Ordinary heartbeat [e-sports]

Chapter 36 Shyness

Qu Yi stretched out his hand and squeezed another grape, collected himself, and continued to turn to watch his own TV.

Lin Yihan was still sitting on the blanket in front of the sofa watching him, watching him staring at the TV, almost in a trance, so focused that people couldn't help but want to laugh, why don't they just grab his hand?Why did you react so strongly?

"Why don't you grab mine so you won't be shy."

Qu Yi was speechless by this unexpected suffocation operation, can this matter be exchanged for fairness and shyness?

Lin Yihan's hand was placed in front of Qu Yi, palm facing up, five fingers glowing white under years of careful maintenance, Qu Yi stared at his palm prints, wondering which string was broken in his mind, and stretched out his hand directly He held it up, and the moment he held it, he raised his head and smiled at Lin Yihan.

The sunlight penetrated through the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, scattering mottled light and shadow all over the place. Qu Yi held it lightly and then let go. Lin Yihan's palm was not soft or calloused, only slightly different from ordinary people's delicate feeling.

Qu Yi withdrew his hand, and squeezed a few more grapes from the plate. What Lin Yihan said seemed to be right, he really wasn't shy now.

Lin Yihan's hand was still on the spot, he calmed down carefully, and the sweetness that he realized later slowly came up, he turned around, and bit the tip of his tongue calmly, it was real, not a dream .

He suddenly breathed a long sigh of relief, letting go of the long-awaited breath that had been accumulated in his heart for a long time. He got up from the ground, stared at the person on the sofa for three seconds, bent over and surrounded the person between the sofa and the sofa. In the gap between himself, Qu Yi was startled by the sudden approach. The faces of the two were very close, and their breathing was a little heavier. There was a burst of warmth on each other's face. Staring intently at the person above him, he stammered: "Lin, Teacher Lin..."

The corners of Lin Yihan's eyes and brows were full of smiles, and he leaned forward again, and his voice was all over Qu Yi's ear, which made his right ear itchy and numb: "You touched my hand just now?"

Qu Yi's ears that had calmed down turned red again, and this time, even his face flushed thoroughly.

"No, didn't you let me touch it?" He tilted his head slightly, moving away from Lin Yihan.

The person next to the ear smiled softly, like the night wind sweeping the copper bell outside the door, low and melodious: "I let you touch it and you touch it? Are you so obedient?"

Qu Yi intuitively felt that if he continued to answer these words, he would definitely deviate from the track. He looked at the two grapes in his hand, and stuffed them directly into Lin Yihan's mouth with a twitch.

"You eat, you eat this."

Lin Yihan smiled helplessly with a grape that fell from the sky. This silly boy, if he refuses, he refuses. If he insists on using such a cute routine, he just wanted to make fun of it. Now that he is so cute, why is he willing to let go? !He liked it so much in his heart that he rubbed against the man's neck uncontrollably. There was a faint tea scent on the boy's body, mixed with the mint scent on his hair, and it exploded in Lin Yihan's heart. The gorgeous fireworks, he was like eating an ice cream on a cold New Year's Eve in the cold winter, he was nervous and sweet, his hands and feet were numb from the cold but he couldn't bear to let it go.And the people around him are like expensive and fragile white porcelain vases, which cannot be touched and dare not be touched.

The moment the tip of the nose touched the skin, the person under him trembled violently. Lin Yihan lowered his head and stepped back until his eyes met. Qu Yi's face was slightly pink, and his eyes Drenched in moisture, staring at Lin Yihan wetly, he just sat there like that all the time, neither pushing him nor hugging him.

The brain circuit of fireworks has dissipated, Lin Yihan lowered his head in front of Qu Yi, knowing that he was impulsive again.

"Sorry, I can't control myself in front of you, I'm so abrupt."

He sighed and fell off the sofa again, leaning on the backrest and scratching his head annoyedly, he only hoped that the relationship between him and Qu Yi would not be ruined by his frivolity.

The people behind them didn't make a sound or move for a long time, the two were silent like two still life sketches.

After all, Lin Yihan couldn't help it first, he turned his body slightly, and glanced at Qu Yi out of the corner of his eye, what he caught sight of was nothing but Qu Yi's gaze, he was always looking at To see him.

He turned around, hesitated to speak.

The person sitting on the sofa was still looking at him, and there were countless emotions bursting out under the four eyes. In fact, Lin Yihan didn't know much about Qu Yi. At least for now, he couldn't guess that there was something in his peaceful eyes. What kind of plot, is it a direct death penalty, or a delay, and beheaded after autumn?

The drama on TV was still buzzing. The person on the sofa sat quietly for a long time and finally moved. He leaned towards Lin Yihan, put his hand on his shoulder, and smiled gently. :"I'm okay."

Qu Yi originally thought that he would definitely not be able to stand being close to a man, but after the episode just now, he found that he didn't repel him too much, he just wasn't used to it, and he couldn't bear it for a while, neither hated nor disgusted, Even when he smelled the faint pine fragrance from Lin Yihan's body, he sniffed it a few more times.

The hand on the shoulder was grabbed by Lin Yihan and held in it properly: "How about this? Is it okay?"

Qu Yi's hand moved carefully in Lin Yihan's palm, and nodded: "It's okay."

The person over there finally laughed, and said shamelessly: "I'm sorry, I broke you!"

Qu Yi also laughed along with him, pretending to be angry and cursed: "Are you apologizing?"

Lin Yihan immediately turned around and lay beside Qu Yi, tightly holding the hand in the palm of his hand and saying it again, he looked up at Qu Yi's eyes, cute and serious, a strand of bangs fell between his eyebrows, and his eyebrows were gentle picturesque.

"I'm sorry, but I'll take care of it," he said.

It was the first time in 20 years that he was confronted with such a contradictory confession, and Qu Yi felt a little sweet in his heart. He lowered his head and smiled, and gave his heart to someone else in a daze, to the person he had rejected countless times.Life is really a wonderful cycle. People and things that I once felt absolutely unacceptable will one day come in openly, stop, and stop right at the apex of my heart.

Qu Yi scratched Lin Yihan's palm: "I see."

When the takeaway arrived, Qu Yi was a little confused, covering Lin Yihan's coat and planning to take a nap for a while.

The lights in the room were turned on very darkly, and when the knock on the door sounded, Qu Yi was on the verge of coma, and after such a noise, he was about to start brewing again.Lin Yihan got up and went to open the door. After the door opened, a crowd of people rushed in. Qu Yi heard Lin Yihan's soft voice: "Please put it on the dining table lightly, someone is sleeping."

Qu Yi got up and took a look, scratched his messy hair and planned to get up, there was a translucent partition between the dining table and the place where Qu Yi lay, and there was no light on his side, so nothing could be seen in the pitch black invisible.

He sat up and put on his shoes, leaned back on the sofa and woke up.

Lin Yihan sent the food delivery person away, walked over very lightly with a tissue in his hand, only to find that Qu Yi had woken up when he arrived.

"Are you awake?" He sat down beside him and gently pinched Qu Yi's face.

Qu Yi was really confused, his eyes were finally opened by such a pinch, he tilted his head to look at him, and frowned melancholy.

"It's okay to sleep a little longer if you're sleepy, it's still early."

"what time is it?"

"Just after 06:30."

It was indeed still early, he moved around, planning to just lean back and squint for a while.The backrest of the sofa is not high in the first place, and Qu Yi is about 1.8 meters. Now that he stretches his legs, he can lean on it just right. However, this posture is not very comfortable after all.

Seeing that he was having difficulty sleeping, Lin Yihan said, "Why don't you go to bed and sleep for a while, I'll call you later."

Qu Yi shook his head, not because he was afraid of anything else, but because he was really afraid that he would fall asleep as soon as he touched the bed. He didn't sleep much at the beginning of the season, so sleeping like this must be too much.

Lin Yihan sat back and carefully pulled him into his arms: "Then you can sleep next to me for a while!"

Qu Yi tilted his head on Lin Yihan's shoulder, probably because he was too sleepy and didn't bother to think about whether the distance between the two was too close. Lin Yihan seemed to have sleeping pills on him, and Qu Yi fell asleep quickly.

After sitting motionless for half an hour with his arms around the person, the person in his arms finally moved. Qu Yi slid from his shoulders to his chest, unable to sleep, and stretched out his right hand to hug Lin Yihan's waist , turned his head a few times, and continued to fall into a deep sleep.

Lin Yihan just looked at the person in his arms quietly like that, the boy's side face became softer under the warm light of the restaurant, the sharp edges and corners that usually look sharp were all covered by the shadows, the facial features were deep, and the hair around the ears Covering the tips of the ears smoothly, and then making a suitable arc downward to outline the brows, Lin Yihan moved his throat, and looked away with difficulty.

The sky was completely dark, and the lights rose to reflect the scene of the city.Lin Yihan looked at it, looked at it, and felt that it would be great if such a day could last for a lifetime, with him in his arms, with just the right body temperature, thousands of lights outside the house, and every plant and tree in the city.He has never thought of spending his life with anyone. Among all the dirty past, the last thing he dared to ask for was the long time between people. He couldn't maintain long-term enthusiasm for a person, because all enthusiasm After all, there will be a day that will pass away. Instead of waiting until the habit is thrown away, it is better to wait until the fire is just right, cut it off with a knife, and take the remaining enthusiasm to find a new person, rekindle it, and fall into a cycle.

But now, he is a little tired, maybe it's old age, maybe it's his body getting worse day by day, which finally makes him feel that he can't play anymore. He wants to have a stable person, a stable home, Whenever you think about it, you will have a real sense of anticipation and satisfaction when you go home.

He felt that the person in his arms was very suitable.

There is a saying that meeting the right people at the right age is the greatest blessing in life.Lin Yihan is 28 years old this year, which is considered a good age in his life. Maybe his appearance is not a good thing for the other party, but for him, during the nearly a year of entanglement with Qu Yi, he The whole person is almost reborn.

He was his good fortune, that's for sure.

The person in his arms finally woke up in Lin Yihan's arms after sleeping for more than an hour. He opened his eyes in a daze, and his cheeks were hot. Lin Yihan's already numb shoulders were itchy again, he hugged him impatiently, lowered his head to his forehead and asked softly, "Are you awake?"

The person in his arms nodded and hummed nasally.

"It's almost eight o'clock, are you hungry?"

It was around eight o'clock that Qu Yi was woken up, he blinked his eyes hard and took a long breath, and woke up.

At this moment, he was in Lin Yihan's arms, with his head arched against his neck, his arms around his waist, and his forehead pressed against his face. He immediately froze and sat up in a daze for a few seconds.

Lin Yihan smiled at the cuteness of this person, he rubbed his sore shoulders with difficulty, and after a careful beating, he stood up on the sofa. There was a hundred and thirty-four people on his body, and he was really heavy.

Qu Yi was still in a daze, and even touched the corner of his mouth subconsciously. Fortunately, he didn't cry.

Lin Yihan shook his shoulders a few times and went to the dining table: "Drink some water first, and I will clean up."

Qu Yi stared blankly at his back, at his crumpled T-shirt, touched his phone to check the time, it was already eight o'clock, and he slept for an hour and a half against Lin Yihan, sleeping so deeply ...This counts, does it count as taking the initiative to throw yourself into the arms?It's almost ashamed to see people!

Annoyed, he stood up and went to the bathroom. His hair was a mess and his eyes were a little red. He rinsed his face with cold water, and when he came out, the room was filled with the smell of rice.

Qu Yi dragged himself towards the dining table, the closer he got, the stronger the smell, like the buttery hot pot in a hot pot, the aroma was tangy.

Sure enough, he guessed right.

All the dishes had been set, Lin Yihan took out the meat wrapped in plastic wrap from the refrigerator, saw Qu Yi coming over, and pointed to the chair beside him: "Sit."

Qu Yi's team uniform is white, Lin Yihan took a few glances, and asked, "Do you want to change clothes, after eating this, I think the smell is very strong."

Qu Yi looked down at his clothes and at the chili oil in the pot: "Is it convenient?"

"Wait."

After a while, Lin Yihan came out with a black short sleeve: "Try this, it may be a bit big."

Qu Yi took the clothes and went to the other side where the lights were not turned on to change. He just turned his back and didn't avoid Lin Yihan.

The person standing behind was leaning against the translucent partition, and his eyes were all on Qu Yi over there. Qu Yi didn't exercise very much, and his body was a little thin, but his shoulders were wide and his waist was thin, and his skin was fair. Going, also has a flavor, especially in the eyes of the beholder.

He changed his clothes and turned around, and Lin Yihan over there hurriedly avoided his sight.

"The meal is ready, let's eat!"

Qu Yi didn't feel uncomfortable being looked at by others, but Lin Yihan's T-shirt was indeed too big for him, and it was a bit wasteful to use this brand of clothes to eat hot pot.

"I don't know what you like to eat, so just order whatever you like."

Qu Yi scanned the dishes on the table, picked up the chopsticks and pointed to the duck intestines with brains over there.Said: "I don't eat animal offal, except for hairy belly, I don't like things wrapped in the heart, I don't like hard vegetables, and I don't really like sweet ones."

Lin Yihan didn't expect Qu Yi to be so down-to-earth, he realized it after listening, and nodded dryly: "Okay, I will remember."

"By the way, I don't like mutton either."

Lin Yihan, who was about to cook mutton rolls with chopsticks, stopped the car in mid-air. He put down his things, and then picked up the beef on the side and cooked it. Sure enough, most of the easy-going appearance is picky!

"What about you, what don't you like to eat?"

"Me, I don't like durian, garlic, this kind of strange taste, and others, it's nothing, I can't remember it all at once."

Qu Yi scooped up a few pieces of tender tofu and cooked them, saying, "I don't like these either."

Lin Yihan smiled at the few tacit understandings, avoided the food Qu Yi didn't like, and boiled the pot to the brim.

The air conditioner in the room is very good, but the two of them are still sweating from eating. Qu Yi is not very good at spicy food, and even after dipping in clear oil, he sticks out his tongue. Lin Yihan realizes later: "Can't eat spicy food?"

Qu Yi took two sips of watermelon juice and shook his head: "It's okay, you can't eat too spicy, this one is okay."

Lin Yihan looked at the hot red mouth and nose on the opposite side, and felt annoyed. He knew he should have asked. He took a plate, fished out all the peppers on the surface, added some spare soup, and finally looked at it. Qu Yi's oil plate, turned around and replaced it with a new one.Qu Yi was at his mercy. Although he didn't say anything, he was very grateful in his heart. When the man changed the oil plate and was about to leave, he stretched out his hand to pull Lin Yihan's left hand hanging by his side, and scratched it again. She scratched his palm and said softly, "Thank you."

The author has something to say:

Sweet and happy life, you hold my hand and I hold your hand O(∩_∩)O hahaha~