Chapter 117
Chapter 117
"Mr. Zhong? Teacher Zhong?" The magazine reporter who was holding a pen and a notebook looked at Zhong Yiran with dull eyes, a little at a loss.
Zhong Yiran was quite attentive in answering the question at first, but later on he didn't know what he was thinking, and was completely lost in thought, and he didn't respond after calling him several times.
Suddenly someone patted on the shoulder, Zhong Yiran came back to his senses, stared blankly at the interviewing director: "What's wrong?"
"Mr. Zhong, would you like to take a break first?" The director also felt a little embarrassed, Zhong Yiran would definitely not be able to continue recording in this situation.
"I'm sorry, I'll take him to have a hair dryer to calm down." Liang Cheng walked up, apologized to the director and the reporter, and pulled Zhong Yiran out of the interview room.
Zhong Yiran realized that he had made a mistake at work, and immediately apologized to Liang Cheng after he walked out of the interview room: "I'm sorry, Brother Liang Cheng, I'm a little out of shape today."
"If you have something on your mind, why don't you tell me about it, and then you can adjust your state." Liang Cheng can probably guess why something is wrong with Zhong Yiran, it's nothing more than the appearance of Zhong Hai last time. It is not the first time that Zhong Yiran made a mistake at work.
"...I'll take it easy, I can continue later." Zhong Yiran chose to avoid the heart-to-heart talk, intending to calm down by himself.
Liang Cheng had no choice but to pour him a cup of hot water and leave him a quiet space.
Ever since he came back from the hospital that day, Zhong Yiran knew that something was wrong with him, and he also knew the reason why he was wrong.
Even if he forced himself not to care about Zhong Hai's affairs, he still thought about it and gave himself a psychological comfort in his heart. Zhong Hai actually wanted to pick him up back then, not because he abandoned him, but because he couldn't come.But thinking about it like this, Zhong Yiran couldn't figure out how to think about the suffering he and Liu Sheng had suffered.
Want to forgive, but can't forgive.
Sighing, Zhong Yiran ran to the bathroom to wash his face, making sure that he had calmed down a little before returning to the interview room to continue the interview.
After get off work, Zhong Yiran walked out of the magazine building, and saw Xu Ze standing by the side of the road leaning on his car.
He glanced at Liang Cheng with some surprise: "Did you call Xu Ze?"
Liang Cheng nodded: "I think you need him very much now."
Zhong Yiran blushed a little after being told that, he walked towards Xu Ze and thanked Liang Cheng: "Thank you Brother Liang Cheng."
"You're welcome, just get back in shape." Liang Cheng waved at him, watched Xu Ze take him into the car before returning to his car.
Sitting in the car, Xu Ze smoothed the broken hair on Zhong Yiran's forehead and drove on the road.
"Where are you going?" Originally, Zhong Yiran thought that Xu Ze was going to take him home, but after driving for a while, he realized that it was not the way home.
"Take you to the sauna." Xu Ze glanced at him with a smile, and continued to drive.
Zhong Yiran was stunned, he thought he heard it wrong: "Now go to the sauna?"
"Yes, it's summer, sweating." Xu Ze essentially wanted to take Zhong Yiran to relax, but now in August, the sea breeze blowing on his body is not cool, but it will be hot, and it is easy to get sunburned. It is better to steam If you sweat in the sauna, you might as well open a private room to chat with him.
Zhong Yiran was holding the seat belt, a little at a loss, it was his first time to go to the sauna, and the messy thoughts in his head disappeared without a trace.
Xu Zeding's sauna was in the suburbs, and it took half an hour to drive there. After arriving there, the two registered at the front desk, got their shorts and went to the locker room.Because it is a weekday, there are very few people in the sauna hall, and the private rooms are basically empty.
The lady at the front desk recognized Zhong Yiran and Xu Ze, and specially found the quietest private room for them.
After the two of them changed their clothes, they went straight in and sat down. The high temperature was [-] degrees, and even if they were sitting still, the sweat on their bodies continued to flow down.
Zhong Yiran sat for a while, then lay down directly on the ground, letting his back touch the hot ground.
Xu Ze glanced at him, and then lay down.
"Are you comfortable?" Xu Ze turned to ask him.
"It's about to die of heat." Zhong Yiran felt helpless, he really didn't know why he was lying here.
"It's rare to have this opportunity to sweat and get rid of the depression on my body."
Hearing the hidden meaning in Xu Ze's words, Zhong Yiran didn't say anything, and after a while, he opened his mouth and said, "Xu Ze, do you think I'm doing the right thing?"
"What do you mean?"
"About... Zhong Hai's matter." Whether it's rejecting the movie, or rejecting this person instinctively.
Xu Ze turned over and faced Zhong Yiran: "You are not wrong."
"Why?" Zhong Yiran didn't understand, Zhou Ping's scolding words that day still lingered in his ears, lingering.
"Because it's human nature." Xu Ze put himself in his shoes and thought, if this matter were replaced by himself, the distrust accumulated over the years cannot be dispelled by the reality that he saw for a while.What's more, Zhong Hai didn't come back back then, if it wasn't because Zhong Yiran was strong, the harm he caused to Zhong Yiran would definitely not be so small.
Moreover, the forgiveness of this matter is not something that can be resolved by just one party's actions.
Zhong Hai appeared in Yihai City, in front of Zhong Yiran, if it was purely for the movie or for bone marrow matching, then he could not and should not be forgiven.
"I know, but..." Zhong Yiran didn't know what to say. It could be said that he couldn't bear it because of his blood, or it could be said that he was moved by compassion. He wanted to forgive, but he couldn't convince himself.
Xu Ze raised his hand to pull Zhong Yiran, regardless of the [-]-degree heat and the sweat of the two of them, he hugged him flesh-to-blood: "But you can do whatever you want, some things you really want to do Don't miss this opportunity, if you miss it, you may never have another chance in the future."
Zhong Yiran opened his mouth, did not speak, and buried his head against Xu Ze's chest, as if he was thinking about something.
"Because you want to do it now, it means you won't regret it now. As for the future, what will he do so much?" After Xu Ze finished speaking, he waited for a while, and finally waited for Zhong Yiran to answer "Yes".
This sound contained a lot of emotions, Xu Ze thought, he probably wanted to understand.
The two stayed in the sauna for most of the day, and when they came out, it was as if they were fished out of the water. They took a hot bath in the private bathroom of the sauna, and went home together refreshed.
After dinner in the evening, Zhong Yiran asked Xu Ze to inquire about Zhong Hai's ward. Xu Ze didn't ask him why, but only called Ni Hui for him.
"1205 in the inpatient department." Xu Ze said.
"Tonight... are you free to accompany me tonight?" Zhong Yiran asked in a low voice.
When Xu Ze heard his words, he knew that he wanted to see Zhong Hai, so he nodded, "Okay."
"Thank you."
"Thank you again." Xu Ze stepped forward and rubbed Zhong Yiran's head, "But he may not be there, my aunt said, Zhong Hai doesn't often stay in the hospital, and often lives in the dormitory building. "
"It doesn't matter, just take a look, if you see it, you see it, if you don't see it, forget it." Zhong Yiran thought, if he didn't see it, it would prove that there was really no fate.
"it is good."
In the middle of the night, when it was close to twelve o'clock, Xu Ze drove Zhong Yiran to the city hospital. After the two parked the car, they took the elevator directly to the twelfth floor. When they passed the guide desk, they heard the nurses discussing something.
"It looks like the patient is throwing up again."
"Is Dr. Zhou here? He's back these days."
"Didn't you stop doing chemotherapy? Why did you start doing it again? Doing it now is no different from suffering."
"I don't know, it seems that I want to cure the disease."
"Everyone wants to be healthy."
"makes sense."
Zhong Yiran paused, hung his head and did not move. As he approached the door of the ward, he became afraid, afraid of seeing the seriously ill Zhong Hai.
Xu Ze held Zhong Yiran's hand tightly: "If you don't want to read it, I can accompany you back now."
"Let's go." Zhong Yiran hesitated, but still took a step forward.
The two walked to the door of 1205. The door of the ward was not closed. Zhou Ping was taking care of Zhong Hai inside. Zhong Hai probably just vomited and his face was ugly.
Zhong Yiran dragged back the exposed Xu Ze, and stood against the wall.Xu Ze hugged him and listened to the people in the ward.
"Let's go back." Zhou Ping said this almost in a begging tone.
"Forget it, I'm back, and I deserve to die."
"...You're not dead yet!" Zhou Ping seemed anxious, and even her voice was much louder.
Zhong Hai, who was lying on the bed, didn't speak, he just lay flat in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.
"He won't be willing to give you a match." Zhou Ping said, "In the end, you couldn't get a slap in the end. You were obviously a victim."
"Why do you think so?" Zhong Hai turned his head, facing the direction from which the voice came.
"If Liu Sheng hadn't cheated and found someone who wasn't human, would your family have become like this? Maybe you wouldn't have this disease at all!"
"Zhou Ping." Zhong Hai's voice was a little unhappy, "Is the disease not coming if you can't tell it? You are a doctor, when did you believe this?"
"I..." Zhou Ping was silenced by Zhong Hai's few words.
"Also, stop talking about him. He was only 11 years old. What do you want him to do? What were you doing when you were 11 years old?"
After Zhong Hai finished speaking, the ward fell into a long silence.It took a long time for Zhou Ping to stand up and clean up the vomit on the ground.
"I've spent all these years on you in vain."
"Zhou Ping, thank you, but... I won't change my mind. Originally, I didn't come back this time for the movie. I just wanted to see him again before I died." Zhong Hai smiled, "In the final analysis, I still don't Work hard, otherwise you won't be making trouble like this."
Zhou Ping sniffed, as if crying: "When you are insane, you can buy him public relations and help him get rid of black searches. He has developed so smoothly in the entertainment industry, and he knows what you have done? "
"It's good if you don't know, and he has Xu Ze now, who is much more reliable than me." Zhong Hai sighed, "Okay, you go out, I'll sleep for a while."
Zhou Ping wanted to say something, but seeing Zhong Hai closed his eyes, she had to pack up her things and leave the ward.
In the stairway, Xu Ze hugged Zhong Yiran tightly in his arms. After so many years, the once extremely strong person cried like a child again because of the things about the people around him.
"Actually... I know all about the removal of the black search, and those gossip bloggers who regularly broke the news. I doubted it, really doubted it."
"Yeah." Xu Ze said softly, "Of course, there are some things, just do it according to your heart."
The author has something to say: I was probably playing with mud when I was 11 years old hahaha~
Finally connected with the "Lu Liqun Exposure" incident at the beginning of the chapter, huh—
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