102 Confession
102 Confession
After Jin Jiang finished washing, he found a new dress to put on. He was about to open the door to go out, but he pursed his lips and turned back. He frowned and looked in the mirror, feeling that his complexion was not so good-looking.
He hasn't eaten much in the past few days, and he can't sleep well at night. Naturally, his complexion will not look good. After thinking about it, Jin Jiang found a brand new set of cosmetics from the box, opened the package and wiped it on his face, and opened the closet to take it After Xiao Ying came out, he put the cologne inside to fumigate his clothes, poured it on his hand and patted it on his neck.
In fact, Jin Jiang and Qin Ji are very similar in this regard. They both don’t like makeup very much in private, but they have to do it frequently because of their occupations. It is only when he goes out to show fans that he will start it by himself, and Jin Jiang only shows it to Qin Ji.
When standing in front of Qin Ji, Jin Jiang had been thinking about how he looked today, and whether there was something that didn't match well?Or this move seems a little bad, what did Qin Ji think when he saw it?
He has never been so unconfident, but in front of Qin Ji, he always feels that nothing is good enough.
Although it took a lot of tossing, it didn't take much time. His face looked more natural, but the dark circles under his eyes couldn't be covered, and his damp hair was not blow-dried, making him look softer.
Jin Jiang hesitated for a moment, then stretched out his hand and unbuttoned two of the collar buttons, revealing a large, plump and strong chest. After looking in the mirror, he felt satisfied, and lifted his spirits and pushed the door out.
Fortunately, the toilet in his house has double doors, connecting the living room and his bedroom, otherwise it would not be enough for him to torment.
"Is it connected?"
Qin Ji was sitting on the sofa and was wandering, when he heard Jin Jiang's question, he didn't react for a moment, "Ah? What's connected?"
"Wifi!" Jin Jiang gave him a strange look, "Didn't you come to ask for the password just now?"
"It's connected! Your home network is so fast!" Qin Ji rubbed his nose and said casually, his friend is suffering from depression, how could he want to go online!
Jin Jiang walked slowly to Qin Ji and sat down. Qin Ji scratched his chin and didn't know how to speak. He couldn't say 'I heard you have depression, let me talk to you', right?
He had never met a patient with depression before, and he didn't know what to avoid, but all the patients were reluctant to admit that they were sick, so he still had to find an entry point to bring the topic to the fore.
Qin Ji, who had an idea in his heart, pretended to be relaxed and natural and asked: "Say! Why haven't you called me after coming back for so many days? Are you still friends!"
Jin Jiang looked at him with a smile for a while, and said directly: "You came today because of my illness, right?"
"Ah? You know it!"
"Of course I know what's going on with me," Jin Jiang smiled wryly, "Besides, I've invited so many psychologists here, even if I'm a fool, I'll be clear about it."
Qin Ji was silent for a moment, but felt that since Jin Jiang had already said that, it was better to ask straight to the point, so he stopped being entangled and asked directly: "What's your situation now?"
"I... just can't tell whether I am the heir of Jinjiang or Prince Anning. I can't sleep well every night. As long as there is any movement outside, I will wake up instantly, thinking of going out of the city with my sword to fight."
"Sometimes I think of Qiaonv, her eyes that are crooked when she smiles, her favorite mung bean cake, and her helpless eyes when she is covered in blood..."
"And the brothers around me are all iron-blooded men. I just blame me for not being able to teach them to wrap their bodies in horse leather. In the end, they didn't even have a lonely grave..."
The more Jin Jiang talked, the more devoted he was. He was still in high spirits before, but now he is obviously sunk in again, his eyes are far-reaching and lonely, Qin Ji looked at it and wanted to slap himself. It was quite normal at first, but he made it like this again.
"What is this all about?" Qin Ji immediately interrupted, "It's not the Ming Dynasty, it's peaceful! Besides, it's not your turn to be an actor in the war!"
"Also, your brother, I'm fine now, can't you expect me to be better? Return the horse leather body! Labor and management are only in their early twenties, why should I be wrapped in horse leather!" Qin Ji pretended to be angry, and his acting skills were exaggerated. I couldn't bear to look directly at her, "As for the clever girl, hehe, don't be ridiculous, a senior single dog with more than 20 years of working experience, where did you get your girlfriend, can you stop lying to yourself!"
Jin Jiang was taken aback by the words, and when he saw Qin Ji's acting, he grinned a little funny, and said in a strange way: "I have someone I like!"
Qin Ji was also taken aback when he heard this, and stopped performing at the moment, he directly hugged Jinjiang's neck, and asked with gritted teeth, "What a boy, how dare you betray the organization and keep a girlfriend from me? Say ! Who is that person! When did you know each other!"
"He doesn't know that I like him yet," Jin Jiang hesitated, but made up his mind to continue.
Still in love!Qin Ji leaned forward again with a gossip face: "No way, you didn't take her down with such a good offer? Who is that person? How did you know each other?"
"I have known him for several years, and I fell in love with him at first sight," Jin Jiang laughed softly as he spoke, obviously recalling, "His eyes are very beautiful, especially clear, the first time we met At that moment, the moment he suddenly raised his head, I knew I had fallen."
"It's been years and I still don't know at all? You've been hiding it very deeply!" Qin Ji became more curious now, and asked quickly, "Have you confessed to her? Let me tell you, girls are thin-skinned. , maybe she likes you too, but if you don't tell her, she will be too embarrassed to speak up!"
"He's not thin-skinned!" Jin Jiang chuckled, "But I really haven't confessed yet. I asked him and he said he didn't believe in love at first sight, so I just wanted to stay by his side and wait for the day he gets enlightened." of course we are together.”
Qin Ji heard more and more something was wrong, and frowned slightly, but Jin Jiang went on to say: "Actually, my illness is already cured. I knew it the moment I saw him. I am not a young man, and he is not a coincidence." Girl, although we don't know what our future will be, we will never and will never allow it to be as miserable and desolate as Xiaoshizi and Qiaonv. I have no responsibility for my family and country, and I will only use my body and mind to protect this relationship. superior!"
"Because I have everything, so there is nothing more important than him!"
"You..." Qin Ji pursed his dry lips, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Do you like me?"
For a moment, the whole room was terribly quiet, and Qin Ji's slight breathing was particularly obvious. Neither of them spoke, just like a silent movie. After a long time, Jin Jiang let out a soft voice from his throat: "En!"
Qin Ji's eyes widened, with such an expression on his face. Halfway through Jin Jiang's speech, he realized that he didn't like love at first sight. It was clear that Jin Jiang came over with the script of a musical to ask him. I have always wondered what kind of nerve Jinjiang is.
He is not a fool with zero EQ, he never thought about it before, but now after Jin Jiang's words are quoted, Qin Ji recalled all the things he used to get along with Jin Jiang, and the answer is already obvious.
It's normal for brothers to have some intimacy, and it's normal for couples to have some intimacy, but ultimately there's a difference between the two.
Standing at an angle that has never been seen before, the whole world suddenly seems to be enlightened... What a fart!
What's the situation with this shit, my best brother suddenly wants to pursue me? !This nima world has become a little too fast, I really can't adapt to it!
I treat you like a brother, but you always miss my chrysanthemum? !Love at first sight at first sight?You kid, it turns out that you have evil intentions so early!
Those brothers who used to look pure, now think of it, Nima can't bear to look directly at it, it seems that I have seen Jinjiang before?It seems that Jin Jiang has seen himself too well?It seems that he even gave Jin Jiang a bath?Have you even touched a bird all over your body? !
conspiracy!There is a conspiracy on the cliff!Jin Jiang looked honest, but he didn't expect to be so scheming. I said why this guy likes to show off his muscles so much in front of him, and he sleeps naked, so he is here waiting for me!
Seeing Qin Ji's messy look, Jin Jiang thought for a while but couldn't hold back, and asked cautiously, "So... what do you think?"
Qin Ji naturally wanted to open his mouth to refuse, but he didn't say it when the words came to his lips. It was not because he was worried about Jin Jiang's condition, but he was really confused about what he was thinking.
If it was in the past, when a man came over and said he liked him, then Qin Ji definitely didn't have to refuse directly. Although he didn't reject homosexuality, it didn't mean he was gay!
But now he was a little undecided. Jin Jiang said he liked him, and Qin Ji didn't feel disgusted or disgusted at all, but he didn't feel like he liked him.
"My mind is a little messed up right now. Let me think about it alone, okay?" Qin Ji held his head and was a little at a loss, but subconsciously, he didn't want to settle this matter hastily, because he knew , if he doesn't calm down, sort out his thoughts and think about it, he will definitely regret it.
Even if Qin Ji finally figured it out that he doesn't like Jinjiang, he still has to make a plan to handle this matter properly. He really doesn't want to lose this good friend, even if there will be a gap between the two in the end , the relationship will not be the same as before, so he doesn't want to lose this good friend.
Although Qin Ji didn't give an answer, it was a good sign that he didn't directly refuse. Jin Jiang breathed a sigh of relief: "I won't bother you!"
"It's getting late, you should stay here today..." Jin Jiang said softly, got up and went into his bedroom to get a quilt, put it on the sofa in the living room, and then pulled Qin Ji's arm to push him In the bedroom, I stayed in the living room. The moment the door was closed, Jin Jiang said in a low voice: "Give me an answer tomorrow morning, I will wait for you"
With a crisp sound of closing the door, Jin Jiang's face disappeared from Qin Ji's sight. Qin Ji stood in front of the door for a long time before recovering and lying down on the bed.
Everything that happened today was so chaotic and sudden, Qin Ji felt that there was only a mess left in his mind, and he couldn't solve it, if he asked himself whether he liked Jinjiang or not, there was no way to talk about it, Qin Ji took a deep breath He took a deep breath, looked at the ceiling and began to ask himself:
Do I hate Jinjiang?Do I hate Jin Jiang like himself?
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