was a bachelor, and there were only his parents and himself at home. His parents knew about Claudio and liked Fu Jiuyu very much. Arrival is as always welcome.

After dinner, Xiyan casually went out for a walk, and happened to see Lavin leaning against the garage smoking a cigarette.

"I really envy you." LaVine said with a smile, his voice seemed a little ethereal in the darkness, "We can be together."

After hesitating for a while, Xiyan said hesitantly: "You and Claudio..." After getting along for an afternoon, Xiyan saw that Lavin's feelings for Claudio did not seem to be the feelings between ordinary friends .

LaVine smiled bitterly: "We had nothing before, and we will have no chance in the future."

In my memory, the sky is the same blue, the grass is the same green, and the sheep are the same carefree. They lie on the grass when they are young, chatting about the unpredictable future.

"Lavin, what is your dream?" The little girl looked at him with a smile in her jewel-like eyes.

At that time, Claudio had already shown his aptitude for being beautiful.

Lavin spat out the grass in his mouth: "Head sheep, grow wheat, marry a wife, raise a child, etc."

"Just like that?"

"Otherwise? Then what do you want to do?"

Claudio stood up slowly, looked up at the sky and circled: "I...I want to be a model."

There seemed to be stars shining in her eyes, and Lavin couldn't help being stunned: "What's so good about being a model?"

"I don't know either." She smiled mischievously.

Lavin stared at Claudio and couldn't move his eyes. She suddenly corrected her expression, raised her chest and raised her head, taking the green grass carpet in front of her as a Paris Fashion Week show, walking step by step, confidently and enjoying herself, The violet-patterned silk scarf floats far, far in the wind.

The girl is beautiful, but the boy feels inexplicably sad, as if he will never be able to catch the girl, and that secret mood can only flutter silently like a silk scarf.

Claudio's parents died early, and there were no close relatives. Only Lavin's family was close. When Lavin received the news of Claudio's death, he didn't cry and make a scene. He just thought, this day After all, it's still here. Life and separation have been endured for so long, and death and separation are nothing more than that.

Fu Zhichuan told Lavin about Fu Jiuyu, and Lavin was very sad that Claudio had such an accident before his death, and he didn't even know who the child's biological father was.He had planned to adopt Fu Jiuyu for a moment, but it was really only for a moment.

To be more realistic, Fu Zhichuan provided Fu Jiuyu with a better growth environment.And him?His remaining obsession is to guard that memory, guard the girl's clear and sweet laughter, and guard the violet scarf that is drifting away.

Xiyan returned to the room, and suddenly hugged Fu Zhichuan tightly, sniffing.

"What's wrong?" Fu Zhichuan gently kissed the top of his hair.

"nothing……"

Things in this world change too fast, and people are often caught off guard. What you see at this moment and what you hear at the next moment become the past. Many times there is nothing wrong, or there is no right or wrong. Some things It will still be out of your control, leaving nothing but sighing.

Xiyan thought, maybe tomorrow they will be separated due to an accident, but he has been worried that such a tomorrow will lose the present.If you can only make one wish in your life, I hope that their love will not change, even if one of them is destined to die first, and once possessed wealth that can be preserved until death.

As if he understood Xiyan's mood, Fu Zhichuan knew the reason after a little thought.Being able to meet this person should be due to his fate. If Xiyan hadn't been tormented by insomnia and was insane at the beginning, he talked about the rebirth and caught his attention, and there would be no subsequent events. Not to be together, what is it if this is not fate?

Carefully stroking the back of the baby in his arms, he picked up Xiyan and walked to the bedroom.

The next day, Xiyan slept until the afternoon. For the first time, he experienced what it was like to be "run over by a wheel". Anyway, his back was sore, his butt hurt, his legs were cramping, and there was nothing right about his body. It was like stepping on cotton on the ground, and when he walked to the bathroom and saw his two huge dark circles in the mirror, he wanted to draw a circle and curse Fu Zhichuan!

La Wen's parents and La Wen both went out to work, Fu Zhichuan took care of Xiyan all morning, Fu Jiuyu was still thinking about Xiao Yang, so Fu Zhichuan took him to the pasture when he had no choice but Xiyan was the only one in the whole family now.Fu Zhichuan had already fed him before going out, so he didn't feel hungry at the moment, he was angry in the bathroom for a while, and then crawled back to sleep.

After lying down for less than 5 minutes, he heard the doorbell ring.The fence in the yard can be opened automatically, but the wooden door to enter the house still has to be opened manually, and now only Xiyan can open the door.

He put on his clothes ouchily, endured the discomfort in his body, and moved carefully to the door.

"Excuse me, find—" Xiyan was stunned when he opened the door. The man and woman in front of him were not only very familiar, but also murderous, which made all the hairs on his body stand on end.

The lady in a water-blue long dress stood upright with a dignified expression, but her slender willow-leaf eyebrows were deeply frowned, and she looked at Xiyan with an unkind look.The man beside her was even more frightening, with a murderous aura all over her body, and a storm that could destroy everything was brewing in his eyes.

Xiyan subconsciously covered the marks on his neck, only feeling a pain in his head, these two people looked so familiar, but he couldn't remember anything for a while, he just felt inexplicably guilty.

"Are you the male vixen who seduced my son?"

what? !

Xiyan's legs went limp and he almost knelt down.