Severe Emotional Cleanliness Mutual Aid Group

Chapter 53

Chu Jing is actually very different from Fang, gentle and calm, neither arrogant nor arrogant, diligent and thrifty at home, good at cooking, frying, frying, Huailu, Yuechuan, everything is good, to a certain extent, he is a A reprint of Jin Chunan.

Fang is actually at home as usual, stretching out his hands for food and opening his mouth for clothes, even if the oil bottle is down, he won't help it.Jin Chunan got used to it, and when he suddenly met a roommate who was as diligent and quick as Chu Jing, he felt a little uncomfortable for a while.

Get up early every morning, there is a hot breakfast on the table.After the rehearsal and get off work, Chu Jing voluntarily cooks as soon as she enters the house. Jin Chunan feels sorry for not wanting to help, and Chu Jing kicks him out of the kitchen for being in the way.

The clothes in the dirty clothes basket were washed away by Chu Jing like a whirlwind of clouds if one didn't pay attention.Two days later, when I was thinking about collecting the clothes, I saw the clean clothes that had been dried and full of the smell of sunshine were neatly folded and put in the closet.

It was easy to see some dirt on the floor, Jin Chunan was ecstatic and took out the rag, and was about to show off, when Chu Jing rushed out from the slanting stab, strode forward, and sacrificed a piece of cloth to wipe the sky and the earth, The shot was like lightning, the sky and the earth changed color in an instant, flying sand and stones rushed to the apes, and when Jin Chunan came back to his senses, the only stain on the floor was gone. Looking up again, there was no wind, cloud or sand. In the whole world, there is only Chu Jing's handsome back with deep merit and fame.

So Jin Chunan felt a kind of loneliness, a kind of loneliness that has a unique skill but has no place to perform it.

For this reason, Jin Chunan even looked up at the starry sky at a 45-degree angle and thought about it seriously.The conclusion I came to was that I was kneeling for too long and couldn't stand up, and when I got up suddenly, I still felt that the height was extremely cold.

After figuring this out, Jin Chunan no longer struggled.Being cheap for a while is called confusion, but being cheap for a lifetime is fate.He felt that his life was not bad, and he would know his way back if he didn't get home.So from then on, he did the housework if he could get it, and let Chu Jing do it if he couldn't get it, and expressed his gratitude by buying various furniture, electrical appliances and daily necessities for Chu Jing.

After the conflict over the distribution of housework was resolved, Jin Chunan and Chu Jing lived together with peace of mind, although Fang unexpectedly showed up from time to time like a sharp knife, reminding him time and time again that he had been loved more than The fact of his life's lover's betrayal made him bloody and painful again and again, but with Chu Jing's company and the sense of fulfillment brought by his busy work, he can occasionally surface for a breather, so as not to drown in sadness and depression.

But Chu Jing's growing affection for him made him uneasy.

This is not to say that he doesn't like Chu Jing. In fact, in his opinion, Chu Jing is a particularly suitable roommate. He is careful, considerate, and able to grasp the sense of proportion when getting along. Even if he deliberately gets close to others, he will not be offended. with discomfort.

If there is no Fang Ran, the two of them get along so slowly, maybe some kind of intimacy will really develop in the end.

But the problem is that Jin Chunan is not ready to enter a new relationship, or in other words, he has not taken back the love of the other party at all.It is true that Fang is an idiot who has betrayed his feelings, but just because he is an idiot does not mean that Jin Chunan can not love him. In fact, people will always fall in love with some weird things.

But love is one thing, wanting to be together is another.Obviously Fang Ju is not the right person to be with him. The former Fang unexpectedly, never compromised, never showed weakness, always relying on favor and being arrogant and domineering.Even though he has put on a particularly low profile recently, it seems that as long as Jin Chunan is willing to turn around, he can be reborn immediately.But Jin Chunan does not believe that this state can last for a long time. He is more inclined to think that Fang Ran's low profile at this time is just a stopgap measure. stop.

He didn't think Fang did this on purpose, it was more like something rooted in his subconscious.The most fundamental reason is that Fang unexpectedly lost the perception of love, and also lost the ability to love.At least in the ten years since he separated from his first love, he has never treated anyone well, whether it is those bed partners who have only slept for a while, or so-called lovers like Jin Chunan.After Jin Chunan found out everything about Fang Ran and Jiang Changkan's past, he realized that the failure of his first love relationship seemed to be a watershed for Fang Ran. Before that, he was a lively young man who dared to love and hate. After that, he was nothing more than a walking dead with nothing but a nice skin.No matter how free and avant-garde Fang actually described himself, Jin Chunan still felt a trace of self-defeating indulgence from his past experience.

What kind of emotion can people still remember in their hearts after many years, and they are still dominated by it when they are not aware of it?

Probably a very deep love.

Every time he thought of this, Jin Chunan couldn't help showing a sneer at the corner of his mouth.

Although the scene in the photo Jin Chunan received was at night, the faint flash of the phone and the light leaking in from outside the house all outlined the face of the person Fang actually cheated on. It can be seen clearly.

It was Mr. Fang Chang who had a warm conversation with him.

Jin Chunan carefully recalled the two strange "encounters" and conversations between him and Mr. Fang Chang, recalled Fang Chang's face and estimated his age, and finally put him and Fang Ranran's That unforgettable first love met the number.

That first love that he only heard Fang actually mentioned once or twice, but still haunted their lives lingeringly.

After that, Jin Chunan searched all the group photos of Fang Ran's campus drama crew, and successfully found Mr. Fang Chang in the photo of the opening ceremony.

During the group photo, "Fang Chang" stood side by side with Fang Ran and the director, and even the male and female leading actors were pushed aside. Therefore, Jin Chunan judged that "Fang Chang"'s position in the crew was not inferior to Fang Ran and the director.Then I found the cast and crew list through the encyclopedia entry, and sure enough, I saw a name next to Fang Ran——

Joint producer, Jiang Changkan.

Jiang Changkan, Jin Chunan whispered these three words, and then entered them into the search box.

Jiang Changkan is not a particularly low-key person, he has a Weibo account with v added for the public.Through this Weibo, Jin Chunan found out his personal blog, and finally he even found out Jiang Changkan's QQ account more than ten years ago.Obviously, Jiang Changkan will still use this number from time to time, otherwise it should have been recycled long ago.Maybe Jiang Chang never thought that someone would see everything here, or maybe he just wanted someone to see everything here, so the space of this QQ account was not encrypted. Jin Chunan applied for a new account, and then entered it grandly .

So Fang unexpectedly and Jiang Changkan's past was presented in front of his eyes without any concealment.

The photo of Jiang Changkan and Fang Ranran, the love words between Jiang Changkan and Fang Ranran, the unrestrained youth of Jiang Changkan and Fang Ranran, all the ins and outs of Jiang Changkan and Fang Ranran, and Fang Ranran’s innocence towards Jiang Changkan Love reserved.

Although Jin Chunan clicked into the Fangran account through Jiang Changkan's space, he found that the account had already been recovered and assigned to other people, but this did not affect his judgment, because the information in Jiang Changkan's space is enough to explain everything .

Fang actually once loved Jiang Changkan deeply. It was a love that burst out from the depths of his soul. Perhaps such a deep love exhausted his enthusiasm, so what was left to the latecomers was a slap in the face. Embers of white smoke.

But what Jin Chunan gave was blazing and pure feelings, and what he hoped to get was blazing and pure responses, but Fang couldn't give him such feelings, and Fang couldn't even give him the most basic loyalty.

So Jin Chunan decided to give up completely.

Sure people fall in love with bad people all the time, but at least you can choose not to be with them.

He chose to give up on Fang Ran, but that didn't mean he was going to be with Chu Jing.Not to mention that he doesn't have any feelings for Chu Jing beyond ordinary friendship, even if he does, he can't accept Chu Jing at present.Because at the moment when he has not realized that the other party has actually forgotten his feelings, accepting Chu Jing's feelings with difficulty is not only a disrespect for Chu Jing, but also a desecration of their friendship.

He didn't want to treat a friend who helped him like this.

He really felt Chu Jing's affection in the dressing room of the theater. When he inadvertently saw Chu Jing secretly watching his eyes, he knew something was wrong.Because the way Chu Jing peeked at him was exactly the same as the way he peeked at Fang Ran, full of love and indulgence.

Later, when the two rehearsed and kissed at the director's request, this feeling was even more obvious.He could feel that Chu Jing kissed with seriousness and devotion, but he couldn't do it. He was absent-minded all the time, looking at Fang Ran who was in the audience from the corner of his eyes. His performance was so naive and blunt.

Later, Fang actually left angrily, and Jin Chunan became even more out of shape, and in the end, Chu Jing was scolded by the director along with him.

On the way home in the evening, the atmosphere between the two was a bit awkward. Even though Chu Jing pretended to be nonchalant and found various topics, Jin Chunan couldn't pretend to be ignorant.

Such a delicate atmosphere lasted for many days between them, and finally, Jin Chunan couldn't hold back anymore.

He said to Chu Jing, "Chu Jing, let's talk."