Love is like a dream

Chapter 45

Me: "Thank you..."

I saw Ms. Su pour two more glasses of red wine: "Molly, this is brought from France by a friend. I heard it's good. Try it."

I quickly waved my hand: "No, no, I have to go back early, and I have to go to work tomorrow, so I can't drink."

Ms. Su smiled: "What are you afraid of? If you can't, you can live here. Why don't you go to work with me tomorrow?"

I thought to myself: I would never put myself in such an unsafe environment.

Me: "No, I will suffer from insomnia if I don't sleep in my own bed!"

Miss Su stopped talking, but took a sip of the red wine in her glass, and then took a piece of beef. She frowned as soon as she took a bite: "Molly, the beef is so tough, why did you just say yes?" Eat, are you afraid that I will be unhappy?"

Me: "No...no."

Miss Su put the picked beef on her plate, picked up another piece of mapo tofu, and just put it in her mouth, she started coughing. She didn't want to spit it on the table, so she covered her mouth and swallowed it forcefully. I quickly handed her a glass of water, and she took a sip before wiping her mouth.

Me: "What's wrong? Is it spicy?"

Ms. Su gave a wry smile: "The temporary cramping operation is just not good, it's spicy and salty! No way, I'd better take you out to eat!"

I took a bite of garlic lettuce and tasted it. It was delicious with its crispy taste and strong garlic aroma.

Me: "No, this is delicious, enough for the two of us."

Miss Su seemed to have completely lost confidence in her cooking skills, so she asked me half-believingly, "Really?"

Me: "Well, really."

Ms. Su took another bite of scrambled eggs with pepper: "This one is okay too, but it's a little bland."

I also picked up a pepper: "Well, this one is also good."

Only then did Miss Su's tense expression ease down: "It's okay, okay, the whole army wasn't wiped out."

I didn't drink, but Ms. Su was very interested. She ate and drank two glasses, her face was slightly pink, and she wanted to continue pouring. good."

Miss Su's hand shook slightly: "Are you caring about me?"

Me: "Well, a subordinate's... concern for the boss."

In fact, I want to say, I am afraid that you will not be able to control yourself when you are drunk. I know that when people drink alcohol, they will become bolder, and they will say things that are usually buried in their hearts that they dare not say, and they will do things that they know should not be done when they are sober. thing.If I didn't understand it before, I have been with Xiao Zhen for so long, and I also understand that Miss Su's eyes are very dangerous at this time.

There are some ambiguous and blurred eyes. Fortunately, she still drinks less. If she drinks more, it will become hot and longing. Every time I meet Xiaozhen, I will see this familiar look in Xiaozhen's eyes. The eyes, including myself, also look like this when I see Xiao Zhen.

Miss Su: "You...you must refuse me to go thousands of miles away? Apart from the boss and subordinates, can we not have other relationships?"

Me: "Okay, maybe...we can be...friends?"

The corner of Miss Su's mouth suddenly twitched sadly: "Hehe, friend..."

Me: "Thank you for your affection, but... I already have her."

Miss Su: "I know, I just... just want to, without her by your side, I can... can..."

I know what she wants to say, just like I told Xiao Zhen, I said that I don't mind is not her only thing, but do I really don't mind?It's just deceiving myself, because I can't change the reality, and I can't let go of my love for her, so I can only convince myself.

I can not!"

I saw the sadness and loss in Miss Su's eyes, but I could only do this.After speaking, I stood up and went to get the bag on the sofa.Feeling a tight arm, Miss Su's hand grabbed me, I struggled, but did not break free.

Miss Su: "I want to give you a hug, just give you a hug, is that okay?"

I stood there stiffly, unable to break free, and didn't know how to refuse.Immediately, I felt Miss Su's soft body hugging my shoulders tightly, her body was shaking, and I knew she was crying and heartbroken.

At this moment, my heart is hurting. I don't think I am a passionate person, but a woman sheds tears for me and hurts for me. I have experienced all these, but I am right. Zhen, I understand this feeling of wanting and not being able to get it, whether it is sympathy or touching, at this moment, my heart is really soft, and the two arms that have been stiff in mid-air have a feeling of wanting to hug her and comfort her However, I can't, I can't give her more fantasies, and then let her fantasies be shattered, that would be even more cruel.

I reached out and took out a tissue from one side, and patted her shoulder lightly: "Don't cry, I understand...but, sorry, I can't."

She let go of my body and looked at me with tears all over her face: "It's because I love you too late and let others take the lead..."

My heart ached, and I thought of Xiao Zhen's song that I like, and she also likes: I love you, you love her, she loves her, she loves him...

There are more tragedies in love, meeting the wrong person at the right time and meeting the right person at the wrong time.

Ms. Su looked at me fixedly, completely ignoring the turbulent tears that continued to flow, I stretched out my hand to help her wipe away the tears on her face bit by bit, turned around, and couldn't bear to look at her sad face again.

A few minutes later, Ms. Su adjusted her emotions and forced a smile at me: "I'm sorry, I lost my temper after drinking today. It's worth it if you feel a little heartache for me. It's getting late, If you go back early, I won't see you off... Thank you for having dinner with me today."

I sighed, picked up the bag on the sofa, and walked out, maybe I shouldn't have come today.Sitting on the subway, I was thinking wildly all the way, would I love Xiao Zhen without her?I have no idea.I don't want to make this assumption for myself, because I already have Xiao Zhen.

When I got home and looked at my phone, I realized that there were several messages from Xiao Zhen.

Xiao Zhen: Little Jasmine, what are you having for dinner?

Xiao Zhen: What are you doing? Why are you ignoring me?

Xiao Zhen: Hello!where did you go?

I quickly replied with a message: Sorry, I had dinner with the editor-in-chief just now.

Xiao Zhen: Ah, is that the editor-in-chief who said he would send you home last time?

Me: Well, do you remember?

Xiao Zhen: Remember, she didn't do anything to you, did she?

Me: How come... Even if she wants to do something, I don't agree.

Xiao Zhen: What does she really want to do to you?

Me: No, no, it’s impossible, we’re just colleagues.

Xiao Zhen: You have to know, you belong to me alone, no one is allowed to touch you!

Me: I know, Lady Goddess, I belong to you alone, and no one else can touch me.

Immediately, I thought about being hugged by Ms. Su just now. A hug is not considered a touch, is it?

Xiao Zhen: Good to know, you have to go to work tomorrow, go to bed early.

Me: Well, I miss you...

Xiao Zhen: I miss you too, I really miss you by my side.

When I went to work the next day, I hid from Ms. Su like a thief, fearing that I would run into her, but so what if I kept hiding, I still had to attend the editorial department meeting at the beginning of the month.

At 10 o'clock in the morning, in the big conference room, I saw the cold face of Miss Su who was sitting in the main seat as usual. When I came in, I felt her eyes brighten up when she looked at me, and I immediately turned around. He greeted other colleagues too far to avoid staring at her, and then the meeting officially started, and everyone acted as if nothing had happened.