I was pulled into the draft to save me and made my debut

Chapter 61 Light Itself

"Wen Xiaoxuan, let me tell you, don't talk to people who don't understand..."

The words he said were so domineering, Si Ran's face was really aggrieved, and Qian didn't dare to speak loudly with Wen Xuan at all, so he could only yell in a low voice to express his complaint.But Si Ran was still uneasy, he was afraid that Wen Xuan would feel that he was interfering with his relationship, so he could only make such a protest without the slightest deterrent effect.

Wen Xuan looked at Si Ran's appearance and thought it was a little funny: "What are you doing? Why are you such an inexplicable person? It's as if I'm going to pass on information to other groups." Wen Xuan's previous bad mood was swept away, I just feel that the time spent with Si Ran is also sweet in my heart.

"I didn't do it for this." Si Ran thought that Wen Xuan didn't get what he meant: "He came to the show this time for some reason, and he invited their team leader before, and then he delayed joining the crew to catch up Come on, who knows what kind of heart you have?"

"Although I have a relationship with you in name, but you are still in the game, and if you have something to do, I will come to you. If!"

Si Ran did not continue, Wen Xuan was a little curious:

"what if?"

What if he hit your idea?

Si Ran did not forget that the second father, Bai Hengran, had bright eyes and a face full of admiration and praise. He was always vigilant, and the evil dragon would also be afraid that his precious gems would be coveted by others.

"nothing…"

Wen Xuan saw that Si Ran didn't say anything, although he wanted to know, he didn't have the intention to press him.In fact, he was gradually able to guess the general meaning of Si Ran, and he also knew that Si Ran would not say it, so he dared to ask.Wen Xuan felt that he was bad, and if Si Ran said it, he would not know how to respond, but Si Ran didn't say anything, his handsome face was sullen but there was a grievance that only he could see, and he satisfied Wen Xuan strangely. To express his sense of security, he also likes to tease Si Ran secretly.

But Big Dog Gou needs to be appeased, and he didn't want Si Ran to feel uncomfortable, so he chose some words to give him a reward, but Si Ran stumbled and said:

"You, do you like his type?"

Wen Xuan was still confused: "Which type?"

To be honest, Wen Xuan is very sensitive, he will not easily judge the type of people around him, but build a complete impression of a person by patching up fragments through every contact.What's more, Bai Hengran was just an accidental acquaintance in his heart, and he didn't care much about the nominal relationship between Bai Hengran and him.He didn't want to have any contact with them, Bai Hengran wasn't even within the range of objects he needed to get to know.

Si Ran also paused for a moment, even his ears turned red.The most important thing he cares about Bai Hengran is that Bai Hengran is completely different from Si Ran himself, and Wen Xuan is so gentle and clear, and he seems to like Bai Hengran more.And what about myself?Would Xiao Xuan really like him like this?

"That's right, kind of gentle."

Wen Xuan turned around and stood in front of Si Ran, raised his head and met Si Ran's eyes with clean eyes, and said seriously: "What I like is not the type, but a sincere person standing in front of me."

"Am I such a superficial person? A little bit of gentleness can be deceived by a lollipop?"

"not me…"

"So, you also have to be a sincere person." Wen Xuan interrupted him, and Qingling's voice exploded fireworks in Si Ran's heart.

"And, at least, lots and lots of boxes of mints."

Wen Xuan's speech has the feeling of the soft whispering of the southerners, but the young people are usually neat and capable, and it is more clear like spring water, which does not make people think. At this time, Wen Xuan said this, and he himself is not very embarrassed, his voice is soft and waxy He didn't look at Si Ran's translation, he turned around and went back to the practice room in front of Si Ran.

Si Ran didn't catch up immediately, but slowly stroked the place where his heart was with his knuckle-knit palms, like in the clouds.

After going back, Si Ran also suspended the rap training for Wen Xuan, so that Wen Xuan could easily arrange the dance and formation first.

The dance this time is not difficult and the movements are clean, and Wen Xuan is also very comfortable to learn.All the actions move like a complete stage play, and even the natural design direction of the stage fits Wen Xuan's vision and concept of the stage.Both pure and deep.

When the stage was almost finished, Si Ran never forced Wen Xun to practice the rap part. Wen Xun later calmed down and gradually became less anxious. A little tweak.Even though there may be no talent in rap, Wen Xuan still wants to adjust the little passages on the stage to the perfect state as possible.

Practicing in the next few days was basically more free. That day Wen Xuan was taken away by Si Ran at four o'clock in the afternoon.

"Where are we going?" Wen Xuan sat in the co-pilot's seat and asked Si Ran unhurriedly.

"Go to dinner." Si Ran tilted his head and looked at Wen Xuan with tenderness in his eyes:

"By the way, I'll take you to meet someone."

Wen Xuan didn't ask too much, he believed that Si Ran absolutely respected him, and would not bring anyone he didn't want to see, and he happened to be able to go out to relax, and he was very happy.

The distance seems a bit far away, Wen Xuan watched the sky gradually change from blush to purple nebula, people coming and going outside the car window.Wen Xuan likes this kind of fireworks very much. Although he has entered a completely different life in the past few months, it seems that there is no difference to him.There are not many things that Wen Xuan likes to do, and there is nothing that can be called a true love.

Wen Xuan doesn't have any obsessions. He also thinks that his family relationship is shallow, and he has passed many people around him, whether malicious or kind, it doesn't matter.Therefore, Wen Xuan has a strong ability to empathize, but never makes people feel uncomfortable getting along.Because of this, at that time, in order to make himself less painful, he learned to withdraw his most sensitive emotions when facing his own affairs, as if he was looking at other people's affairs.

But he likes everything now, because the sincerity and sincerity of everything told him over and over again that there are people and things that you can put more emotion into.Wen Xuan was subconsciously vigilant and satisfied with the feeling of immersion.

Wen Xuan just stared out of the window in a daze, and Si Ran occasionally turned his head to look at him but didn't dare to disturb him.He found that Wen Xuan often did this. When he was thinking, he always showed a maturity that did not match his age and appearance, and his temperament and aura would change.Si Ran didn't have the chance to ask him, and he didn't dare to ask him. He didn't need to break Wen Xuan's independent inner world, and forcefully asked to break in.What he likes is this warmth, but he still can't help but feel distressed every time.

Si Ran brought Wen Xuan to a very open area, and stopped at a place similar to a small manor. Later, a middle-aged man in traditional clothes came out, and his face was very kind.

Wen Xuan followed Si Ran down, Si Ran greeted the man with a smile and called him "Uncle Chen", Wen Xuan also smiled and nodded at Uncle Chen.Uncle Chen brought them in.

Wen Xuan habitually takes a step back from others, and it is even more difficult to follow Si Ran to unfamiliar places at this time, but when he crosses the large lawn and is about to enter the white villa with warm yellow lights, Si Ran suddenly gently uses warm Wrapping Wen Xuan's slightly cool wrist with his palm, Wen Xuan was brought to the side by side with Si Ran without realizing it.

They were greeted by a beautiful woman, who could tell she had aged, but was still beautiful, and her tenderness came from the heart.

"Si Ran is here, this is Xiao Xuan." The woman is enthusiastic but not too much.

"Auntie." Wen Xuan was surprised when Si Ran called her that, and never thought that Si Ran brought him to meet his family.

"Hello." Wen Xuan said hello seriously, but he didn't feel awkward or cramped, because the place didn't feel cold and hard at all. The kitchen and dining room beside it were busy, and the lights in the villa were bright and soft. Ran was still beside him, and he didn't feel that the strangeness of this place would make him feel uncomfortable.

"Brother Wen, Xuan?"

A very light and slightly surprised male voice sounded from behind. Wen Xuan turned his head and found a very young boy coming down the stairs, very thin, wearing a white shirt, and the bones on the exposed wrist were protruding up.His body also seemed a little weak, and he walked down the stairs slowly, but when he met Shang Wenxuan's eyes, there was still a little light in his eyes, which seemed to make him more energetic.

It just so happened that Si Ran brought fruit from the kitchen to Wen Xuan. "It's almost ready for dinner, you can eat some fruit first."

Turning around, he beckoned again: "Ran Yu, you come down too. I'll bring Wen Xuan to see you, why do I feel that you've lost weight again?"

Ran Yu?Ran Yu? ?Wen Xuan felt that this name was very familiar. Isn't this the boy who was said to be the prototype of "Wandering" before?

Si Ran answered Wen Xuan's doubts in a timely manner: "This is my cousin, surnamed Ran, and his single name is a feather. He likes you very much, so I took the initiative to bring you here."

Ran Yu walked a few steps faster and came to Wen Xuan's side: "Hi, Brother Wen Xuan, I really like you." At this moment, Ran Yu's face was a little rosy when he saw the little idol, and he finally had some youthful vigor felt it.

"Hello!" Wen Xuan gave a positive feedback almost subconsciously immediately, and he felt the meaning of his existence that he really wanted to achieve.

"Oh, by the way, Brother Si Ran, grandpa told you to go up just now." Ran Yu stammered and expressed his admiration to Wen Xuan for a while, only to realize that he came down just now with a mission.

Si Ran clicked his tongue, and put the freshly peeled orange in front of Wen Xuan: "You talk, I'll go upstairs first."

Ran Yu looked at the perfectly peeled orange with some surprise, the bitter white meridians were almost peeled off, he said why the cousin who just peeled off the skin casually before biting it whole, how could he peel it so delicately today? .In front of Ran Yu, Wen Xuan didn't take it, and it didn't matter if he didn't take it, and finally broke half of the orange and handed it to Ran Yu, and slowly chatted with him.

Ran Yu was only 17 years old, and it was supposed to be the best time to enjoy his youth in high school, but he was destroyed by campus bullying.

He is an art student studying fine arts, and he is born weak and introverted and doesn't like to talk.His father left early, his mother Li Shuyi was weak, and Ran Yu became more autistic. He had no space or opportunity to socialize with others, which made him shut himself in the studio for a whole day, or sit alone for a long time. Looking at the lawn outside the window on the balcony of the building for a long time.But such a weak Ran Yu was bullied by a few people in the school. At first, he just saw that he was weak and his family was rich, so he tentatively asked him for money. Later, when he found that Ran Yu really would not resist at all, he became more and more serious. The amount of money he asks for is getting bigger and bigger, and even when he doesn't want money, a few people take pleasure in bullying him.Ran Yu wore a shirt with longer sleeves to cover his thinner body and the bruises all over his body.Mother only thought that Ran Yu didn't like to talk to people anymore, although she was worried all the time, she didn't notice much difference.

It wasn't until that time that Ran Yu cut his wrists with a utility knife in the room and Li Shuyi came in and found out that she didn't know how much physical and mental torture and pain her child had endured. She also suffered from self-blame and fear for a long time afterwards. Moderate depression.

Si Ran was called back by his grandfather on the phone, asking him to find someone to take care of Ran Yu's school affairs. Only then did Si Ran know about this, and arranged for the psychological counseling of his aunt and cousin.He has handled all the process evidence of Ran Yu's whole incident, and every piece is shocking, so "Wandering" came out.The almost irreparable tragedy of the people around him gave birth to "Wandering". At the same time, he met the best boy he had ever seen. An almost happy ending.

"Wandering" is reborn, because Wen Xun proves that people who have seen darkness can also yearn for light and become light itself.

The author says:

In fact, today I want to write a two-in-one, because it is better to directly connect the latter paragraph.But I didn’t expect to write here after two o’clock, so let’s put it up first——

The emotional tone seems to be a lot heavier, but I also want to write this article more fully.

很抱歉让大家等了这么久，现在还剩最后一门考试，再让我复习两天，后面就完全解放啦！感谢在2022-06-1420:42:02-2022-06-2502:21:32期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of lemon is a bit sweet;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!