Who said CP can't be together

Chapter 22 We Are All in the Play

Lin Yan suspends all announcements to rest at home, Xiao Song comes every day to urge him to eat on time, but he has something on his mind, this is a heart disease, his inner struggles are increasing day by day, he is busy without work, the longer he stays alone, the more he misses Lu Jinzhi Shen, especially when faced with an empty room alone, he sometimes wants to go to Lu Jinzhi immediately without hesitation. What is more important than liking?Meeting someone you love is not easy.

He watched a movie at home these days, about love, very old-fashioned plot, the hero has always loved the heroine deeply, but the heroine loves another person, no matter how good he is to her, he will do everything for her How many things she loves is still another person, they have known each other for five years, he would confess to her every year on the day of Qixi Festival, every time he was rejected, until the heroine and the person she loved got married on Qixi Festival, he would not Confess to her again, but every year on Qixi Festival, he will go to a place where he once confessed to her, and say, I love you.He said to himself: "Xiao Xi, I will only love you for another five years. When I go to the places where we confessed on Qixi, I will no longer love you."

Many people who have watched the movie lamented the sadness of the male protagonist. He loves a person so much, but the female protagonist does not love him, but he has never been lying to himself, thinking that he can forget to love him by giving himself a time limit, but what about love? Maybe it was easily forgotten?Lin Yan had also seen this movie before, and at the time he felt that the male lead was really sad. He had been rejected so many times in his confession, but when he watched this movie again, his feelings were completely different. He even envied him a little bit, at least he could He said that he loves her openly and is always by her side. The hero's love doesn't need to be concealed, but for him, he can only stay away...he can't love him.

Lin Yan seemed to have a fire burning in his heart, even if a book fell on the ground, it would make him sullen, even if he kept sighing, he couldn't relieve the depression and irritability in his heart.He picked up his wallet and went to a KTV to book a box. Instead of singing, he ordered a lot of wine and couldn't go to the bar, so he treated the KTV as a bar.When Yan Xuan saw Lin Linyan, he sat there quietly drinking. There was an astonishing amount of wine on the table. Fortunately, there was only one empty bottle, and it seemed that he hadn't drunk much.

Yan Xuan originally had a party with friends outside the circle. She went to the bathroom to touch up her makeup and heard the conversation of the waiter. Say hello, and then see this scene.She may know the reason for Lin Yan's behavior. She was filming "Metamorphosis" and then engaged in activities together. The relationship between Lin Yan and Lu Jinzhi is getting better. Lin Yan's dependence on Lu Jinzhi, Lu Jinzhi looked at Lin Yan with full eyes It's pampering. It's not that other people can't see it, but they just don't dare to think about it. Subconsciously, they think that Lu Jinzhi can't like Lin Yan. How can the two of them be together? The usual teasing is just a joke. Both of them have a bright future. , how could they really be together.

"Brother Xiaoyan, you go to KTV to drink alone so late, do you young people play like this now?" Yan Xuan teased.

Lin Yan chuckled, and replied perfunctorily, "It's been a bit boring to be on vacation recently."

Yan Xuan chuckled, and said: "You can deceive others by saying that. You sister Yan Xuan is an old Jianghu, I think she is trapped by love." Yan Xuan's words caught on, and Lin Yan raised the wine glass to his lips for a moment. Laughing self-deprecatingly, he drank it down.

"Lu Jinzhi?" Yan Xuan asked tentatively.Lin Yan didn't speak, but she could tell from his expression that he was acquiescing.

"Xiaoyan, it's not nice to say a few words. My sister doesn't approve of you getting involved. How many same-sex couples are there in this circle? Very few, right, not that there are few people with same-sex orientation! It's that there are few people who dare to admit it Ah, there is too much pressure to face, especially celebrities, every move is stared at by everyone, everything will be infinitely magnified, let alone sexual orientation, and you are not completely homosexual, you are just Entering the play, you are still living in the emotion in the play. If you let go of this feeling now, it will gradually fade away. Really, Xiaoyan, that road is too difficult to walk, you let go now, slowly You're all going to go back, you're all going to have your own lives, and you're going to fall in love and get married, okay?"

Lin Yan stared blankly at the table, thinking about what Yan Xuan said, Yan Xuan stood up and patted Lin Yan, saying: "Think about it, my friend is still waiting for me, I'll go there first, don't drink, I'll let you My assistant is here to pick you up." Looking at Lin Yan again, Yan Xuan opened the door of the box and went out.What they said is right, what they said makes sense, but he loves him, he doesn't want to think about Lu Jinzhi's appearance when he is with others, he will give his tenderness to others, never talk to him again, never care about him again , He will marry someone else, Lin Yan is a little drunk, his mind is uncontrollably running wildly, the more he thinks about it, the more sad he becomes, he is so uncomfortable that he can't breathe.

He didn't wait for Xiao Song to pick him up, he stumbled out of the KTV, the alcohol began to spread, and he became drunk one after another, Lin Yan was so drunk that he forgot that he could take a taxi, he stumbled and ran in one direction in the night, the pedestrians on the road were not Fortunately, the distance was not far away. After more than ten minutes, he arrived at the door of a house and knocked on the door indiscriminately.

The door opened, and what Lu Jinzhi saw when he opened the door was Lin Yan with a sad expression, flushed face, and bruised forehead. He frowned and asked anxiously: "What's wrong? Where did this hit? It’s all purple like this, don’t you know it hurts? You’re such a big person.” The moment Lin Yan heard Lu Jinzhi’s voice, his eyes were red, tears swirled in his eyes, and then fell drop by drop, hitting the floor. Like a broken bead, but he didn't make a sound, which made people feel even more worried. Lin Jinzhi pulled him into his arms, "What's the matter, Xiaoyan."

Lin Yan began to cry in a low voice, sobbing, and gradually the crying became louder and louder. In the end, it was completely heartbreaking, as if he wanted to vent all the pain in his heart. Lu Jinzhi hugged It got tighter, and kept kissing the top of his hair, "Stop crying, I'm here, I'm here."

Lin Yan kept sobbing, and said intermittently: "Lu... Lu... you know, I'm in the play... in the play... can't... can't come out, what should I do... I can't come out... "As if talking about the sad part, she cried even more heartbreakingly, "I don't want to do this...I don't want...They all said...They all said that I will destroy you...I don't want to drag you...I don't... See, you get married, you don't want to get married, I can't get out, I can't get out in the play...what to do...cough cough...I'm in the play...I can't get out..." Lin Yan continued intermittently, He kept repeating those few words, and the more he spoke, the more incoherent he became, but Lu Jinzhi finally understood and understood the reason why this "fool" suddenly alienated him, he said: "Then we won't come out, we won't come out, okay Do you? Xiaoyan, trust me."

The author has something to say: I am writing a thesis recently, and I am a little busy, so I am very sorry for not updating sometimes. Qingyi will work hard to code, thank you. ^_^

I didn’t update yesterday, but I updated so late today. I deeply realized my mistake. What is it? It’s just waiting for the food to be served after ordering. My first dish is almost finished. , It is too much to prevent people from having a good meal.