Who said CP can't be together

Chapter 21 Silent Concern

That night, both Lu Jinzhi and Lin Yan posted a photo of them backstage at the event, and "My Dinner Action" was also broadcast as scheduled that night.There was a burst of excitement among the fans.

"My words!! This show healed my recently abused heartbreak."

"My Xiaoyan has lost weight recently, does Lu Jin know where you are?"

"How long have they not seen together, for several weeks."

"Be careful with your words."

"Recently, the entire Jinyan cp circle has been filled with smog. It's too cruel. I know that in an interview yesterday, I said that I haven't seen Xiaoyan for a month. You two should make up soon!"

"It's a competition show, and you two just recorded it as a sweet travel show. This ability to show affection is also capitalized by me.

After watching the show and being in the same frame, I wasn’t too happy. Didn’t everyone notice that Xiaoyan doesn’t talk much lately? He’s not as active as before. He and Lu Jin knew that Xiaoyan was a brat when he was with Lu Jinzhi. He was very energetic. Although yesterday’s event We took a group photo, and I only saw that they both forced a smile on their faces, and Xiaoyan did the same every time in his activities, his smile didn't reach his eyes, and he couldn't go back.

"Stop talking, I couldn't help but cry when I saw this passage, just let me lie to myself, if the reality is so cruel, I would rather live in a lie all the time."

On the day of the release of "Smoke and Clouds", there are many stars gathered. Many actors who did not participate in the movie also came to the premiere. Lu Jinzhi stood on the stage. He didn't care if other people came or not, although he knew in his heart that Lin Yan would not come , but he kept looking at the place where the ticket was reserved for him, hoping that he would come, but he didn't see Lin Yan until the end of the premiere.

And in the middle of the premiere, a man wearing a baseball cap and a mask and covering his entire face with a scarf came in from the side door of the event hall and sat in the corner seat in the last row. He took off his mask and didn't speak. The lively atmosphere of the venue was completely out of tune with him. The fanatical fans at the scene seemed to make him quieter, making people wonder if he was a fan. If not, his eyes kept following a person on the stage. , others guess that he may be a more restrained fan.

The fan next to her was complaining that her hand speed was too slow and she didn't get a good position. She asked him, "Are you also a fan of Lu Jinzhi?"

He didn't speak, but nodded. The enthusiasm of the fan next to him was not extinguished because of his silence. Instead, he kept chatting with him about Lu Jinzhi, because Lu Jinzhi stepped down to rest at this time. She said: "I love him so much. I actually didn't understand his filming of "Metamorphosis" at first, but I also liked Xiaoyan, especially after watching "Metamorphosis", I am now a fan of both of them. It is a pity that Xiaoyan didn't come today, I love both of them ’” Then she suddenly turned her head and asked, “Do you love him?”

He was silent for a few seconds, and finally spoke, whispering in a hoarse voice: "Love." The female fan next to him didn't hear it, and her attention was attracted by Lu Jinzhi who was on stage again.After he finished speaking, he fell silent again.This person is Lin Yan!Instead of using the ticket that Lu Jinzhi gave him, he postponed his schedule and bought a ticket for a special corner to visit him secretly.Although he was far away from Lu Jinzhi, Lin Yan felt that this was the closest he was to him in recent times, and only this time he could not pretend his feelings for him and could look at him well.

Before the premiere was over, Lin Yan left early. There were not so many people at this time, so it was not easy to be recognized.

After coming out of the venue, Lin Yan went straight back to Haoyue New City. He didn't turn on the lights. After entering the door, he sat on the carpet in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking out the window, lost in memories. Lu Jinzhi gave him tenderness. For some trivial matters in his life, he will remember what he said, and he can be childish without scruples in front of him. Song Zhengsong said that he would forget him, but he thought he would never forget Lu Jinzhi in his life.

There was no light or heating in the house, the whole room was cold, Lin Yan started to get up and call the TV, watching the movies he and Lu Jinzhi made together, the activities they participated in together, watching tears silently from the corners of his eyes Overflowing, falling drop by drop, slowly increasing like unstoppable rain, he just cried silently, all the pain was pressed in his heart.

"You've been depressed, what's the matter, and what's going on with you and Xiaoyan recently?" Yu Qi asked, seeing Lu Jinzhi's absent-minded expression all night.

"fine."

Lu Jinzhi came back from the venue, pushed back the subsequent dinner, and returned to the community alone. Instead of entering the door, he stood at the door opposite, not knowing what he was thinking.

Love sometimes blinds our eyes. The intention is good, but the result is tormenting each other. The deeper you love someone, the more you feel that you are not good enough. You are afraid of dragging the other person down, but you don’t know that for him, the greatest happiness is you.

"Xiaoyan, your complexion is not very good, are you okay?" Lin Yan's eyes were a little swollen, his complexion was not good, he was a little paler, his brows were slightly frowned, and he looked thinner than before. Xiao Song came early in the morning Picking him up, looking at his appearance, he looked like a gust of wind could blow him down. She saw it and was anxious in her heart. Lin Yan's weight had been dropping, and his appetite was getting smaller and smaller, so how could his body be able to bear it.

It's useless to be persuaded by anyone. Whether it's Lin Yan's favorite food or the food they prepared in different ways, Lin Yan can't eat a few bites. For the sake of his health, he cut the itinerary by half. Song Zhengsong didn't eat it. The rule was that he was asked to eat two more bites, and then he vomited what he had just eaten. Only then did Song Zhengsong and the others realize the seriousness of the problem, and without further ado, they ordered Lin Yan to go to the hospital for an examination.The results of the examination showed that there was a tendency to anorexia, which had a lot to do with psychology. Lin Yan had to receive treatment, which required his cooperation. Since he hadn't eaten much for several days, his condition was really bad. The doctor made him lose a few A bottle of glucose to supplement basic needs.

"You should go back to rest for the next two days. Take it as a vacation and make adjustments. You won't be able to cope with this situation." Lin Yan must rest well under the current situation, so Song Zhengsong decided to let him take a temporary vacation.

"I'm fine." He's not working, he's more cranky, and he doesn't want to stop work.

"Is it okay? I said little ancestor, don't make any more trouble, can you take a good rest?" This time he couldn't let himself be willful, and after he came out of the hospital, he sent Lin Yan back to the apartment near the school to start his vacation.

The author has something to say: The next chapter is a high-energy warning...