Severe Emotional Cleanliness Mutual Aid Group

Chapter 54

Chu Jing didn't seem surprised by this, he nodded naturally, and even smiled, as if he had expected it.

Jin Chunan originally prepared a lot of euphemistic and polite foreshadowing, but in the face of Chu Jing's penetrating eyes, his long-planned long-winded speech got stuck in his throat.

Obviously you know what I know, so why beat around the bush?

Jin Chunan was silent for a moment, and said bluntly: "I am looking at the house recently, and I will move out when I find a suitable one. Thank you for taking care of me these days. If there is any place that needs my help in the future, just say it. I am very happy to have you. Such a friend."

Chu Jing picked up the teapot on the table, poured a cup for Jin Chunan, and said with a smile, "Don't be nervous, just speak slowly."

Jin Chunan glanced at Chu Jing with some embarrassment, hesitated to speak for a moment, and finally took the water glass and took a small sip.

From Chu Jing's point of view, Jin Chunan's straightforwardness was still a bit too tactful, so he gently reached out and smiled and pierced the window paper: "Does my liking bother you?"

Jin Chunan didn't expect Chu Jing to be so direct, so he was even more embarrassed, and stammered, "No, it's because... because..."

Chu Jing played with the other water glass and teased, "Because you hate me, look down on me, don't want to accept my feelings, and can't even stand being my roommate?"

"No!" Jin Chunan immediately denied, and then he looked at Chu Jing's teasing expression, and said helplessly, "You know I didn't mean that, I can't accept your feelings, but I sincerely regard you as a trustworthy friend. "

Chu Jing smiled, put away the teasing, and said with a slightly serious face: "You haven't forgotten about your ex? Do you think now is not the right time to accept a new boyfriend? Or both."

Jin Chunan nodded.

Chu Jing said slowly: "In your opinion, when will the right time come?"

Jin Chunan: "I don't know."

Chu Jing: "So you don't have the confidence to forget him."

Jin Chunan turned around holding the cup in his hand, lowered his eyes, and did not answer.

Chu Jing didn't mind, and continued: "Do you know when I fell in love with you? I was also puzzled at first, why a reunion can bring me such intense joy. After thinking for a long time, I finally decided that my The relationship started from the time when I was with you in the film crew. But the feeling at the beginning was not clear, hazy and indistinct, coupled with the various life twists and turns and accidents later, I gradually took it As a little regret when I was young, I buried it quietly in my heart."

"But many years later, I met you again. You don't know how excited I was when I saw you in the hospital, so I realized that everything was just deceiving myself. In fact, I never let go .At that time, I thought, since God’s will is so, then I will never let go again.”

"It's a pity that God's will doesn't seem to be on my side. You... already have a boyfriend. I don't intend to break up your relationship for my own selfish desires, so I carefully put away my favorites and do it quietly An ordinary friend. I concealed it from you, but I did not hide it from Fang Ran. I could also feel his displeasure, so I gradually reduced the number of visits to you. I can see that you were very Happiness, I don’t want to disturb your happiness, even if the price is to gradually alienate you. I thought Fang would be the right person. His social status and economic conditions can bring you more security than mine. Although he Although people seem frivolous, they seem to love you."

"However, he failed you after all. When you came to me for help in grief, I felt pity for you and a little joy in my heart. Because I know that God gave me a second life after all. This is my chance, and I'm not going to pass it up."

Jin Chunan looked at Chu Jing quietly, with a hint of emotion and embarrassment on his face.He was very moved by Chu Jing's deep affection, but a relationship cannot be achieved just by being moved.

Chu Jing saw Jin Chunan's embarrassment.

He originally intended to force Jin Chunan through a thorough self-confession. Even if he couldn't force him to accept himself, he could at least make him give up the idea of ​​moving.

But when it came to this point, he couldn't bear it anymore.

Chu Jing took a deep look at Jin Chunan, leaned over slightly, and took Jin Chunan's hand.Jin Chunan was stiff for a moment, then he slightly raised his eyes and looked at Chu Jing in embarrassment.

Chu Jing withdrew her hand and said with a smile: "Tomorrow, I will go to see the house with you. I am familiar with this area and have rich experience in renting houses. I will remind you to prevent you from being tricked."

Jin Chunan froze for a moment, then looked at Chu Jing apologetically and gratefully, and said sincerely, "Thank you."

Chu Jing said with a smile: "But you have to promise me and give me a chance to continue waiting."

Jin Chunan looked at Chu Jing with some embarrassment.

Chu Jing: "Chu Nan, if you had a partner, I would definitely not say such a thing. But you have already broken up, and it was because of your ex's betrayal. So you can and should try to get in touch with new people, even if nothing Not happening, also makes you forget the bad past faster."

Jin Chunan lowered his eyes, thought for a long time, and finally nodded.

Jin Chunan quickly rented a suitable house, the price was right, the location was good, and he was not deceived by others because of his lack of social experience. All this depended on Chu Jing's help and guidance.Chu Jing accompanied him to look at the house, sign the contract, help him move, clean up for him, and help him buy furniture and daily necessities.

Jin Chunan is a person who knows how to repay his kindness. Chu Jing helped him a lot, but he couldn't give Chu Jing what he really expected in return, which made him feel a little guilty. The more Chu Jing gave, the more he felt guilty. Heavy.

After Fang actually left the theater in a fit of anger, Jin Chunan thought he would never come again, but he only disappeared for a day or two, and then he still came to the theater to report every day.If there is any change, it is that he has become very quiet, and he will no longer yell at Chu Jing's house to block the door, and he is no longer the kind of person who will be ashamed when he sees Jin Chunan and Chu Jing. In a state of instant madness, even when Jin Chunan and Chu Jing were rehearsing the kissing scene, he could watch the whole thing quietly.

One morning after that, Jin Chunan walked into the dressing room and saw a beautiful insulated lunch box on the dressing table. When he opened it, he found some simple home-cooked dishes inside.He knew at a glance that it was made by Fang Ran himself. Although during the years that the two have been together, Fang Ran has cooked only a handful of times, but Jin Chunan knows the other party too well. Fang Ran's handwriting is impossible for him. can not recognize.

But he didn't intend to eat it.

Now that you have decided to break up, you shouldn't give him any hope.

He covered the lunch box as it was and put it on the corner of the table.Chu Jing probed to take a look, but didn't say anything.At noon, Jin Chunan didn't touch the lunch box, but ate a rice bowl downstairs with Chu Jing as usual.

The next morning, when Jin Chunan entered the dressing room, an insulated lunch box appeared on his dressing table again. Except for the color of the box body, the style and size were all exactly the same.

Jin Chunan still didn't touch it.

After that, the same thing was repeated every day, and Fang actually put the insulated lunch box in advance, and took it back intact at night.

Once, when Jin Chunan got off work late, he met Fang Ran in the corridor, who was carrying an insulated box.Fang actually nodded to him, and without saying anything, he was about to pass him by.

Jin Chunan couldn't help it anymore, and grabbed his arm, "You don't have to do this."

Fang unexpectedly smiled, stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the face, and said with a smile, "I just like to do this, you don't care."

Although Fang unexpectedly smiled without any abnormality, Jin Chunan could see some sadness from it for some reason.He stared blankly at Fang Ran, and when he came back to his senses, Fang Ran had already gone far away.He took two steps forward, and saw Chu Jing silently smoking a cigarette in the shadow of the corner.

It seems that Fang Ran's warm offensive made Chu Jing feel a sense of crisis. Since then, he has doubled his greetings to Jin Chunan and cared for him more meticulously.Jin Chunan and Fang have been together for so many years, and they have always been used as cows and horses, but now they have suddenly lost their stature. Two handsome young men in their prime are vying to be courteous to him. It stands to reason that he should hide every day. He was secretly happy under the quilt, but he was even more distressed.

The hardest thing to bear is the favor of a beauty, one beauty is enough for him, not to mention the two who are secretly competing.

Jin Chunan had been stuck in the gap between the two beauties for more than a month, and just when he was feeling embarrassed, Fang suddenly came to him.

When facing Fang Ranran, Jin Chunan's feelings are quite complicated. There is not only love from the past, but also resentment caused by Fang Ranran's negligence and betrayal.This made it impossible for him to retaliate against Fang Ran in a vicious manner, nor to reconcile with him frankly, so indifference and avoidance became his only helpless choice.

When Fang unexpectedly approached him, he had just performed a hearty performance, finished removing his makeup, and was sitting on the small sofa in the dressing room reading a book. Chu Jing turned his back to him, cleaning his face while looking in the mirror.

The atmosphere in the lounge was originally peaceful and cozy, but Fang's uninvited visit broke the tranquility.Chu Jing looked at Fang Ran's figure reflected in the mirror, frowned slightly, straightened his back, and put on a posture of being ready for battle.

But he didn't turn around after all.

Jin Chunan felt the tense atmosphere in the room, he closed the book a little irritably, stared at Fang Ran with a frown, and asked with a cold and distant look, what's the matter?

Because of Jin Chunan's indifference, Fang Ran's heart hurt a bit, but he knew that he was to blame for everything, so he had nothing to complain about.

He took a breath, and waited for the pain in his heart to fade away before he said, "I've got something wrong at work, and I'm going to France for a business trip for a month."

Jin Chunan was stunned for a moment, and then said in a nonchalant tone: "I wish you a smooth journey."

Fang unexpectedly's face turned pale in an instant, he slowed down, and said in an almost pleading tone: "If things go well, it may only take half a month, or sooner, and I'll be back as soon as I'm done, Chu Nan, Wait for me?"

Don't accept others.

Don't fall in love with others.

wait for me

Jin Chunan looked at Fang Ran's pale face, and a feeling of suffocation slowly spread in his heart.Chu Jing stopped what she was doing, her straight back was like a javelin.The expression on Fang's face changed from pleading to bewildered, as if as long as Jin Chunan said a word "no", he could cry out at any time.

The air in the room became extremely viscous, and time seemed to stand still, like a pool of stagnant water with nowhere to go.

The corners of Jin Chunan's mouth were tense, and he clenched his fists calmly, so hard that his nails almost pierced the palm of his hand.

He couldn't be so indecisive anymore, he thought, continuing to drag on would hurt everyone.

Jin Chunan gritted his teeth, and said cruelly and word by word: "Fang, I'm done with you. I won't wait for you, and I don't want to have any meaningful relationship with you. I might wait for you." Anyone may accept anyone, but that person will definitely not be you."

Fang actually didn't cry after all, he looked at Jin Chunan with sad and affectionate eyes for a while, and finally left without saying a word.

Looking at Fang Ran's slumped back, Jin Chunan had mixed feelings in his heart, and finally, all the love-hate entanglements turned into a long sigh.

A few days after Fang unexpectedly disappeared, Jin Chunan ushered in another unexpected visitor.

After Fang Ran, Jiang Changkan also dropped the pick and handed over the school drama project to his colleagues.Afterwards, he worked secretly to get Fang unexpectedly dismissed, then approached the theater owner, signed an agreement on the promotion and cooperation of two stage plays, and took advantage of his work to act as a consultant in the theater troupe.

No one likes their small troupe. There is a senior executive of a well-known international film and television company who will be a consultant and will also offer a cooperation contract. He offered to the shrine.

This is a pain for Jin Chunan.

The surname Jiang has been here for only two days, and he keeps making troubles for Jin Chunan.Jiang Changkan is rather cunning, he doesn't yell at Jin Chunan like a director, and he doesn't even show much concern for Jin Chunan at all. Those who don't know the inside story, no one will think that there is any relationship or suspicion between him and Jin Chunan.But in the name of a consultant, he put forward various seemingly objective evaluations and suggestions on the theater's personnel structure and even stage performances, and then calmly put Jin Chunan in the shoes again and again among these suggestions.

Jiang Chang could sleep with his wife and take advantage of it. It stands to reason that he should wipe his mouth and disappear silently for a period of time to avoid being sought for revenge.But he did the opposite. Not only did he not feel guilty at all, he even swaggered and rode on the head of the sufferer to shit, which can be described as shameless.

He didn't spare time to settle accounts with Jiang, but this guy came to his door automatically. Jin Chunan looked at Jiang Changkan's despicable face, and a sneer escaped from the corner of his mouth.