Why do you think I don't love you anymore

Chapter 74 Exclusively published by Jinjiang Literature City

"Sleep with him," Wen Qianhe added, "I just slept and didn't do anything. I left without saying goodbye. He was looking for me for a year and was very tired, so he rested for half a month." Why did Tingyun lock the two of them in the room for half a month and just lie on the bed to sleep, not letting them do anything.The first time I saw Zhou Tingyun, he looked thin and out of shape, his eyes lost their color, and he couldn't see a little bit of the bright eyes in the past, which were dull, and the dark circles piled up one after another, making him look like a whole person Ten years older.

He knew that Zhou Tingyun might not have had a sound sleep this year, so he just slept for half a month.

Thinking of this, his heart ached again, as if he was slowly falling.

Jiang Junxiu restarted the car, "He has changed a lot, he is not the same as before, he cares about you very much,"

"Well," Wen Qianhe failed to manage his expression, showing a sad look, with his head lowered unknowingly.

"In my eyes, as long as two people love each other, there is no reason to separate."

Wen Qianhe sniffed, "Maybe I was thinking too much, I never felt that I could be with him, the most impulsive thing I did was to like him, as for the others, I didn't think about it, even He can really like someone for a long time, I never thought about it, I really didn't expect it to be like this, it's not like him," Wen Qianhe murmured, obviously losing control of his emotions, and didn't care about Jiang Junxiu.

"I know him very well. He is strong, domineering, likes the old and dislikes the new, loves new things, is competitive, and is self-centered. He doesn't understand love at all, and he doesn't know how to cherish. , It changed so well, I remember that before he left, he said that it was not up to me, and everyone would live the same life when he was gone. Even if it was an angry word, I felt uncomfortable for a long time," Wen Qianhe lamented, as light as a thin Feng, "I feel so uncomfortable now,"

As he spoke, he covered his face.

Jiang Junxiu kept silent and drove quietly. It was the first time he saw Wen Qianhe who had lost control of his emotions. He was shocked and sympathetic, and he could empathize with him. He said in a relaxed tone, "You can cry if you want to. The law doesn't stipulate that lawyers can't cry when they lose their love."

If it is a broken relationship, there is a possibility of reunion, he feels that he is equivalent to being widowed, Zhou Tingyun will not look for him again, there is no hidden expectation, he has been hurt by himself.Wen Qianhe thought desperately.

"Actually, you are still sensible," Jiang Junxiu looked at his watch, then at Wen Qianhe, turned the car around, and drove towards a nearby bar.

Today is not a working day.

Both were visibly out of shape.

When they arrived at the destination, Wen Qianhe didn't say much, and followed in.

Although it was the first time I came here, I didn't show much interest because I was in a bad mood.

"Do you come here often?"

He witnessed Jiang Junxiu skillfully greeted the bartender, took the order familiarly, and led him into the premium booth.

"Fortunately, sometimes it is necessary to handle a case, come here to find inspiration."

Even if Wen Qianhe was not in the state anymore, he found that there were only men here, and there were almost no women.

Jiang Junxiu brought him here probably gay.

It's no secret now.

"You want to tell me today, are you actually gay?"

Jiang Junxiu returned to his usual coldness and suppressed his smile. "I want you to recognize yourself. Of course, also recognize each other."

"Recognize myself?" Wen Qianhe looked at him suspiciously, "What do you want to say." Jiang Junxiu suddenly seemed to have returned to the arrogance and aloofness of his college days, strange and familiar.

"Well, let's do the first thing first," Jiang Junxiu said while taking out his mobile phone, opened Weibo, and handed it to him, "As far as I know, you seem to be disconnected from the Internet, and you will start to connect to the Internet today, otherwise I'm afraid you will regret it .”

Wen Qianhe glanced quickly, found that it was about Zhou Tingyun, and looked at it carefully from the beginning.

It was a Weibo, the last Weibo posted by Zhou Tingyun half a year ago: Married, the subject has a Ph.D. in Law from A University, and holds the People's Republic of China Legal Professional Qualification Certificate, A Certificate.Below is his doctoral graduation photo, with a slight mosaic on his face, so of course acquaintances can recognize it at a glance.

Reposted, commented and liked more than [-] million.

Wen Qianhe couldn't close his mouth in surprise for a moment, and looked at him in shock, "Well, why didn't he say it, he didn't say it,"

"Everyone knows something, why do you say it? I thought you knew it when I first came here, but then I gradually realized that you don't seem to know anything." Jiang Junxiu put back his phone, "This is a story that caused a sensation in the entertainment industry half a year ago. One thing. At that time, big and small marketing accounts crazily attacked him, all kinds of black materials emerged one after another, and the overwhelming scandals drove Zhou Tingyun to a dead end. He himself never came forward to clarify, as if he didn't care about his ambiguity at all. , but his team was struggling fearlessly, but they couldn't make a splash. Waves of dirty water poured in from the forces behind, and the public opinion intensified layer by layer. After pushing him to the cusp, it was revealed that he was crazy, crazy Yes, he made his first statement after these things fermented, which is this Weibo.”

The team thought he was crazy, and they tried their best to clean up the crime, but the person involved added fuel to the fire and pushed himself into the fire pit.

The company even gave up on him directly.

In a situation where everyone betrays relatives, people are on the verge of going crazy even if they have nothing to do.

"At that time, it became the topic of talk and joke in the entertainment circle. The actor and the big star turned out to be gay, and he showed it off in such a high-profile way." Jiang Junxiu's tone became a little darker, "Wen Qianhe, sometimes I really admire you, You are so good, whether it is study or relationship, you can tune Zhou Tingyun, a bad lion, and teach him to do this."

Wen Qianhe looked blankly, unable to agree or deny what he said. When he was with Zhou Tingyun, he didn't expect the other party to change. He just did his own thing and took the person he loved seriously. If a person wants to be crazy, he must be completely crazy, so he spares no effort to accompany Zhou Tingyun.

Accompaniment is five years, five years as one day.

"I'm actually here for you, not because of any work. I'm really curious about what kind of magic power you have, which fascinates Zhou Tingyun."

Wen Qianhe's brain couldn't keep up with what he said, he was already fixed by the information he just saw, and he was still pondering and chewing.

"I've been with you for so long. I'm sorry that I didn't find you attractive. You are timid, stubborn, and too sensible. I used to think you were cute and innocent when I was in college. I don't know why you have become like this. If someone does this for me , I want to be with him even if I bear the infamy of thousands of generations. I am envious, jealous, and worthless for Zhou Tingyun. You don't love him at all!"

Wen Qianhe said calmly: "Why do you say that I don't love you? If you knew a person with bad deeds, would you choose to be with him? No one would, let alone this person has hurt you."

You can say that he is ruthless, you can say anything about him, but you can't say that he doesn't love Zhou Tingyun.

"No one is born a masochist, and those who commit sluts can only show that the other party is worth it."

Jiang Junxiu said: "Your words are very contradictory. Since he has hurt you, why is it worth talking about?"

"From a rational point of view, I will not choose someone who has backed me. In reality, I have to compromise."

"Did he fund your schooling?"

"You all know?" Wen Qianhe didn't feel surprised after asking. His family situation and several roommates knew it well, "It can be said that even if I repay my kindness, I should do my best. From undergraduate to Ph.D. , he really helped me a lot, and he and I are inseparable."

The student period was a warm and turbulent time, pressed in the bottom of my heart, and the spring was warm and the flowers were blooming.

His expression warmed up a lot, he was no longer so sad, but still haggard.

"It's a bit far-fetched that you came here for me. You like Zhou Tingyun,"

Jiang Junxiu twitched the corners of his mouth, beat his hands crossed on his chest, "You know?"

"I already knew that you came here not only for me, but you think you have a chance, so you came here to learn from the scriptures or something."

In fact, when he chose to come here, he didn't intend to keep his secrets, "I have all of them. But the former is the most. I know that I have no chance, so I didn't plan to say it or take action. Secret love cares about feelings, Saying it out loses the meaning of its own existence. I admire Zhou Tingyun, starting from the A big voice competition in college. To be honest, I fell in love with him before you, but because of fear, I dare not approach him. I don’t know if he is gay, until I bumped into you two together."

This is the reason why he doesn't want to study medicine, he doesn't want to face female patients every day, let alone contact them.

He has discovered this strange phenomenon of himself since junior high school. Every time he went to the hospital and saw his parents touching female patients, he couldn't bear it, and then he simply stopped going.

Very disgusted with this job.

Of course, I dare not tell my parents, for fear of being regarded as a different kind.

So when his family tried their best to persuade him to study science and take the medical major, he refused in his heart. But after half a year of studying, he found that the rejection of the opposite sex was getting stronger and stronger. In the end, he did not hesitate to switch to liberal arts at the expense of his family.

No matter what, he can't choose to study science. Studying science means that he must become a doctor in the future. After majoring in science, she was allowed to choose her university major, but her parents secretly edited her choice for the college entrance examination and studied medicine.

In order to avoid such a thing from happening, Jiang Junxiu directly transferred from the science class to the liberal arts class in the second year of high school, and he got into a stalemate with his family. His sister provided all the tuition fees.

When he was in college, he lived more cautiously, fearing that people would know that he had this strange disease, and even boys were excluded.

In the first year of coming to University A, I was asked by my class to participate in the final of The Voice of A, where I met Zhou Tingyun.

This man seems to be born for the stage, with his unearthly temperament, focused eyes, unique voice, and high-quality appearance, people can't take their eyes off him.

Especially those star-like eyes, just looking at each other inadvertently, let him never forget it till now.

From then on, he felt that he was really sick, and he developed a love for a boy.

Like an opium addict, the more depressed, the more crazy he grows.At the same time, he became more and more inferior. He felt that he was not worthy of Zhou Tingyun, and he didn't even dare to inquire about him. He just watched his game videos repeatedly.

It wasn't until later that I ran into Wen Qianhe and Zhou Tingyun together that I suddenly realized that my crush was the same as him, and I also understood that this was not a disease, but a normal sexual orientation.

Because Zhou Tingyun and Zhou Tingyun were very high-profile, they did not hide anything outside the school. The bold kisses, warm hugs, and frequent dates deeply stimulated him.

He regretted that he didn't take the initiative at the beginning and let Wen Qianhe take the lead.

He began to pay attention to this low-key and quiet boy in the dormitory, making conversations intentionally or unintentionally, wondering why Zhou Tingyun liked him.

After the initial contact, he thought that Wen Qianhe had nothing special to attract people except that he worked hard in his studies and was more delicate and good-looking than ordinary people.

Later, as he expected, the two broke up, and Zhou Tingyun felt novelty towards Wen Qianhe for a while.

He was secretly happy for a long time, and secretly went to the platform where Zhou Tingyun published songs and left a lot of comments. He was one of the few people who knew that Zhou Tingyun had a music account. He started to pay attention to him and became his fan since college. Loyal fans.

He wanted to get acquainted with Zhou Tingyun in this way, but somehow Zhou Tingyun didn't seem to be on the music account often after falling in love with Wen Qianhe.

Later, Wen Qianhe reconciled with him and moved out of the dormitory to live together. He felt that he was completely useless, so he had to bury this thought deeply in addition to being uncomfortable.

Then Zhou Tingyun participated in the competition of "The Voice of the Sky", Zhou Tingyun standing on the stage once again brought back his youthful and beautiful memories, and the familiar throbbing in his youth filled his whole heart again, clearly saying that it was okay No matter how much I pay attention, I still can't control it, and it becomes more and more out of control.

The night Zhou Tingyun won the championship, he hid on the bed in the dormitory and watched midnight, his eyes were red and swollen from crying.

This man is his dream, whether he gets it or not.

He even hoped that Wen Qianhe and Zhou Tingyun could be together forever. He could not deny that Wen Qianhe was excellent, with an inexplicable toughness that no one else had, and was born with a soft look.

Unexpectedly, this kind of thing would happen in the end. Zhou Tingyun's reputation was ruined and he was abandoned by his lover. This was a fact he couldn't accept no matter what. It turned out to be Wen Qianhe who broke up.

So I inquired about Wen Qianhe's whereabouts. It happened that when the case was being handled, an acquaintance said that the law firm where he used to work had a Ph.

I want to know why, why I broke up suddenly after being together for five years, and I also want to know more about Wen Qianhe, did I misunderstand him before?

After getting along a lot, I found that Wen Qianhe is not a ruthless person. He loves this profession so much. He is dedicated to his work but still has a heart of compassion. As a lawyer, he must seek the interests of the client, just like the world It is often said that criminal defense lawyers speak for the "wicked".And Wen Qianhe knew it in his heart, but he still couldn't do it, so he didn't plan to do a criminal defense.He is extremely gentle and meticulous to everything around him, from people to animals.

It's such a person, it's hard for him to imagine that Zhou Tingyun could just leave when he was down.

Besides him, no one can match Zhou Tingyun.

I don't have much ability, but if I can do something for Zhou Tingyun, I will do my best.

The dream is far away, but it exists.

When he really saw the dream itself at the door that day, he felt dizzy and unreal, and was about to suffocate.

Wen Qianhe asked: "If you knew it earlier, would you take the initiative?"

"I want to answer your question at the beginning. If someone hurt me, I would definitely not choose him again, but this person is Zhou Tingyun, and I may be like you, without even hesitation." Jiang Junxiu is generous say.

"It seems that this matter does not pay attention to first-come, first-served," Wen Qianhe felt sour when he heard his statement, and took a sip of spicy wine. The liquid burned his throat, and such strong wine directly choked him out of tears.

"Good wine should be tasted slowly, you are too impatient."

Wen Qianhe wiped away tears, "I was too impatient and still stubborn. Others are changing, but I am still in the same place. I am too introverted, too inferior, why not be crazy and thorough, thinking that I am brave, but not as good as him one ten-thousandth of that."

Zhou Tingyun dared to confess to him in front of the people of the whole country, openly disobeying the Zhou He family, disregarding the world, and going against common sense.

No one has ever done this before. Zhou Tingyun is No. 1 in the entertainment industry and ended his acting career in this way.

Why did it arise, why did it die.

Jiang Junxiu raised his eyebrows, "Any ideas?"

"Well, when this case is over, I will resign."

"Me too."

"I don't like this city very much." The place he likes is the place where life is presented in the dusk, and every situation makes people feel happy. It is a place where you can rely on your head and hold your hands.

"If I quit my job, I will do what I want to do. If I meet him again by fate, I will bravely chase him."

They were inseparable, and they would meet, he believed.

If it doesn't work, just take the initiative to find it.

"Well, touch one." Jiang Junxiu raised his glass and said with a smile: "We will do our best in this case."

"Well, uphold justice and plead for the people." Wen Qianhe also raised his glass, and took a sip. The mellow aroma of the wine wrapped around his teeth three times and slowly flowed into his throat, making him laugh uncontrollably.