The male god always wants to withdraw from the circle and sell insurance [Entertainment circle]

Chapter 155

Gu Yunkai has not been too busy recently, except for the necessary promotion of "The End of the World", Gu Jianyue did not take most of the new jobs that came to him.

There were only a few fish that slipped through the net, and Gu Jianyue thought they were very good, and Gu Yunkai also rejected them.

In the circle, he didn't owe much favors to others, but Li Sisi counted as a kindness to him, but Li Sisi would not ask him to pay back the favors to make some weird movies, let alone the favors were given by the Xiang family. But Gu Yunkai gave the ticket to Husky Xiangxuan earlier, and now he has a clear conscience, frank and frank, and just follows Jian Yuan around, not caring too much about self-motivation.

The media never only saw the newcomers laughing, but never heard the old ones cry, and after Gu Yunkai and Jian Yuan were together, becoming a star was no doubt just like the little prince when he was filming "Holy and Demon Bipolar". The nature of playing tickets, without taking any new jobs, naturally there are fewer sources of speculation. The news of Gu Yunkai gradually fades away, and the rambunctious fans are gradually getting used to this kind of occasional breaking news. Most of the time, I lick the screen and resources, and produce pictures and MVs.

But of course, no one in the media noticed that Gu Yunkai had made up his mind to quit the circle, but thought that the other party probably wanted to take a good rest for a while, and with the new enthusiasm, they naturally swarmed over, telling Gu Yunkai to relax tone.

Receiving the invitation to audition was purely a surprise. In fact, Gu Yunkai planned to give up on this movie. After all, it has been such a long time. Although he has never heard that Weng Lou's role has been finalized, according to his experience , basically means that Sang Li or other high-level executives are not optimistic about his role as Weng Lou, so they have not responded to the news.

The news is only sent now, and it is after the Global Award. Could it be that he is waiting for the Global Award?

This idea is actually a bit weird. Gu Yunkai pondered for a moment, but he really couldn't figure out what value he had to wait for the Global Awards to be presented.Even if Gu Yunkai is extremely smart, no matter how cunning and clever he is, he would not be able to guess that Sang Li was mentally weakened by Lin Ya, and he was worried that the news about him and Jian Yuan relying on physical superiority, which had been hyped up by the outside world, would make the old lady explode. Who knew that in the end, the old lady herself appointed him as an actor, which turned around.

But since there was a response, it was a good thing. Regardless of why the other party was so late, even if they found him after trying thousands of actors who were not suitable, it did not prevent Gu Yunkai from getting this opportunity.

As for Jian Yuan, the world is like this, it will always give way to capable and talented people, if someone else is as capricious as Jian Yuan, he would have ruined his career long ago.But Jian Yuan went on smoothly as before, but he was a little worried in the past few days, thinking about how to reconcile with Master Daphne. Gu Yunkai has some knowledge about human relations, but he heard that Daphne has a very gentle and kind personality , it is even more troublesome for such a person to get angry, and they can only resort to some tricks, but none of them are of much use. In the end, Jian Wenru invited someone to come to his house for two meals before giving up.

Delphant hates and loves Jian Yuan at the same time, annoyed at this little bastard for ruining his music career, but also caring for his pity and cuteness, and is infatuated with Gu Yun.The romantic nature of the artist is also fully revealed in Daphant. After Jian Yuan followed him to participate in some other activities, he repeatedly told Jian Yuan not to do whatever he wanted this time. If he wanted to quit, he could just find someone to top him and give up. Jian Yuan naturally He agreed with all his mouth, and then changed Gu Yunkai to visit the venue occasionally.

Musicians also chase stars, not to mention that beauties always have preferential treatment. Many young people are still fans of Gu Yunkai. Seeing him and Jian Yuan's sweet relationship, they can't help being very envious. They often surround Gu Yun after the training is over. Those who drive one lap or two laps need to sign and take a group photo, and they drag on for half an hour before leaving.Daphant didn't have a good impression of Gu Yunkai at first, he had cooperated with Jian Yuan before, and he knew that this kid was not such a disrespectful person, and there was a reason for doing such absurd and stupid things now, so he couldn't help but feel sorry for Gu Yunkai. some opinions.

Later, seeing that the relationship between the two was very good, and seeing Gu Yunkai's stable temperament, his heart softened a little, and he felt that it was not only one party's fault, the young people's temperament was reckless, and they didn't know the severity. That's fine.

In the end, Delphant just said a word and revealed it: "Sometimes young people inevitably do some stupid things, music is like this, art is like this, just because they have bold and stupid ideas, there is no need There is no way out to achieve the current progress, your father is like this. Many innovations are stupid before the beginning, but sometimes it is better to be wise when it comes to personal and emotional matters, right?"

This is a beating that is neither light nor heavy. Gu Yunkai couldn't help laughing when he heard it, but also felt that he was being admonished by his elders with Jian Yuan. For a while, his mood was complicated and his expression couldn't say Whether it's funny or embarrassing.Gu Yunkai pursed his lips, and subconsciously turned his gaze to Jian Yuan, after all, Daphne didn't look at him either.

"You're right." Jian Yuan said respectfully, looking very honest, Gu Yunkai inadvertently met Daphant's eyes, the old man just sighed lightly, didn't say much, stretched out his hand and rubbed Jian Yuan hair, softly said, "Silly boy, go."

Jian Yuan was like a canary released from the cage, jumping happily to Gu Yunkai's side. The training this time was extraordinarily hard. Seeing that the two of them were tired of being together, they also wisely didn't want to eat more dog food. No one bothered.Jian Yuan carried his violin case on his back, and asked him enthusiastically, "Are you going to audition tomorrow?"

"Yes." Gu Yunkai said lightly, and he glanced back again. Everyone was packing up and getting ready to go home. Some of them were still joking with Delphant. He pondered for a moment, then said slowly, "Say Get up, I don't know what event you are doing this time? Where are you going to perform."

"Just here, don't go anywhere else." Jian Yuan lowered his head, thought carefully for a while, and suddenly said, "Yun Kai, do you think I'm naive?"

Gu Yunkai was stunned for a moment, and immediately understood, and said softly: "Do you care about their opinions?"

"No. It's just..." Jian Yuan was stunned, as if thinking of something all of a sudden, he hesitated for a moment before saying, "I used to think that if you want to do something, you can do it. As long as you don't regret it, you can do it. It’s good to bear the consequences. But later, I still feel regretful that I didn’t participate in "Qugao Hezhong". Whether it is Master Delphant or Arnold, they all think that I am too irresponsible. I have been thinking, Wouldn't it be much better if I could hold back a little bit, I've always been immature, so I'm not like you, who always do a lot of things well."

How should this question be answered?

It is naturally impossible for Gu Yunkai to agree, agreeing that Jian Yuan is irresponsible is undoubtedly denying Jian Yuan's feelings for him, no matter how stupid a person is, they will never be so stupid; to disagree... …In fact, what other people said is not wrong. It is indeed unwise for Jian Yuan to withdraw from the 'Qugao Hezhong' activity, not only unwise, but also stupid, but he wants to be with Gu Yunkai and misses Gu Yunkai mind, there is nothing wrong with it.

If I have to discuss it, in the final analysis, Gu Yunkai didn't care enough for Jian Yuan.

Feelings are a matter between two people. One party's difficulty in satisfying the other's desires usually forms the main reason for breaking up. This difficulty in satisfying may refer to money, feelings, material things and even many situations.In fact, Jian Yuan didn't ask for many things, but he was too used to being independent, too used to being satisfied, and too used to presenting the abundance of emotions to Gu Yunkai without reservation.

"No." Gu Yunkai said softly, "It's my fault."

Jian Yuan was a little confused when he heard that, he looked at Gu Yunkai in great confusion, not quite understanding why the other party said such words suddenly.

Gu Yunkai didn't know what to say for a while, he pondered for a moment, and said quietly: "Have you noticed that you rarely ask me for anything, and you never think that I am too cold to you, Or maybe I've been working for too long, which is unbearable for you, and you won't think it's my problem, and the only time you said you wanted me to give up this job, you apologized to me directly?"

"But that's originally..." Before Jian Yuan could blurt out the four words "take it for granted", Gu Yunkai stopped him.

"That's not a matter of course." Gu Yunkai looked at him quietly, the two of them were walking in the cold wind in the middle of the night, his voice was colder than the night wind, Jian Yuan was a little confused for a moment, and looked at Looking at his lover's stern face, the other party said softly, "The vast majority of love in the world is not taken for granted."

"Whether it's time or space, things that people don't maintain, especially feelings, are easily broken. Everyone only thinks about their own future, their own happiness, and hope that others will accommodate and fulfill themselves. , I hope that others will sacrifice and tolerate. Human beings are selfish, and dedication is never taken for granted.”

Gu Yunkai tucked his hair behind his ears, and looked at Jian Yuan carefully. The other party seemed indifferent, and he couldn't help feeling a little disappointed. He sighed, "Idiot, do you understand?"

Jian Yuan's eyes were shining, he looked at Gu Yunkai with a half-smile, and said softly, "Then do you understand?"

"What?" Now it's Gu Yunkai's turn to be a little confused. There are very few things and people that easily make him confused. It just so happens that Jian Yuan is one of them, and the sentence he just said is also one of them.

"You love me." Jian Yuan turned his head shyly, instead of staring straight at Gu Yunkai as before, he pursed his lips and smiled slightly, as if he had something I was speechless for a moment, so I paused and said softly, "You have never been bad, I have always known that you love me so much, but you are not the only one in your life. I am different from you, Yun Kai, I You and music account for half of my life, and I don't know when you suddenly accounted for so much, but I know you don't."

Gu Yunkai was aphasia for a moment, but he couldn't say a word. He wanted to deny it, but he wanted to say no, but he thought of the many tickets, Jian Yuan's occasionally lost expression, the gentle smile on his face, and He couldn't deny it in an instant. It wasn't that there were no opportunities or that he had to go to work in many cases, but he subconsciously never took it to heart. In terms of the two people's careers, Gu Yunkai cared more about his own.

He is such a selfish, cold and indifferent man by nature, maybe the big aspects have changed for the better, but the small details can't be changed.

But Jian Yuan didn't care, just thought about it, smiled embarrassingly, and whispered with a little heat in his ears: "I know I'm a bit clingy, you seem to be able to do anything, but I can't, I used to be with you As I said, I am a very possessive person, I want to be with you every day and every moment, but you are so busy, I don’t know what to do. I think I am too naive, If I had grown up and restrained myself a bit, I probably wouldn't have caused so many troubles."

"It's not a mess." Gu Yunkai felt faint heat in his eyes, but he couldn't tell what the urge to cry was for. There was nothing to be sad about, but he just felt unspeakably sad. He wondered how he would let Jane Yuan humbled to such a point, almost lost his voice when he spoke, coughed twice, and said slowly, "It doesn't matter, it won't be like this in the future."

Jian Yuan raised his head to look at Gu Yunkai at this moment, he didn't seem to believe it, but he still looked very happy, and still responded happily.

Gu Yunkai held his hand tightly, remembering the way Weng Lou touched the photo, the feeling of deciding to leave the circle has never been so strong at this moment.In a sense, he could suddenly understand the decision Luo Xuan made. Work is nothing but for honor and money. When there is no lack of both, hard work becomes meaningless, especially for nothing. It becomes even more unacceptable when meaningless efforts are made at the expense of loved ones.

There is no guarantee for any words before actions, and Gu Yunkai doesn't want to waste his words to convince Jian Yuan, he knows that Jian Yuan will definitely believe it, but at the same time, he will be prepared to be disappointed.

In the final analysis, I just got used to three words.

I don't know why, but Gu Yunkai was a little angry, not very very angry, nor angry at Jian Yuan, he sighed softly, a little angry at why he was so slow, he thought he was a very smart person , no matter how bad it is, he is not an idiot, but now it seems that this is not the case.

He is much stupider than he thought.

Jian Yuan didn't pay too much attention to the question that Gu Yunkai was somewhat concerned about. Instead, he put all his energy on the next day's audition. Gu Yunkai didn't know exactly what was going on. Jian Yuan said: "I don't know too well, the script for the audition was not given in advance, maybe it was to improvise."

Jian Yuan didn't quite understand this kind of thing, he thought for a while, and then asked: "Then are you sure?"

"Do your best and obey the destiny." Gu Yunkai himself didn't know much about it. It's better to say that he had been preparing for the project of Wenglou for so long, but he still felt a little apprehensive, probably because he had seen the demeanor of a real person. When I go up again, I will inevitably make comparisons. Everyone is completely different. To completely imitate Weng Lou, Gu Yunkai always feels that he is not perfect.

Jian Yuan has always been blindly optimistic about Gu Yunkai, he smiled slightly, looked at the stars above his head, and said seriously: "I believe you will succeed."

Gu Yunkai couldn't help but want to reach out and touch his curly hair. The teasing words trembled on the tip of his tongue, but he didn't say it in the end. He always likes to do things with all his heart, and he won't be frustrated even if he really fails, but this time he is an old man. Lou has been preparing for this movie for a long time. If he didn't get the chance, he would inevitably feel regretful. Looking at Jian Yuan's appearance now, he is even more unwilling to fail.

When the two returned home, they happened to meet Weng Lou who had come back from a walk in the evening. Weng Lou didn't know how he got the chance to audition for Gu Yunkai, so he looked at the two of them calmly.Today he wore a light blue gown that was changed into everyday clothes. The sleeves were slightly wider, and there were strings of red beads wrapped around his wrists. It was elegant and elegant, and the little confidence that Gu Yunkai had accumulated was shattered all of a sudden. He sighed quietly in his heart, and couldn't help thinking: How do we resemble each other.

"Quanmei invited you?" Weng Lou smiled slightly, as if the ice and snow were melting and the moon was rising, he blinked, looked up and down Gu Yunkai for a while, and said softly, "If you fail, that's okay Man is made."

Gu Yunkai thought that what he said was really flattering, although no one thought he was the light of the firefly, but there were probably not many who dared to compete with Haoyue for glory.

Jian Yuan was very happy to see Weng Lou, and greeted him with a smile for a while, then asked about Xiao Wusheng's condition, the two chatted for a while. He suddenly fell silent, looking a little out of his mind.Weng Lou is old, and has traveled more bridges than Jian Yuan, so he can tell what's going on just by looking at it.

After returning home, Jian Yuan entered the house, and Weng Lou came up with him. Gu Yunkai thought he was coming as a guest, although it was not too early, but it was not too late either, so he took some for the guests. The slippers came out, and Jian Yuan was asked to make tea in the kitchen.Seeing Jian Yuan enter the kitchen, Weng Lou didn't change his shoes, but stood at the door and said softly: "I won't go in, I just want to ask you, are you not confident?"

"Hmm..." Gu Yunkai hesitated for a moment, looked into the kitchen, and said slowly, "I don't want to disappoint him."

Weng Lou's expression couldn't tell whether it was envy or something else, it was a bit complicated after all, he stretched out his hand as if he wanted to rub Gu Yunkai's head, hesitated for a moment, finally landed on his shoulder and patted him calmly Said: "Unless they can find me, none of the few who can be seen on the stage is more suitable than you."

"It's not just that, I'm not like myself." Gu Yunkai shook his head and said, "I wasn't so nervous before."

Weng Lou was silent for a moment, then smiled and said: "If you care about a person, you will inevitably worry about gains and losses."

The brewed tea was not available, and Weng Lou only said these two sentences before going out. He didn't even change his shoes, which was very convenient. When he was about to reach the stairs, he couldn't help turning his head to look at the Look, Gu Yunkai just closed the door, warm light leaked from the window, and it seemed that the sound of talking had disappeared.

Weng Lou stood still in the elevator, remembering that when he just came upstairs, Gu Yunkai had been looking at Jian Yuan's eyes, and suddenly became sad for some reason. He always knew that Gu Yunkai's luck was better than his. I also know about Gu Yunkai's life experience. The two of them have almost the same background. Although he was under the shackles of training in the past 20 years, the brothers and sisters of the Gu family have been displaced and tossed under the eaves of others. I don't know who is more miserable. But in the dark, Gu Yunkai seemed to be more blessed and smarter than him.

He knows how to cherish.

That look made Weng Lou very clear, when he looked at Mr. He Qing at that time, he also had the same look, but it was too late, so late that he was powerless to recover.But Jane is far different, he loves Gu Yunkai so earnestly, it can be seen from the lines, every movement and even every demeanor.

The fact that Jian Yuan quit "Qugao Hezhong" is not a secret, as long as you are serious, you will know it clearly, and there are countless people mocking him on the Internet for being in love.Sometimes Weng Lou looks at the smiling baby-faced musician, and he can't help but think, how can he maintain such enthusiasm, maintain such love, and be resolute and resolute when the two people's work has no overlap. make such concessions.

Very nice.

It's really enviable.

What is even more enviable is that Gu Yunkai is far more considerate and sensitive than him, and cherishes this relationship much more.

It was just the difference between going up and down the stairs. Weng Lou soon arrived at the door of his room. He took out the key and opened the door. There was light in the house, but it was empty. Xiao Wusheng had already fallen asleep in the nest. When I hunched down, I just felt dull and meaningless. After changing the shoes, I showed a little old-fashioned.

The young Mr. He Qing smiled brightly at him in the photo, and Weng Lou couldn't help smiling when he saw it.

Then there was a dense pain in his heart, and Weng Lou thought of Lin Ya, the woman who was always gentle and quiet in his memory, she had always been considerate to him, just like the elder sister.In fact, Mr. He Qing doesn't love him anymore, it's just that he just clings to these memories and the past, and doesn't have the face to see Mr. He Qing for the last time, so naturally he doesn't dare to see Lin Ya.

He collapsed on the sofa, covering his face tiredly.

I've grown so old...

The author has something to say: The better Lin Ya treats Weng Lou, the more busy she is for him, the more guilty Weng Lou will be.

Weng Lou can actually compare Yun Kai, Weng Lou said before: I would rather he is a bad person than my own fault.

In fact, the same is true for Lin Ya, he can never forget He Qing, and the other party is already married to someone else, and the couple is also very beautiful, he is an outsider after all, it is this kind of love that makes him suffer all the time, can't Facing Lin Ya, naturally he did not dare to appear in front of the public.

He knew that as soon as he appeared, Lin Ya would definitely care about him, look for him, and take care of him, but this was exactly what he felt guilty about.

Because Weng Lou liked her husband, who used to be his happiness, but in the end became an outsider, lost forever.

I wrote Weng Lou as the control group, at first it was because I was listening to a play, and later I adjusted the characters for the plot, but I felt very embarrassed. Whether it is Yunkai or Xiaoyuan, they cherish each other. As long as one is slightly behind, probably This is the ending of Weng Lou.