My ex-boyfriend always flirts with me [Entertainment]

Chapter 68 that year

Write to Hua Yi:

Xiao Yi, I still want to call you that.

Today is the eighth day after we broke up, No. [-] Middle School started, and I went to work again.

The school gate in the morning is still crowded and noisy, Xiao Yi, will you come to the infirmary to find me for lunch at noon today? I will buy you your favorite rice bowl.

Xiaoyi, today in that small restaurant that sells rice bowls, I met that young couple who come to have dinner with you every day. Your sender Tang Yun told me that you have gone abroad.

Is this the truth?

From the beginning to the end, am I not in your plan, am I just a bed-mate who can be thrown away when you get tired of playing?

Xiaoyi, I drank a lot of wine, so much that I saw my fingers turned into double images.

I'm so tired, I can't walk, Xiaoyi, why don't you come to pick me up?

Xiaoyi, do you always have hypoglycemia? Do you remember to carry chocolates with you?

Xiao Yi, I think I may not be able to do this job for long, and I may not be able to live in this house anymore.

In the past, Tao Zi and the others always said when they were broken in love, people who turned around were ruthless, and those who were left in place were the saddest.

Obviously life is still going on, and everything around him seems to have not changed, except that there is one person missing.

But that person is the whole world.

I used to ridicule them for being hypocritical, until I finally became the one who stayed put and realized that I was probably more hypocritical than them.

The campus in May is very good, the sunshine is good, the leaves by the window are good, the teenagers on the basketball court are good, the succulents you bought in the room are good, and the short-sleeved T-shirts left behind are also good.

Everything's fine except you're not there.

Xiaoyi, I resigned and decided to fulfill my childhood dream, to be a real, pure singer.

My family and I have completely fallen out. It would be a lie to say that I am not sad. I want to call you. I think that if I hear your voice, you will not say anything to comfort me. Just call me "A Yao", I will feel much happier.

But I didn't fight, I can secretly miss you, I can secretly feel sad, but I must not let you know.

Xiaoyi, I will start today and post a Weibo every day.

360 days a year, is there a day when you will take a look at me and think about me?

Xiaoyi, my first album was released and it was very successful.

But why am I not happy?

Every song on the album is made for you.

I don't know if you've heard even one sentence.

Xiaoyi, I couldn't hold back today, and ran back to the house we used to live in secretly.

Want to go to your favorite dessert shop downstairs to buy a small cake, only to find that it has been closed for a long time.

Xiaoyi, I found out that you have opened a new Weibo.

I follow you, with a trumpet, you may never know.

Xiaoyi, I saw your photo on Weibo, it was streamed by the media of country D, the picture of the dinner party.

You look like you've changed a lot, yet nothing has changed.

With her hair combed up, wearing a suit and tie, and holding a wine glass to the side while chatting and laughing happily with others, she is much more mature than before.

But the curvature of the corners of the lips was clearly the same as before.

Xiaoyi, the two most proficient things I do in my spare time.

One is smoking cigarettes, and the other is folding Kawasaki roses from napkins.

Xiaoyi, I held my first concert in my life.

There were 99 seats in the arena, and [-] tickets were sold, but I left one seat open.

It's the best position, right in the middle of the first row.

I will reserve this position for every concert in the future.

Even knowing, you might never come.

Xiaoyi, I want to become a little bit stronger, and a little bit stronger.

In this way, we can receive more endorsements from world brands, especially those from country D.

I also want to be more powerful, and I can pick my favorite endorsement, for example, your favorite Lego.

Xiaoyi, I'm getting busier at work, or in other words, I'm deliberately making myself busier and busier.

Only when you are busy day and night, will you not miss you all the time.

Xiaoyi, I really got an endorsement from Lego.

Lego also released a global limited edition, which is my Q-version shape, and there are only [-] pieces.

Three seconds after the sale was launched, all the one hundred pieces were sold out.

My agent Zhou Ge joked with me, asking if some of my rich fans bought it in one go.

But I'm unrealistically imagining whether there is such a 0.01% hope that you are that rich fan.

Xiaoyi, do you think I am ridiculous?

We have been separated for so many years, and the people around you have probably changed from one group to another, but I am still stuck in the same place, and I can't get out no matter what.

Xiao Yi, I saw that the short film you starred in won an award.

You are great, really great.

Your future will be as bright as your name.

And I have been secretly in the corner where you can't see, just looking at you.

Xiaoyi, I quietly came to country D to see your graduation ceremony.

But there are too many people here, and I'm in a hurry, so I didn't see you.

But still, happy graduation, and happy birthday.

Xiaoyi, I saw you today.

After four and a half years, I actually saw you like this.

I'm sitting upstairs in the rest area, and you're downstairs on the court laying up, dunking, and running.

Xiao Yi, at that moment, I thought time had flowed backwards.

Xiaoyi, I'm probably really crazy.

I never thought about acting before, but this time I took the new play of Director Han, "The Trap" impulsively.

Just because the other main character is you.

Write to Shen Yao:

Ah Yao.

This name has been on the tip of my heart and on my lips thousands of times, but I still decided to write it down.

They used to say that when a person loses love, he becomes a poet.

Young master, I didn't believe it before, and I scoffed at it.

But now I am convinced.

Otherwise, how could I use two idioms in one go?

In the past, if someone told me that I would like someone as much as I do now, I would scold him to death and call him nonsense.

But now I believe it.

I really like you enough to see you get so close with other girls, to the point where you've been completely thrown in the mud, and I fucking miss you crazy.

Ah Yao, the food in country D is so bad, I am even more lazy to cook it myself, I really hope that I just had a long, long dream, woke up, and found myself sitting in the classroom of No. 5 Middle School, with my legs crossed and waiting The last [-] minutes of class bell, I can rush to the infirmary to find you, and eat the rice bowl you lined up to buy for me.

Ah Yao, the decision to go abroad must be the most unpromising one I have made in my 18 years of life.

In front of you, I've never had real confidence.

This time, too, he became a useless deserter.

A Yao, I started to suffer from insomnia very frequently.

It's you in my head before going to sleep, and you in my dream.

It's all about you.

But when I woke up, why the hell is there no you?

A Yao, black coffee is really bad.

So bitter, so astringent.

But I drink it every day now.

A Yao, Boss You and I were sitting on the roof of the apartment building watching the moon that day.

Young master, I drank a lot of wine, and felt dizzy that you were by my side.

I turned my head and wanted to kiss you, but I only kissed the moonlight.

Ah Yao, I got drunk again at the party yesterday.

Met a guy who looked a lot like you.

I was really, really drunk, just a little bit, a little bit, and I was going to hug him for you.

But I still recognize it, he is not you.

Fortunately, I recognized it.

Otherwise, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life.

Even though you have already unilaterally abandoned me, I still cannot betray you.

A Yao, they all said that those who leave have no heart, and those who stay are suffering.

But I don't think that's true.

Your life is still going on, but there is an irrelevant me missing.

But I was thrown away by the whole world and had nothing.

Ah Yao, I'm going to get a tattoo.

Just behind your favorite left ear to kiss.

But instead of a rose, I tattooed an epiphyllum.

What is short-lived is your love for me, but what is short-lived and eternal is I love you.

A Yao, you will probably never know that the first fan of your new Weibo is me.

I will watch every one of your updates at least ten times.

A Yao, congratulations, you released your first album.

It sounds good, but it's sad.

I am sad that I can no longer push you by the table to tease you, and I am also sad that I am still dreaming unrealistic dreams, thinking that one of your lyrics is written for me.

I felt that there was a moment when you really missed me.

Ah Yao, I snatched a signed copy of your album.

Your handwriting is still so beautiful.

Sir, I started imitating your signature.

On rare occasions like this, I actually feel that it is not bad if you are not around.

Otherwise, you will definitely laugh at my ugliness.

No, I'd rather be laughed at by you than if you weren't around.

A Yao, downstairs in the apartment where I live now, there is a private custom-made clothing store.

It fits your style very well.

I stood at the window of that store for two full hours today.

In your mind, imagine how those clothes look on you, and even more imagine how they will look when I take them off one by one with my own hands.

Ah Yao, I went to a dinner party last night.

This is my first time to wear a suit seriously.

They all praised me for being handsome.

But I still want to hear you praise the most.

A Yao, you are so good, you have a concert tour.

Young Master, I wanted to go in to grab tickets at the first time, but unfortunately, my hand was so fast, but I still didn't get the middle of the first row.

Thinking about it again, it doesn't seem too pity.

After all, I am a coward, and I dare not appear in your audience.

A Yao, you really are getting brighter and brighter.

Received more and more endorsements.

Master, I am sincerely thanking you every day, most of the endorsements you receive can be obtained in country D.

A Yao, I was dragged to see a doctor by Boss You yesterday.

My insomnia has never been better, and it is even getting worse.

The doctor added another dose of sleeping pills, but it still didn't seem to help.

Actually, young master, I was thinking, if I could see you, I would hug you and sleep.

All my insomnia will be cured.

A Yao, only you are my medicine.

A Yao, you actually accepted Lego's endorsement!

What to do, I started to have incongruous dreams again.

I even deluded myself and thought, isn't it ridiculous that you accepted this endorsement for me?

But I am still very happy, really really happy, I snatched those 100 Q version of you.

As if you were still mine.

A Yao, the first short film I starred in won an award!

I was very happy at first, so happy that I wanted to post it on Moments to make me laugh.

But when I think about it, you will never see my circle of friends again, you won't like me, comment on me, let alone hug me and kiss me.

I don't want to send it again.

So boring.

A Yao, I have finally graduated, my lord.

I didn't attend the graduation ceremony, and I just want to go back to my country now, right away.

Even if I know I'm back in my country, I won't be able to see you.

A Yao, let me say one last sentence before returning home.

Young master, my only nostalgia for country D is the piece of mistletoe in the school.

The first time I saw them when I came here four years ago, I thought——

It would be great if I could kiss you there and propose to you there.

A Yao, I'm back, back to the city with you.

A Yao, Tang Yun dragged me to play basketball.

I don't know what the fuck is going on, but I'm delusional thinking that you will still sit upstairs and watch me secretly like you did back then.

Tang Yun said I was stunned.

Grandpa, I feel the same way myself.

A Yao, Boss You said that your sincerity is the moon in the water and the flower in the mirror.

But I still want to ask.

It's not a desire, it's a luxury.

A Yao, are you crazy like me?

Or maybe you just really don't care, it doesn't matter.

Otherwise, how could you still accept this drama knowing that the other protagonist of "The Trap" is me?

But A Yao, this time you bumped into it yourself.

This time, I may not let you go again.

The author has something to say: It is no exaggeration when I wrote this chapter, I really cried from the beginning to the end.

Of course, this is not the first time I cried for these two idiots...

Before I wrote it, I kept asking myself whether I should write this chapter and let them stay on the previous sweetness and consummation, but in the end I decided to write it.

Because every candy of our Shen Xingxing and Hua Shadan is based on the sourness we had before, and they are truly suffering.

I want to remember their present and future sweetness, and also want to remember their past bitterness.

The story of Shen Xingxing and Hua Shadan is basically over here, and tomorrow we will start talking about the boss and the beautiful boy, and there should be a small linkage in the end.

I have some more things to say when the full text is finished.

鞠躬，爱你们。感谢在2020-04-2313:10:08~2020-04-2410:30:42期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Yuxie and Ye 1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 2 for you;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Yuxie, Ye, Past Years, ... 1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Su Qi, ..., Suyi; 5 bottles of Meteor ~ Zui; 1 bottle of backlight.foam tea;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!