Chapter 63 The Lost and Found Lover
Chapter 63 The Lost and Found Lover
The strong man wiped his tears again and said: "It's a pity that the young master left after hearing that you came, and lost his temper. We explained to him that you went out to film a movie, but he didn't believe it. If you want to die of thirst and starvation, you have to pull out the needle, and you say that you won’t have the infusion, and you want to go out to find you, and you say that he has just recovered from a serious illness and may be in danger again at any time, is that plausible?”
Chi Baiwan sighed helplessly, and pushed open the door of the ward.
Fu Sihan was really losing his temper.
He said angrily: "Get out of here, I want to see Chi Baiwan, don't stop me!"
Bodyguards: "Master, he is really not in the hospital, how dare I lie to you!"
Fu Sihan showed an expression that was uglier than crying: "If I go between life and death, I won't be able to win back his heart... I don't care about me, he really hates me..."
The bodyguards turned their heads and couldn't bear to look at it.
His handsome face was as pale as a vampire who couldn't see the sun, his eyes couldn't hide the anger, because the needle was pulled out, a lot of blood flowed from the back of his hand, but he struggled ignorantly, and was held down by several strong men Don't let him go on the bed.
"Let go of me, I'm going to find him! I don't believe I can't find him in this hospital, don't try to insult him, my Wanwan is not such a cold-blooded person."
"Young master, just rest, you don't look like someone who almost died, you are alive... Oh my god! Mr. Chi, you are finally back!!"
Fu Sihan suddenly turned around at that moment.
The moment he saw Chi Baiwan's pupils constricted, he struggled to get out of bed, but...
"Hmm..." He moved too much, twisted his leg, and gasped in pain.
Fu Sihan's long legs were covered with plaster and nailed with steel plates. He was hung on the bed for many days and couldn't move, or even half-disabled.
His left arm was also wrapped with thick gauze, hung around his neck, and also had a retainer. He looked very weak.
But Fu Sihan didn't feel any pain at all, he just stared at Chi Baiwan blankly, and asked in a stuttering voice, "Wanwan...you...didn't leave? You...are you worried about me?"
The arrogance just now dissipated in an instant, and the whole person was as obedient as a lion with a smooth fur, and his tone became gentle.
Chi Baiwan's heart also tightened, but he still walked in quietly, picked up the fruit knife in his left hand, and picked up the apple in his right hand to start peeling.
He said: "Didn't you almost die? People who are recovering from a serious illness should not move around."
Fu Sihan was stunned for a few seconds, then he raised his right hand, raised it high towards his face——
Chi Baiwan put down the knife, grabbed his wrist, and said calmly: "Stop hitting, you read that right, it's me."
"It's really you... Wanwan! Why are you willing to accompany me..."
Fu Sihan trembled his eyelashes, and subconsciously hugged him into his arms. He gasped from the pain, but he refused to let go.
"Do you know how scared I was during the avalanche! I was afraid that something would happen to you, and I was holding on so hard that day that I didn't dare to fall... It's great to see you all right... It's great..."
As Fu Sihan spoke, his eyes couldn't help but turn red.
Chi Baiwan lowered his head and watched his hair whirling, feeling tangled in his heart. It was no good to push him away, and it was no good if he didn't push him away. He remembered the scene when Fu Sihan saved him, so sincerely wanted him to live, let him live. At this moment, Chi Baiwan couldn't push him aside ruthlessly.
Chi Baiwan could only put his hands on his shoulders, and said softly, "Would you like some water?"
Fu Sihan immediately nodded, grabbed his hands and held them in his palms, fingers crossed to prevent him from taking them away: "Drink, I'll drink..."
Chi Baiwan thought in his heart, didn't he want to die of thirst just now?I need to drink water now, do I still have to eat?
Fu Sihan looked at him expectantly, love was about to roll out of his eyes.
Chi Baiwan's hands felt his warm chest and solid heartbeat, and he couldn't help but think of that day under the snow-capped mountains, when Fu Sihan almost died because of him, and his heart ached uncontrollably.
No matter what, Fu Sihan was still alive.
He didn't want Fu Sihan to die, even if he hated him, it wasn't to that extent.
The strong bodyguards quickly handed over the water, and then left very discerningly, not forgetting to close the door before leaving.
Fu Sihan let go of Chi Baiwan, and drank by himself. While drinking, he stared at Chi Baiwan with his bloodshot eyes without blinking, for fear that he would leave halfway.
Chi Baiwan sat down, lowered his eyelids, and peeled fruit with a knife.
Fu Sihan hurriedly swallowed the water and coughed twice, "Wanwan, are you really back? Am I really not dreaming?"
His gaze lingered on Chi Baiwan, as if he couldn't believe that the person taking care of him in front of him was really Chi Baiwan, repeatedly confirming.
Chi Baiwan replied coldly: "No."
Fu Sihan couldn't hide his smile, his brows and eyes were bent, melting a layer of chill.
"Wanwan..." He called Chi Baiwan's name very gently, with strong longing and reluctance brewing in it, "I was really afraid, if I didn't protect you at that time, then I would definitely go crazy, then I would I can't show up at your bedside to watch you wake up in the first place, but fortunately, I'm the one who hurts now..."
Chi Baiwan felt sore again, he didn't know what to say, so he could only hand him the apple: "Eat it, it's good to be alive."
"It's good to be alive, it's good for you to be alive, it's good for me to be alive to see you..." Fu Sihan, who was going to starve himself to death just now, took the apple that Chi Baiwan had peeled, and blinked vigorously while gnawing on it.
He just didn't want to let himself cry, it seemed too embarrassing.
Although Fu Sihan didn't understand why Chi Baiwan suddenly turned on him, he would never ask.
He is so greedy for this tenderness, he just wants to numb himself, and dare not remind Chi Baiwan.
Fu Sihan couldn't believe it, he really thought it was a dream.
Not only did Chi Baiwan not intend to leave, but he even stared at him with those beautiful peach blossom eyes, as if he had done this many times when he was unconscious.
Thinking of this possibility, Fu Sihan's heart skipped a beat.
Although he had only woken up not long ago, he didn't look sick, on the contrary, he was extremely energetic.
With trembling hands, he tried to pull Chi Baiwan's hand.
Chi Baiwan pursed his lips and did not refuse.
Fu Sihan tentatively pulled him to his side again, but Chi Baiwan didn't struggle, but followed his movements and got a lot closer to him.
Although he wasn't looking at him, it was because Fu Sihan felt the tenderness and calmness, and he didn't resist himself so much, which made Fu Sihan ecstatic. When he treated Chi Baiwan, he held it in his hand for fear of falling. , I'm afraid it will melt in my mouth, I like everything very much.
He took Chi Baiwan's hand, kissed his ring finger, and was forgiven.
Fu Sihan's eyes were red and hot due to his connivance, and he couldn't help but want to cry. The tears that had been suppressed just now flowed out again. He gritted his teeth tightly and lowered his head. On the quilt, I couldn't help crying.
Even though he knew that Chi Baiwan didn't forgive him just because of guilt.
But Fu Sihan was already content.
Even the nurse didn't care when he entered the room and put the needle back into the back of his hand.
Chi Baiwan didn't say anything, to be precise, he was used to it.
I'm used to it... Fu Sihan's obsessive love for him, no matter what form it takes, the result is the same——
See him all the time, or go mad.
This time it's pulling out the needle, and next time it's smashing the hospital, Fu Sihan will definitely be able to do it.
Chi Baiwan lowered his head, but was hugged tightly by Fu Sihan, with his chin resting on his neck, rubbing back and forth, so dependent.
Chi Baiwan said in a low voice: "Okay, this is the hospital, you should lie down and rest first."
"I don't." Fu Sihan said persistently and persistently: "Wanwan, I like you, I love you, I know that my current appearance may not satisfy you, but I promised that I would change for you Yes, so I ask you to believe me, for the rest of my life, I will definitely treat you well, and I will double what I owe you, okay? I can even give you all of the Fu family, and you are afraid that I will treat you badly again Do you? Just give me another chance. I am willing to serve you. I have to serve you in this life. In the future, you can work if you want to work, and spend my money if you don’t want to work. I will do whatever you want. Beat me up, stab me with a knife, I am willing to do anything, as long as you stay with me at ease, I have nothing else to ask for..."
Chi Baiwan felt tired and a little guilty, "You know, we were never about money before."
Fu Sihan still stubbornly said: "But this is my promise, I want you to believe me once again. Can you love me again? You don't know, I signed a contract before going to France. From now on, The property of the Fu family has your name. In this case, you can even kick me out and become the president yourself. I am the one who is really worried... Do you think that I am paranoid to the point of abnormality? It's okay, let me worry about whether I will be dumped by you in the future, you don't have to be afraid anymore... Wanwan, I really can't live without you, it's worse than death, I thought I could adapt, but I was wrong It's so wrong, it's outrageously wrong, I can't do it without you..."
After hearing these words, Chi Baiwan's face was almost pale.
Crazy, Fu Sihan must be crazy.
Such a crazy and desperate person... What other crazy actions could he do?
Chi Baiwan didn't dare to think about it.
At this time, all the things he has done for himself are vivid in his mind, and he is really working hard, trying to learn to love him again.
But those are not the most important, the most important thing is that Fu Sihan almost died in order to save him...
Fu Sihan died once to save him, but Chi Baiwan was unmoved at that time.
But this time is different...
This guilt is enough to make Chi Baiwan at a loss.
Seeing his tangled expression, Fu Sihan felt even sadder. He grabbed Chi Baiwan's hand and put it on his lips, kissing it almost greedily: "Wanwan...don't be so embarrassing...I'm not in a hurry to get yours The answer, in fact, to be honest, I am used to you not being nice to me, maybe I am Stockholm, if you smile at me, I even feel like I am fantasizing... Don't look at me hurt like this, but I can't catch up with you Sneering at me makes me uncomfortable, I know I asked for it, I deserve it, as long as you don’t want me, can you leave me a way to survive? I’m going to be driven crazy by you, Wanwan, you have pity on me Can you leave me a way out?"
What is right and what is wrong, what is right and what is wrong?
Not to mention Fu Sihan, even Chi Baiwan was going to be driven crazy.
Fu Sihan put his hand to his cheek, closed his eyes and rubbed against him affectionately.
Fu Sihan even wore the wedding ring without taking it off.
His appearance looks much more reliable than before...
He is indeed changing, and Chi Baiwan also sees it.
God, what should he do?
Can his love be endured again?
Does he deserve to be trusted?
This time, can I really spend my life with him?
Chi Baiwan didn't have an answer in his heart, and he didn't dare to trust him like that.
He probably couldn't trust anyone in his life.
Chi Baiwan could only look down at his hands, biting his lips: "We'll talk about this after you recover from your illness..."
Fu Sihan was stunned, his heart softened, and he felt pain again, "Wanwan, what did you say? Say it again? I'm fine now, I'm not sick anymore, look—"
He was about to get up after saying this, Chi Baiwan could only hold him down, and said helplessly, "Stop making trouble."
Fu Sihan held his hand and didn't let go: "Then can you tell me now?"
Chi Baiwan sighed silently, and repeated: "I said, if you want to chase, you can chase after it. I can't control it anymore, and I'm tired. But I may leave at any time, because I can no longer fully trust you... Can you understand?"
Fu Sihan was unable to speak, he could only use his last bit of strength to hug his lost lover, "I can... thank you, thank you, Wanwan..."
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