Chapter 29 Confession...
Chapter 29 Confession...
"Hey, Chen Lu! Can you just throw Edwin into the hotel alone? It's not like the house can't accommodate four people."
After setting up Vanessa, Chen Lu and An Chen returned to the room. Seeing Chen Lu's back, An Chen couldn't help asking.
Chen Lu sat on the sofa, calmly picked up a book, and ignored An Chen's question at all.
"I thought Edwin was your friend." It seemed that it wasn't, Chen Lu's attitude towards Edwin was quite strange.An Chen silently thought that when ordering food, he would not forget what Edwin liked to eat, but once Edwin said something to Chen Lu, Chen Lu's attitude immediately cooled down.
"It's a friend." Chen Lu lowered his head and continued to read the book, but only he knew whether he read that page or not.
"He likes you?" An Chen tentatively asked this sentence, and he began to regret it after saying it. Looking at the scene, even though Edwin liked Chen Lu, Chen Lu's attitude did not want to like Edwin. of.
"So the contradiction, in my heart, he can be a very good friend and a good companion, but not a lover, do you understand?" Chen Lu closed the book on his lap, looked at An Chen with deep eyes.
"Understood, Vanessa is your girlfriend?" Chen Lu doesn't like men, right?And he already has a girlfriend, Vanessa. "Since Vanessa is your girlfriend, Edwin is indeed impossible. He is also Vanessa's friend! If he likes you, he will struggle in his heart. But I feel that he has the courage to face his feelings, very Free and easy, it is enviable."
"You envy him?" Chen Lu raised his eyebrows, looked at An Chen, stood up, and patted An Chen on the shoulder.
"I just think he is very brave in love. If I had his courage before, I wouldn't be with Fang Chen..." An Chen's words when referring to Fang Chen were obviously flickering.
"So you won't break up with Fang Chen?" Chen Lu continued An Chen's words lightly. Of course, only he knew that An Chen would never regret breaking up with Fang Chen, because after An Chen broke up, , without a trace of nostalgia.
An Chen shook his head and said nothing.He just felt that if he could reject Fang Chen from the beginning, Fang Chen would not be hiding his inner sadness like this now.Attending class together every day, An Chen could tell that he no longer had nostalgia for Fang Chen, but the other party still had expectations for him.
"Indeed, sometimes, Edwin is indeed a very enviable person. Most of the time, I can't be as free and easy as him." Chen Lu took the hand on An Chen's shoulder, and the corner of his mouth curled, A faint smile emerged, as if remembering something.
"I thought you were similar to him, and didn't care about other people's opinions at all." How could a person like Chen Lu envy others?It's an unbelievable fact.But when An Chen saw the expression on Chen Lu's face when he said this, was it a lie?
Chen Lu sat back on the sofa and rubbed his forehead, and An Chen joined him.
"I don't care about some people's opinions, but I must care about some people's opinions. Edwin knows that I don't have feelings for him, but he still doesn't give up, which makes me very embarrassed."
"Also...Edwin is not ignoring Vanessa's feelings, it's just because he knows that my relationship with Vanessa is not love."
"The two of you are very close." Arm in arm, sticking together, Vanessa acted like a spoiled child, and you acted very doting. In this way, you are a man and a woman of the same age, and they are not related by blood. Say you two are not lovers, not to mention that newspapers and magazines don't believe it, I think it's hard for ordinary people not to believe it!
An Chen recalled Chen Lu's thoughtfulness to Vanessa at the restaurant table just now, and his heart could feel slightly sour.It's not a short time to be Chen Lu's friend, and it's the first time I've seen Chen Lu be so careful with other people.
"Intimacy does not mean that it must be a relationship of lovers. I was bombarded by those newspapers and magazines before and had this idea, but it was rejected in an instant. Don't say that Vanessa herself didn't have this idea. I have always regarded her as my sister. , Thinking of it inexplicably makes me feel ridiculous." Chen Lu supported his head, and turned to look at An Chen beside him.
"It's hard to guess a woman's mind. Maybe Vanessa likes you, but it's buried deep!" Just like Fang Chen, but when he heard that Chen Lu and Vanessa didn't know their relationship, An Chen was inexplicably relieved .
"No, you know I also have a name named Stevon Wilkin, Vanessa likes Stevon Wilkin's movies, Stevon Wilkin's talent, she claims to be My number one movie fan, she used to come to my set to make trouble when I was filming, which caused me a lot of headaches.” Although he was talking about headaches, Chen Lu showed a faint smile on his helpless face .
"What's more, if I really like Vanessa, I've known her for more than ten years, and I wouldn't feel nothing even now."
"Sometimes you don't notice your feelings when you're around." An Chen shook his head in denial.
Chen Lu fell back on the sofa, then rolled his eyes: "I'm not interested in women."
How can you tell me that Vanessa really has nothing to do with me?Chen Lu felt that those tabloids were very annoying, talking nonsense about everything. If An Chen saw those newspapers and magazines from the M country against himself and Vanessa, he would not believe anything he said!Fortunately, he should not know.
As soon as Chen Lu said this, An Chen was dumbfounded.
Chen Lu doesn't like women, is he not interested in women?
Didn't he just get annoyed by what he always thought he had something to do with Vanessa?Is this his angry words?
Or...Chen Lu really doesn't like women.
It was also reported in the tabloids in the previous life that Chen Lu was probably gay. Could it be that this is not a random report, but a fact?
"Chen Lu, you're not interested in women, don't tell me...you like...men?" An Chen asked slightly hesitantly, looking at Chen Lu leaning on the sofa, An Chen didn't know what it was like .
"Edwin likes you, but... didn't you reject him?"
Chen Lu turned his head and looked at An Chen: "I like men, is there a direct connection with liking Edwin? Why do I have to like Edwin."
"Sorry! I said the wrong thing." An Chen twitched the corner of his mouth and choked out this sentence. Now he doesn't know how he feels.
Chen Lu, who was already under the same roof as him, actually likes men?
Why can't I see it normally?
"Are you prejudiced against colleagues?" Chen Lu raised his eyebrows, propped his chin with one hand, and looked at An Chen.
"No, it's just that this happened to you by accident, especially today I just found out that you are Stevon Wilkin." It's just really too unexpected, and I didn't think much about the others.In the entertainment industry, there are many hidden homosexuals, and An Chen has seen many, so he has no prejudice.
"My name is Chen Lu." Chen Lu approached An Chen, An Chen retreated instinctively, but Chen Lu's hand that was stuck around An Chen's waist suddenly made An Chen unable to avoid it.Chen Lu looked directly at An Chen, and said these words word by word.
It was Chen Lu, not Stevon Wilkin.
"An Chen, among all the friends I know, only you have this name, Chen Lu."
"Many people don't understand what this name means to me. I hope you will understand one day."
Chen Lu's focused eyes made An Chen unable to ignore the past, so he could only turn his head slightly, trying to focus his attention on other positions.The two of them were so close that An Chen could feel Chen Lu's body temperature, and Chen Lu could also feel An Chen's heartbeat, which was getting faster and heavier.
"You said that you envied Edwin for being free and easy, and being able to face the person you love very frankly and express your feelings. But sometimes, this kind of free and easy and straightforward can only make people farther away. .”
"Are you right?" Chen Lu smiled slightly at An Chen, and then let go of his hand, but his body was still close to An Chen.
An Chen only noticed Chen Lu's words, but didn't notice Chen Lu's hand.
"Maybe! The weather is quite hot, so you don't need to get so close!" An Chen smiled and continued to back away.
Chen Lu just stared at An Chen and didn't make any movements. An Chen felt embarrassed, stopped his movements and froze there.
"Do you know why Edwin told you at the beginning that he is my future lover?" Chen Lu stretched his brows and slowed down the expression on his face.
"I don't understand." At the time, I didn't understand, but now I understand a little bit. When An Chen saw the Chen Lu in front of him, he didn't know what was going on in his mind.Chen Lu's actions can easily make him think wrong.Distracted, An Chen recalled the accident this morning and the previous joke between Chen Lu and himself.
An Chen instinctively avoided thinking of that answer.
"I admit that Edwin is my friend because he knows me very well. So he can see you..." Chen Lu didn't continue because An Chen covered his mouth.
Chen Lu looked at An Chen silently. Under Chen Lu's gaze, An Chen seemed a little uneasy.
He smiled a little stiffly: "I'm very tired today, I'm going to bed."
Chen Lu looked at An Chen for a long time, until An Chen almost ran away, he smiled, and then very softly pressed a kiss on An Chen's forehead: "I'm going to take a bath, good night, An Chen."
Chen Lu straightened up, then stood up, took some clothes, and walked into the bathroom.
Only An Chen was left in the living room, sitting on the sofa alone, holding his forehead weakly.
Who can tell him, what is he thinking in his heart right now!
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