Ordinary heartbeat [e-sports]

Chapter 68 Exchange

"Cough cough... cough cough..."

The old warehouse is full of dust, and the people tied to the chairs are covered in blood and dying.

Jin Fan stood in front of him, pinching his chin, his eyes swept across the exposed skin fiercely.

"Ten days, Lin Yihan, it seems that you have really been abandoned."

His eyelids were covered with blood, and his blinking became extremely slow. He looked at Jin Fan in front of him, and rolled his throat a few times with difficulty: "He won't come, give up!"

"Why didn't he come, why did he watch you die?" Jin Fan has repeated these words countless times in the past ten days. It is obvious that the person who should be unwilling is Lin Yihan, but that person is abnormal calm.

"Didn't you...cough cough, don't you want me to die with you? What's the matter now, don't you want to die?" Even in the end, his voice became weaker and quieter, but his hatred was still there.

"Oh, how easy it is to die, you want to die that much?"

Lin Yihan shook his head and murmured: "I don't want to die...but if I can drag you to die together, I think it's worth it."

The golden sail in front of him is backlit, his eyebrows are hidden under the curved hat brim, his fists are rattling, it has been so long, he has never been able to get what he wants, does it really have to be destroyed in order to truly embrace it? in arms?That's why he won't say those hurtful words, and won't fight against him everywhere?Obviously, obviously, the person who walked into his life first was himself.

"I originally wanted to die with you," he gritted his teeth, "but now, I've changed my mind."

He reached out to untie the rope on Lin Yihan's body. Today is the deadline. If no one comes, the chips in his hand will be completely useless, and he will be completely reduced to a fugitive, even now.

"I think it might be that the previous stimulus was not enough. We need to do something more exciting to lure out those wolves that are crouching in the dark. What do you think?"

The person who lost the rope and collapsed along the chair, the clothes on his body were still the same as when he first came, but because he was stained with too much blood, he couldn't tell the original appearance, Jin Fan blasted all the people standing in the warehouse Going out, there is dazzling sunlight outside the wide open warehouse door. The light and shadow are cut off in front of them, like a river of Wangchuan separating yin and yang. A video camera is placed on the table not far away. All the videos are from It was passed on here.He straightened Lin Yihan, leaned close to his ear, snorted against the ear, he licked the blood stained, and said softly, "You know, how long has it been since I tasted you? Five years, eight months and 23 days, you see, I remember everything about you very clearly."

He licked his earlobe, turned sideways, and glanced at the camera meaningfully, watching the person he likes having sex under someone else, there is nothing more exciting than this, huh?Qu Yi?

"You should die, no matter what you do, he won't come." His voice was like a mosquito, and with the last strength left in his body, he barely supported him from falling down.

"Really?" Jin Fan took off his coat, and with only a little effort, he easily pressed him under his body.

"Look at your current appearance, Lin Yihan, do you really think I don't know what you're doing? Do you think I'll believe you if you don't go to him or look at him and pretend that you don't care? When did you become so naive, or did love make you dizzy, and you would rather lose everything?" He said wantonly, but the movements of his hands didn't stop.

Lin Yihan's ears were buzzing, but he still heard those words clearly, he half closed his eyes, and let Jinfan tear his clothes.

"The person I was waiting for has already arrived." He said softly, not knowing who he was talking to, "I have nothing for a long time, and I don't mind a little less. It's worth paying everything for the person I like, not to mention All I have is this little bit of sincerity, which is nothing to worry about."

He closed his eyes, and finally lay down on the ground limply, his face pressed against the cold ground, his bare upper body was covered with bruises, some were scabbed, and some were still bleeding .

"If you really want me to die, just be happy. If you just want to torture irrelevant people, I advise you not to waste your efforts. Your goal will not be achieved."

"Whether it is achieved or not, when is it up to you to decide?"

The clothes on his lower body were also torn off, and there was a strong smell of blood on the ground. Lin Yihan turned his body and looked at the wide open door. In the small narrow field of vision, there were lush spring grass, blooming spring flowers, and occasionally butterflies with white wings Flying by, the sun in the middle of the day warms into my heart, I just want to sleep comfortably with my eyes squinted.

too tired.

From the time he met Jin Fan at the age of 19 until now, he has not been truly free for a single day, one nightmare after another, interspersed in his entire life, the loneliest and most difficult ten years.

It's been ten years, and I've been entangled with this person for ten years, and I really don't have the strength anymore.

"Jin Fan..." The person lying on his stomach called him in a very low voice, Jin Fan's heart shook violently with this sound, he stopped his movements, and looked at the person lying on his side Eye.

I can't feel the pain anymore, after a long time of pain, only numbness remains.

"Let me go... let me go with dignity." He put his eyes in his arms, came from the darkness and wanted to go from the darkness, the dignity and decency of his life, when he was alive, All are carried out on this body, and now that the body is dilapidated, I just want to be careful not to let him end up in such an embarrassing posture.

The hands that had been tightly clasped to the ground slowly loosened, and those things that they talked about were only a brief beginning after all.

The video ends here.

When Qu Yi woke up, he had already returned to his apartment. It was evening, and there was a strong wind blowing outside the window, and the glass was "bang bang", as if it was going to rain. The bedroom door was open, and the lights in the outer room were also on. Listening carefully, you can hear the voice of someone speaking softly.

He pulled out his arm from under the quilt, his eyes were firmly locked on the scar on his wrist, wasn't it a dream?

He got up and planned to get out of bed, but he almost fell when he sat up on his support. He had been lying down for too long, and his body was a little weak. At this time, Qu Sheng came in from the outside to see if he was awake. Qu Yi sat on the edge of the bed, and when he looked up, there was some faint white light coming in. His thin bangs covered half of his pale face, and he stared blankly at him. The apples all fell.

But in just a second, Qu Sheng turned back and shouted in the direction of the kitchen, his voice was full of excitement and joy, and also trembling imperceptibly: "Brother, Xiao Yi is awake, come quickly."

Before Qu Yi could react further, a man in an apron stepped into his field of vision, and then the lights in the room turned on, Qu Yi covered his eyes, and slowly saw the person in front of him clearly.

"Yan Nian..."

"It's me, what's the matter, are you still uncomfortable?" The man was wearing a serious apron, standing beside Qu Sheng and looking at him with a gentle expression.

"It's not uncomfortable, sister, when did you come?"

Qu Sheng was originally dissatisfied with talking to Yan Nian because of the first sentence this little brat spoke, but the soft sister couldn't get angry as soon as she came out: "We've been here for five days, and the doctor has given you some trouble Lie, you have been sleeping, are you hungry? The meal is almost ready."

The person beside the bed lowered his head as if he was remembering something, Qu Sheng felt sad when he thought of how he looked when they found him that day, she stroked Qu Yi's hair with a gentle force, like stroking a beggar The coquettish cat, with a funny voice: "Uncle Yan made your favorite pork rib soup today, wash your face and let's eat, shall we?"

Qu Yi was startled by the sudden change of title, looked at her in astonishment, then looked at Yan Nian who was on the side, and asked, "When did you become Uncle Yan?"

Yan Nian shrugged and said, "How do I know?"

After dinner, Qu Yi went to take a shower again, and when he came out, he stood in front of the full-length mirror, staring at the marks on his chest that had faded thoughtfully, he seemed to have forgotten something, these red marks were again Who made it?At the end of the memory, there are some past events that Jin Fan told him, about himself, about Lin Yihan, as for what happened later, he doesn't remember.

He sighed, it was not a good thing after all, just forget it.

When he went out, Qu Sheng was on the phone with his family. When he saw Qu Yi coming out, he hurriedly greeted him: "Dad's number."

Qu Yi took it over, and while wiping his hair, he chatted with Qu's father opposite him: "Dad, um, I'm fine, I'm not uncomfortable, don't worry, my eyes are much better, and I can go back to China after one cycle of treatment, okay, I know. ...Well, Mom, it's okay, don't worry, you just do your work..."

Che Jilu asked each of them, and Qu Yi's hair gradually dried out. Yan Nian was in the kitchen packing up the food they had eaten, and suddenly he felt at home.

"You and that celebrity...now...?" Qu's father stuttered and asked so reservedly.

Qu Yi on the other end of the phone blinked his eyes a few times, and pressed his tongue to the tip of his teeth: "We broke up a long time ago, it's okay, why did Dad suddenly want to ask him?"

"Oh, it's nothing, it's just that I haven't heard you mention it for a long time, just ask, it's okay, I will meet a better girl in the future." The word "girl" is neither light nor heavy, but it is extremely harsh in Qu Yi's ears .

"I see, don't worry, Dad."

After hanging up the phone, Qu Yi squeezed Qu Sheng's cell phone, a trace of bad premonition that was almost imperceptible flashed across his heart, and it disappeared before he even had time to catch it.

Qu Yi's apartment is a one-bedroom, one-living single-person apartment. When Qu Yi didn't wake up a few days ago, Yan Nian and Qu Sheng slept next to each other on the sofa for several days. Qu Sheng was okay, Yan Nian felt sorry for her, and forced her to go to a hotel outside to sleep a few times, but Yan Nian was always there, changing medicine, buying vegetables, cooking, 24 hours a day, he sighed, If you still can't enter the Qu family after this, your life will really be in vain.Qu Yi finally woke up today, looking in good spirits, Yan Nian thought to himself, finally he can go out and sleep well.

Qu Yi also winked. As soon as Yan Nian finished tidying up the kitchen, he was pushed out of the apartment door. Of course, there was also Qu Sheng, and then he closed it neatly. The goodbye was through the door panel Said.

After working so hard to take care of them for a week, Qu Yi knew without thinking that these two people must take turns to take care of them all night, and they had to get up to take a look when they coughed. Now that he woke up, why bother them? Qu Sheng was a good match. Although he didn't say anything boring, he seemed to be very understanding. Before leaving, Qu Sheng didn't forget to put on Yan Nian's coat.

He turned off the light in the outer room, and Xixi climbed onto the bed in clusters. He was just recovering from a serious illness. After getting up for a while and taking a bath, his body was very tired. He lay down and turned off the light, and fell asleep not long after. .

Qu Yi has had a lot of dreams recently, and the dreams are very chaotic, but they come and go again and again, as if foreshadowing something.

When he first woke up, he remembered that he also had such a dream. The dream was very long. He dreamed of many people from the past. They did many things in the dream. Feiyu, 23, the five of them, they entered the league for the first time, then they seemed to win the finals, and then...then, he can't remember clearly, it seems that he dreamed of Lin Yi Han, it seems that he even kissed him, and after that, it became more and more blurred, and there were broken scenes everywhere, and the complete story could no longer be spelled out, and the most recent dream, when I woke up, was very similar to the state of mind at that time, but I couldn’t remember it clearly. that person.

Jin Fan's last words are still in his ears - he will not fall in love with anyone, anyone can only be a guest in his life, or a stepping stone, you should know which one you are.

Which one am I?Is it a welcome guest who satisfies the body?Or a stepping stone?Or just one of your thousands of young bodies, the one with no plans, the most innocent one.

On the morning of the sixth day after waking up, Qu Yi had an extremely terrifying nightmare, almost waking up screaming, profusely sweating.Lin Yihan was covered in blood, and he couldn't see his original appearance anymore. He was sitting on a chair, his whole body was tied up with a rope, and his eyes fell on himself calmly. Then he said, "Goodbye, baby."

"Baby...baby..." Qu Yi murmured, he seemed to have heard this word in other dreams?It's just that he can say such nasty words.

It took a long time for the beating frequency of his heart to calm down. The dream was so real that he almost felt it. The wound on his wrist had almost healed, and the marks on his chest were no longer visible. It clearly came to mind, was he really being raped by Jin Fan?

If it is true, how did he come back and who replaced him?

His heart was beating violently, he was clutching his heart, cold sweat started from his back, Jin Fan's words rang in his ears again by coincidence: "This was originally a deal, a disgusting exchange of heart for life."

Change your life, whose life will you change?With whose heart?Is it his, or Lin Yihan's?What did he want his life for?

Then I... the frequency of my heartbeat was completely scattered, and my eyes began to turn black... it was bait!

The exchanged life is also my own!

The question he was avoiding finally unfolded in front of his eyes. He staggered and opened the first drawer of the bedside table. In the empty drawer, there was a piece of strawberry chocolate in a familiar package next to the medicine box. Yes, pinch it in your hand, full of pitted bubbles.

"Oh~ it's really..." He sighed lowly, but his eyes were sore, he took out the mobile phone in the deepest drawer, and the moment he turned it on, those phones had been thrown in the corner and no one checked them. The video, finally see the light of day again.