Why do you think I don't love you anymore

Chapter 80 Overhaul

1.

The Nanjing concert is Zhou/Tingyun's first solo concert since his debut. The industry is very optimistic about it, and a lot of money has been invested.Almost everything is a top match, and the actor's concert is naturally unprecedented.

Moreover, Zhou/Tingyun had already debuted as a singer, and the popularity reached a new high in an instant.

Tickets were sold out long ago, and the battle was not lost to any singer at the king level.

Thousands of people in the stadium shouted, glow sticks, banners, and joined together.

Which singer owns such a stage is not enthusiastic and wants to perform to his heart's content.

That handsome figure came slowly, exuding air-conditioning all over his body, no amount of delicate makeup could conceal his lost eyes.

Facing thousands of fans and the things he loves, he wanted to sing, but he lost his voice when he opened his mouth several times.

I can't sing anymore.

What happened continuously in the past few days made him collapse, and he was in a trance, unable to remember a single word.

The concert that he started preparing for half a year ago couldn't be pushed away, and the capital pushed him out, regardless of the result.

Zhou/Tingyun inadvertently caught a glimpse of the center of the stage, which once belonged only to Wen Qianhe.

Thinking of Wen Qianhe, my heart aches and I can't breathe.

His throat seemed to be choked, wanting him to die.

So please have a good time.

He ignored the teleprompter and slumped to the ground.

The whole place was quiet, I don't know why.

The choked and hoarse voice that overflowed from the throat was small but clear enough, floating in the wide field.

"I've always wanted to write a song for a guy, since I knew I liked him.

I have raised the pen many times, over and over again, over and over again, but I can't start, there is no word to express.

As a mature singer-songwriter, it's hard to imagine that his words are so poor.

I also know he wants to, just don't say it.

Every time he remembers exactly what song I wrote, what stage I sang and what I danced in which performance.

The road he walked with me was walked by me with bare feet and a knife.

I was hanging on the tip of the knife, and he was always following it steadily under the knife, afraid that I would accidentally drop it.

He is docile and kind, and his temperament is the opposite of mine. When I have a bad temper, he always endures it, never disagrees with me, and obeys me.

I thought he was like this, quietly, and would accompany me for the rest of his life..."

Zhou/Tingyun seemed to be covered in a haze, his voice was cold, desperate and painful.

"I know who you want to ask, it's not my girlfriend, it's my boyfriend, you can laugh at me as much as you want, your idol likes men, and the star you admire is gay. The key, now, I don't want to be this idol either I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't give an explanation for your support and love, please like others..."

No matter how the staff reminded Zhou/Tingyun in the video, he still went his own way and muttered to himself.

Tell the fans about the things that are suppressed in your heart.

However, the scene was very chaotic and noisy, and they couldn't empathize with it, and they couldn't understand that they just came to the concert, but they heard a shocking melon, which came from the mouth of the person involved.

Many people threw things on the stage, hitting Zhou/Tingyun.

But Zhou/Tingyun remained unmoved, and was finally dragged down by Julie and the others.

This is the second video Wen Qianhe watched. He was bored in the office after his lecture today. He had adjusted his state and prepared himself mentally before watching it, but he still couldn't help crying in this scene.

The first video is Zhou/Tingyun's recording of a variety show and going mad at Tao Wan on the spot, telling her to shut up and not call Mr. Zhou.

Tao Wan was so frightened that her face turned pale and she was speechless for a long time.

Others smooth things over and ask why.

Zhou/Tingyun just said lightly, my wife likes this title.

After finishing speaking, he left and never appeared in this variety show again.

With a snap, Wen Qianhe turned off the videos and destroyed them. This is just the tip of the iceberg. It's just what happened after he left for a month. After that, it may be even more difficult to accept.

At this moment, the office door rang.

"Come in," Wen Qianhe put away the fragments, wiped away tears, and pretended to be reading the handout.

"Qianhe, do you still have class?" Zhou/Tingyun pushed the door open and approached, "Why are you looking so bad, are you crying? Which bastard made you angry," he rubbed and coaxed distressedly, "They're all so grown up, why are they still acting like primary school students to make the teacher angry? See if I don't give him color, I really think you're easy to bully."

Wen Qianhe smiled and said, "It's none of their business, I just watched a movie, it was very touching,"

"What movie?"

"The documentary is very real." Wen Qianhe held his hand and rubbed his face, "Your hand is so warm." Feeling that it was not enough, she hugged him again, "Honey, you are so handsome today."

Zhou/Tingyun was very comfortable being rubbed, Wen Qianhe's face was slippery, "You hook me up like this, do you want to stimulate me in the office?"

"..."

Wen Qianhe woke up immediately, raised her head, "You got off work so early?"

"A shameless friend came back from the United States and insisted on getting together,"

"Luo Jia, let's go, it's been a long time," Wen Qianhe hurriedly picked up his computer and held his hand.

"Seeing that other men are so active, every time I see my husband after get off work, it's very slow, hum."

"What are you mumbling about?"

"It's nothing, is my wife driving today?"

"You are not afraid of my novice."

"Don't be afraid," Zhou/Tingyun leaned over and gave a mouthful, "One more kiss, in case you don't see the sun tomorrow."

"Nonsense, slap,"

----

"Xiaohe, you two have kept it from me for so long. I had a gay couple by my side for several months. I didn't realize it. I naively thought that you were really brothers, good brothers who slept together every day," Luo said. Jiawei ate this meal with a lot of chewing, feeling uncomfortable.

He seemed to be the last to know they were lovers.

"It was hard to say at the time, don't be angry, Luo Jia." Wen Qianhe explained with a smile.

Luo Jia was indignant, "It's just that there is no one who spoils my younger brother so much. It's as if others want his life at a glance. It turns out that there is adultery!"

Zhou/Tingyun raised his eyebrows and knocked on the table, "Pay attention to your wording, miss, if you still want me to invest in the next film and television drama, try to say something I like to hear."

Luo Jia's eyes lit up, "Brother, this is your agreement?" He was so talkative on the phone a few days ago, Zhou/Tingyun insisted on not letting go. But after all, he has no backing, and he can't get any good roles. Pu Teng hasn't made any splashes in the past few years.

It is said that Zhou/Tingyun is the thigh, you read that right, from the top of the entertainment industry to the biggest name in the investment industry, which entertainment company does not have his shares?

"I'll tell you how well-matched the two of you were at the beginning. You are a natural husband and wife. Xiaohe is gentle and pleasant. The elder brother is brave and domineering. He fits well. He is a talented man and a beautiful woman. Tsk tsk tsk. I can only envy you. I don't have Xiaohe's high education. IQ, and he doesn't have the looks and acting skills of the older brother, so he is only worthy of being a younger brother, so will the older brother be willing to support the younger brother?"

Zhou/Tingyun lowered his head and asked, "Baby, what do you think?"

Wen Qianhe couldn't stop laughing, "Yes, yes,"

Caught off guard, Zhou/Tingyun kissed her, and deliberately bit her tender lips.

Luo Jia: "..."

After Wen Qianhe was stunned, she gently pushed away, "Luo Jia is here,"

"He's one of his own, so he's not afraid." Zhou/Tingyun couldn't hold back and pressed down again.

Luo Jia didn't feel embarrassed at all, and picked up the phone with great interest to record this beautiful moment.

"Brother, give me a look."

Zhou/Tingyun gave a sideways look while kissing, ambiguous, affectionate, complicated and deep.

"It's too much, big brother. It's an epic performance. I want to watch this episode over and over again."

"Give it to me." Zhou/Tingyun snatched it, "Children don't want to read these. Do you want Qianhe?"

Wen Qianhe took a breath of fresh air, picked up his phone and played.

The kiss was so thick and hot.

"Routine, routine, big brother, will you praise me? I'm so pitiful. Last time, the brand has already decided on me. Who would have thought that Fang Jixia would come out halfway and snatch me away."

"Fang Jixia," Zhou/Tingyun only remembered this person when he read it for the third time. He was the starlet who took his place back then. "He, he hasn't broken up with his benefactor yet. It's interesting."

"You know him?"

Zhou/Tingyun took a sip of tea, "It's not just acquaintance, but also a relationship. This time, I'll help you out, and help you with Fang Jixia."

Fang Jixia was the one who made trouble at the beginning and reaped the benefits of the fisherman.

"As much as he took, he had to spit out twice as much."

Luo Jia burst into tears with gratitude, "Thank you bro, Qianhe, you are such a nice man! Lend me a few minutes."

Wen Qianhe took Zhou/Tingyun's shoulders, "No way!"

"..."

Zhou/Tingyun was flattered, "Baby, why are you so good today, you seem like a different person."

"I love you." Wen Qianhe leaned close to his ear and murmured, the desperate and mournful look in the video was still replaying in her mind, she just wanted to pamper the person in front of her.

"Who loves?"

"I."

"Love who?"

"you."

"Stay connected."

"I love you." Wen Qianhe took the initiative to kiss him on the cheek.

Lorgar: Looks like I should really go.

2.

Luo Jia was fed up with dog food, and asked to leave, which was really dazzling.

Zhou/Tingyun wished that he would leave as soon as possible. Today Wen Qianhe finally took the initiative to be enthusiastic and said so many pleasant things, so he didn't want to be disturbed.

The two of them are like young lovers, going for a walk after dinner, and the place they choose is their alma mater and the place where they first met—University A.

Zhou/Tingyun didn't want to suffer from a long-distance relationship, so he worked hard to open the company here.

He gritted his teeth and signed, encouraging other shareholders to agree.

But the company's foundation is in Yuncheng, and there can only be one subsidiary at most here, and the He family's business is huge, so it doesn't matter if it opens more or less.

Although Mr. He has given way to Zhou/Tingyun, the core business is in his hands.

After all, the grandson is too young and still needs to exercise.

"This is another milk tea shop." Wen Qianhe pointed.

Zhou/Tingyun was stunned, "Is there a milk tea shop here?"

"Forget, you didn't go to school very much before," Wen Qianhe led him to the door of the milk tea shop, "It used to be called aoao, but now it's changed to Gu Ming. Do you want milk tea? I invite you."

"It's rare and generous, let's go."

"When have I ever been mean to you?" Wen Qianhe said dissatisfied.

Zhou/Tingyun nodded thoughtfully, "That's true,"

Most of the memories in University A are bad, Zhou/Tingyun didn't really want to come, but he was afraid of disturbing his lover's interest.

The only memorable thing is meeting Wen Qianhe here.

But he is bad for the other party.

I'm really afraid of hurting the scene.

"This place is full of post-it notes," the two said after ordering milk tea and looking for a seat to wait.

It's eight o'clock in the evening, most of the students are in class, and some scattered students will come in when they see it.The business of this store is not bad, but most of the people bought it and went back to the dormitory in a hurry, and there are very few leisurely sitting here chatting.

Zhou/Tingyun glanced casually, and almost always wrote, "XX and XX will always be together", "I hope to pass the sixth-level exam", "I must get out of the singles this year".

The two looked at each other.

"You want to write?"

"I don't want to, who still writes about this stuff." Zhou/Tingyun turned his head away, what a childish and meaningless thing.

Wen Qianhe answered with a smile, "I went to your company yesterday and heard your employees say bad things about you."

"What are you talking about? They really ate the bear's heart and leopard's guts," Zhou/Tingyun was angry, so he just said it, and the key was for Wen Qianhe to hear it.

Wen Qianhe pretended to be casual and said, "Don't be so angry, it means you are a straight man of steel,"

Such a young and handsome president will inevitably become the capital of the company's after-dinner discussion. The most talked about is why the president does not have a girlfriend, and the proportion of female employees in the whole company is as high as 70.00%. When recruiting staff, the first requirement is to be a woman.

But in the eyes of this CEO, it seems that all female employees are tool people, and they all look the same.

When I made a mistake, I never despise you because you are acting like a baby and you are beautiful. Instead, I yell harder.

One time, a female employee suffered from severe pain during her regular holiday, so she went to ask for leave, and happened to meet this young and handsome president.

Zhou/Tingyun asked her what's wrong, why she looked sad.

The female worker didn't have any scruples, and directly said that the menstrual period is here, and the pain is severe.

Zhou/Tingyun asked, how long, please, a week?Seeing that the other party didn't respond, I asked one more question, is one month enough?

This is not irony. At that time, the young president's face was full of love for employees.

"I'm not a straight man anymore," Zhou/Tingyun scolded these puzzled people.

Wen Qianhe raised her head slightly, "You are not a straight man, so tell me, a girl is here as an aunt, what should you do as a boyfriend?"

Zhou/Tingyun's complexion changed slightly. Isn't this the last time he was called a laughingstock by the whole company? Since he was a child, he didn't care about girls' affairs. Girls' menstruation every month is a quick glance in the book. He I'm only interested in men. Although I didn't know my sexual orientation until I was in college, it doesn't hinder the previous unconscious behaviors.

After the last incident, he deliberately went to find out, ah, after a woman enters puberty, the endometrium is affected by ovarian hormones, and periodic uterine bleeding occurs, which is called menstruation. Generally, it takes about three days to a week. There is swelling and pain, and when it is severe, the abdomen will feel like falling...

"It's none of my business for a girl to come, and you won't come."

"What if I come?"

As soon as Wen Qianhe finished speaking, Zhou/Tingyun's eyes became strange.

"You can't come." He still insisted, but his upper body inadvertently moved closer to the other party.

"Come on, tell me the answer quickly." Wen Qianhe just wanted to hear it. The last time I went to the company and heard Zhou/Tingyun's joke, I couldn't help but wonder if my lover is a bit stupid and doesn't understand common sense. Teach yourself, and spread the knowledge in this area by the way.

Before waiting for the other party's answer, after a while, I put my hands on my belly and touched it, "If I can come, can I have a baby?"

Wen Qianhe's face turned red all of a sudden, with his tone and actions, he hurriedly knocked off those evil hands in anger, but was caught instead.

Zhou/Tingyun looked at it with eyes full of doting and intimacy, the scenery on the table was beautiful, and the undercurrent was surging under the table.

"Excuse me, here are the two cups of milk tea you ordered."

Wen Qianhe's body tensed up, not wanting others to see her carefully, her eyes had signaled Zhou/Tingyun countless times to let go.

But Zhou/Tingyun relied on his long hands to make an inch and slid upwards.

"Okay, thank you." Wen Qianhe tilted her head and smiled slightly.

As soon as the waiter left, Wen Qianhe grabbed the culprit's hand and pulled it out from the hem of his clothes, "You have no shame at all!"

Zhou/Tingyun blew on his hand with his mouth aggrieved, "You insisted on assuming it yourself, and I didn't force it, so I said no."

"I didn't say that."

"Well, I was wrong," Zhou/Tingyun tore off a blue sticky note from the wall next to him, "To express my apology, I now allow classmate Wen Qianhe to write down my shortcomings. I promise not to get angry, and I will take the initiative to change it.”

Wen Qianhe stared at the post-it note in front of him, hesitated, "I wrote it, and you have to write it too, so you can just write my good points."

"I won't write." Zhou/Tingyun said without thinking.

"Why?" Wen Qianhe was a little confused. Zhou/Tingyun directly refused at the beginning. This kind of behavior is quite naive, but they are lovers. Not only is it not naive, but also romantic. He used to You can envy the couples who are in pairs in class and go to various stores to play small games that belong to two people. Even if it is an extremely small thing, doing it with close people has special meaning.

Zhou/Tingyun approached, and said seriously: "This piece of paper is too small to hold your good points. I'll tell you tonight, and I can talk all night."

The corner of Wen Qianhe's mouth twitched, "You are right, I am powerless to refute."

After finishing speaking, he bowed his head and began to write.

Zhou/Tingyun inserted the straw into the cup and put it in Wen Qianhe's hand. While drinking, he stared at his peaceful and soft side face.

When Wen Qianhe wrote, he was extremely serious and focused, with a thoughtful element, and he paid great attention to the matter in front of him.

Zhou/Tingyun felt that he couldn't get enough of it no matter how much he looked at it. Why was he so good-looking? Why did he like it so much...

"All right."

Wen Qianhe raised his head suddenly, startling him.

Undecided in shock, the words came out first, "Let me have a look."

"Don't worry, let me make a statement first. The contents of this note only represent the paranoid side of myself in the past, and have nothing to do with the present."

Having said that, he became even more curious, and couldn't wait to find out, so he nodded frantically, "Okay, okay."

Wen Qianhe mysteriously handed over the note held in the palm of his hand to the other party, and reminded again, "Don't take it seriously, don't take it to heart, don't think about it, it has nothing to do with the present."

The standard characteristics of liberal arts students, no matter what, will be fully written.

This small post-it note is densely packed with Wen Qianhe's delicate and meaningful words.

Zhou/Tingyun scanned quickly and carefully, and then looked at the party who was tasting milk tea in surprise.

"You, do you really care about this?" He still didn't quite believe it.

Wen Qianhe nodded firmly, "Yes,"

"I only know that you said that you don't want others to be called Mr. Zhou. You seem to be indifferent to the rest. I thought you didn't care." At this moment, he suddenly remembered something from a long time ago, in a corner of his mind Almost ignored.

Wen Qianhe once said that he had the same idea as himself.That time when I said this was the scene of "The Voice of the Sky", a clip of Wen Qianhe was accidentally broadcast, and I was very angry that my lover was exposed and discovered.

Another example is that every time he proposes to raise him, he strongly opposes it, saying that he can also raise it.

He always thought that he had a strong desire to possess and control, but he didn't know that the other party was also the same.

At this moment, he was both happy and sad.

The happy thing is that Wen Qianhe cared about herself from the beginning to the end, but the sad thing is that she has caused her lover to suffer too much grievance.

Almost all the things on this note have been done.

It hurt the heart that loves her own prudence.

During that period of time, he felt that he had changed well enough, that he no longer regarded Wen Qianhe as his personal property, fully respected his wishes, and showed his sincerity nakedly, no matter how far he stood, he was the only one in his heart.But now I understand that what he needs is not these.

If I hadn't told him so cruelly in front of him that I wanted to announce the official cp, if I had thought about it at the time, wouldn't I have left so resolutely in the end.

Do too many things that hurt each other.

Zhou/Tingyun lowered his head in shame, and looked at those few lines repeatedly, "I'm sorry, Qianhe, I, I used to be really bad, I'm a straight man, I have no brains, I don't know that you actually care so much about those things, I, if at that time..."

Wen Qianhe held his cheeks with both hands, eyes twinkling, "It's okay, I used to always feel that you don't love me, I always feel that the premise of you loving me is that you have been hurt in the same way, and you can still love me , I believe you love me."

Zhou/Tingyun was stunned, his mind was involved, and he asked unconfidently, "Then you, now, do you think I love you?"

Wen Qianhe leaned over and kissed the corner of his lips slowly, "I'm so in love."

Zhou/Tingyun grinned, pure and romantic.

The note was hot in his palm.

I am secretly glad that I quit the entertainment industry early, and it is difficult to bend down when I stand too high.

Even the person you love the most will be blinded by greed.

Wen Qianhe took out the note from his palm, "I don't mean anything else by writing this, I really think you are a straight man."

"you're right."

"Do you consider yourself mature?"

"Immature."

"Then why did you stare at the notes on the wall just now?"

"I don't, it's because my eyes are not very good."

Wen Qianhe asked again, "What happened to your eyes?"

"In the past, I was injured in a drama, and if I didn't heal it in time, tears would flow from time to time. You see, I have it again." Zhou/Tingyun began to sell miserably, begging for the other party's love and affection.

"When did it happen, why don't I know." Wen Qianhe looked closely at it with concern on his face, "It seems to be true, the eyes are always shining, I thought they were born so fresh, does it hurt?"

Zhou/Tingyun took the opportunity to hug him, "Qianhe, shall we go to the hotel this evening?"

Wen Qianhe was stunned for a moment, then fell into his arms, "Please, Mr. Zhou."

Zhou/Tingyun's eyes lit up, sparks burst out.

The note, now thrown aside, read:

I don't like you forming cp with her.

I don't like your kiss scene.

I don't like it when you stand with other people.

I don't like it when you smile at other people.

I don't like you being too far away from me.

I am selfish.

----

"End of Text"