The movie king cheats every day

Chapter 10

The car drove out of the hospital parking lot, tearing apart the cold and night with its metal shell, but inside it was so warm that one wanted to fall asleep.

But Qin Muqiu couldn't sleep, he was simmering with so many thoughts in his heart, he felt that he was lifted out of the normal world by an invisible hand, and then thrown very roughly onto a chaotic trajectory.But his nature has determined that he can't willfully destroy the balance on this trajectory.

He longed to get back on track, but he didn't want to disturb Chen Xi's world.

"What are you thinking about?" Yu Yan asked casually, like chatting, but it seemed that there was a little care that could not be found.

"Hey..." Qin Muqiu sighed, and pushed the air pressure inside the car below the horizon, "I suddenly regretted that I have been busy filming for so many years, traveling here and there alone, and hardly have any friends. "

Yu Yan thought about Qin Muqiu's status in the crew these days, and said, "I think you and Qu Xin are getting along well, isn't she a friend?"

"It seems to be counted." Qin Muqiu thought for a while seriously, "...Actually, what I'm talking about is not this kind of friend, but the kind... as long as you speak, he can recognize you, even..."

"Even if you become another person and change your skin, he won't mistake you for someone else?" Yu Yan asked.

Qin Muqiu couldn't help but his heart skipped a beat, his first thought was: Yu Yan knows.

But Yu Yan's next words quickly dispelled his idea, "You are not asking for a friend, let alone a friend, even a lover cannot guarantee this. It is an unchangeable fact that people are born lonely. You Sometimes you may feel that no one understands you, and sometimes you may even feel that others are deliberately making things difficult for you, but...if you place your hopes elsewhere, you are doomed to be disappointed."

"Why did you say this suddenly?" Qin Muqiu asked.

I just want to comfort you, Yu Yan said in his heart.It's a pity that Yu Yan doesn't think he's a person who can comfort others. After saying such nonsensical words, it seems that Qin Muqiu was not only not comforted, but was full of bewilderment instead.

Yu Yan suddenly parked the car on the side of the road, and looked at Qin Muqiu's profile in the dim light of the street lamp.After a long time, he met Qin Muqiu's gaze and said, "When I poured out the contents of your bag that night, a bottle of medicine rolled under the sofa, and the cleaning lady found it out and put it on the table the next day."

"What medicine?" Qin Muqiu asked, "Didn't I say that I had finished taking the previous medicine?"

Yu Yan stared at him, as if judging whether his question was a disguise, "Are you feeling well these few days?"

Qin Muqiu thought about it carefully, he didn't know if it was because he took the medicine on time these few days, but he didn't feel any discomfort at all.If he hadn't experienced the pain of the attack when he just woke up, he would even suspect that Chen Xi was not sick at all.

Seeing Qin Muqiu shaking his head, Yu Yan took an empty medicine bottle and handed it to him, because the light was too dark to read the words on it, so Qin Muqiu asked, "What is this?"

"I wasn't sure before, so I asked a friend who is a doctor. It's an antidepressant medicine." When Yu Yan said this, he kept looking at Qin Muqiu. Even in the dim light, he accurately caught the other side. That touch of surprise.

Qin Muqiu was stunned for a moment holding the empty medicine bottle, Chen Xi has depression?

"Do you have depression?" Yu Yan asked.

"I don't know." Qin Muqiu blurted out.

Yu Yan didn't pursue the question in his words. How could a person not know if he was sick if he carried medicine with him?However, the friendship between Yu Yan and Qin Muqiu has not yet reached the point where he can discuss the other party's illness in depth, so he only touches on it.

"This kind of medicine is taboo for people with a bad heart. If you need it, I can introduce you to a reliable psychiatrist, but you'd better not take this kind of medicine indiscriminately." Yu Yan said.

Qin Muqiu's head was a little stuck. Antidepressant drugs are harmful to heart patients. Would Chen Xi not know?Chen Xi suddenly fell ill that night, could it be related to it?

If this medicine really belonged to Chen Xi, either he really didn't know the harm of this medicine, or the situation that night reached the point where Chen Xi had to use medicine to control his emotions.

That night...Qin Muqiu had a finale, and there was a finale banquet prepared by Jia Xing.

"Can you ask your friend, is this medicine only for depression?" Qin Muqiu asked.

"Isn't this medicine yours?" Yu Yan asked.

"Uh... yeah, I usually take too much medicine, I can't remember clearly, maybe I took it wrong." Qin Muqiu said.

"This kind of medicine is usually used as an auxiliary medicine. Although the effect is anti-depressant, it can also be used for many other mental diseases." Yu Yan said.

"Which types?" Qin Muqiu asked.

"I didn't ask carefully, I only remembered depression and anxiety." Yu Yan said.

anxiety!

Qin Muqiu himself has mild anxiety disorder and has undergone psychological intervention, but it has not reached the point where he needs to use drugs.His reluctance to socialize is probably related to this, but he has never paid attention to Chen Xi seriously, so he doesn't know if the other party really has this problem.

If Chen Xi really has anxiety, the occasion of the finale banquet is indeed easy to cause anxiety, so Chen Xi took the medicine for that?

"Are you okay?" Yu Yan asked.

"It's okay...very good." Qin Muqiu's heart was like a mess.

Maybe it was because of the guilt of occupying Chen Xi's body, or maybe it was just out of cheap sympathy, Qin Muqiu felt that if he could go back to before the accident, he might try to be friends with Chen Xi.But he didn't know if he still had a chance, because the body in the hospital that belonged to him was unpredictable.

Yu Yan continued to drive back, and the two of them didn't speak much along the way.

The sleet outside has stopped. Fortunately, if it turns to snow, tomorrow's scene may be troublesome.There are still scenes in the last few days, don't let anything happen, Qin Muqiu thought, no matter what, he must finish this play for Chen Xi.

After returning to the hotel, the two went back to their rooms.Before breaking up, Qin Muqiu suddenly called Yu Yan to stop, and said very sincerely: "Thank you, I will take good care of this body, finish the rest of the scene well, and let the crew wrap up smoothly."

What Qin Muqiu said was the truth, for him who has no friends, Yu Yan's actions today can be called Lei Feng.This person is really a good person, Qin Muqiu praised in his heart.

And he has nothing to repay, he can only respond to Yu Yan by filming well.

But from Yu Yan's point of view, Qin Muqiu's words brought some loneliness and sadness, he seemed to be a sad person who doubted life, felt that he was worthless, so he could only force himself not to cause trouble to others.

Is it really depression?Yu Yan said in his heart.

Seeing that Yu Yan didn't reply for a while, Qin Muqiu felt that the situation was a bit awkward, so he forced a smile and said, "I won't bother you, good night." After finishing speaking, he went back to the room.

Do you think it's disturbing to say something?Sure enough, it is the psychology of depressed patients, sensitive and fragile.Yu Yan stood alone in the corridor for a while, then went back to his room and called his doctor friend.

"I didn't ask carefully, because I was afraid that his wild thinking would make his condition worse." Yu Yan stood by the window with his phone in his hand, looking at the dark night outside.

"I'm not familiar with you, isn't it a bit abrupt to bring him to you?" Yu Yan said, "I'm not talking about you, but because I'm afraid he will find it abrupt. After all, most people are very taboo to let others know about such emotional problems, right?"

The other party said a lot, and Yu Yan responded one by one, and then said: "If I care too much, will he feel uncomfortable or have resistance?"

"Nothing will last long, I guess it will only be a few days, and everyone will go their separate ways after filming." Yu Yan was a little dazed after speaking, and he came back to his senses after a while, and said: "It's not... not necessarily... when the time comes talk later."

"In a few days, I just met..." Yu Yan listened to the other party's advice, and nodded repeatedly, "Then I will contact you when the time comes."

After hanging up the phone, Yu Yanli stood by the window in silence for a long time, then dug out the call records and found Daxuan's phone number.He hesitated for a long time, but still dialed. After a while, the phone was connected, and there was a loud voice.

"Hello, I'm Yu Yan. We met at the hospital tonight." Yu Yan said.

Da Xuan on the other end of the phone obviously knew Yu Yan's identity, and said, "Director Yu, what do you need from me? Did Brother Chen ask you to contact me?"

"It's not him, it's me who wants to ask you something." Yu Yan said.

"What's the matter?" Loudly said.

Yu Yan pondered for a moment before he said, "I want to know about Chen Xi's personal situation, about his...health status."

Da Huan on the other end of the phone was silent for a while, and said, "Director Yu, I know he got a role in your next play. But...as his assistant, I can only tell you about work-related issues. It is inconvenient for me to disclose privacy, I hope you can understand."

After hearing the words, Yu Yan also realized that it was a bit abrupt for him to call Da Xuan hastily, but Da Xuan's reaction did not make him uncomfortable.When he was in the hospital, he always felt that Da Xuan was not close enough to Qin Muqiu, but too alienated, but at this time the other party could subconsciously defend Qin Muqiu, which was rare.

"I was the one to be abrupt. I'll go to the company to visit Ding Yi in person after the filming is over," Yu Yan said.

After hanging up the phone, Yu Yan smiled self-deprecatingly.He has always been a hands-off shopkeeper, and he can pass it on to others without worrying about it when filming. Today's series of wishful thinking makes him feel very fresh.

Does this count as love?

Well, it must be love!

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